After typing the last punctuation, I took a long breath, and finally put all the ideas I thought of on this virtual electronic document.
"Brother how long have you been thinking about this thing? You've been typing for so long" Zhao Kewen was lying on the bed bored, flipping through a magazine, and sat up when she saw that I had finished writing and called it a day. .
"Let's put it this way, since I promised to help you plan the theme of the first issue, my brain has basically never been idle except when I sleep." I leaned back in the chair and said with a smile, this feeling of creating my own harvest Really great!
"Wow, brother, your gentle smile has made my sister a little excited!" Zhao Kewen smiled "giggle" after finishing speaking.
My smile stopped abruptly, sister, do you want to be so fierce, why does my smile make you happy!
Seeing me dumbfounded, Zhao Kewen seemed to have had a lot of fun, and happily got off the bed, bent down beside me and looked at the "Theme Process Planning Book" in the computer.
I just wanted to introduce the advantages and disadvantages of this plan to Zhao Kewen. Unexpectedly, as soon as I turned around, I saw Zhao Kewen's deep career line revealed by bending down
I'll go Sister Wen is really expected! I was a little stunned, thinking subconsciously, but quickly turned my head and pretended not to see I looked up at Zhao Kewen's expression with some guilt. Word.
Just when I secretly laughed and rejoiced that I was successful in hiding, I found that there seemed to be a strange smile on the corner of Zhao Kewen's mouth!
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"Um?"
"White?"
"Um."
"Is it big?"
"Well" My subconscious answer made my pores shrink instantly, it's over murderous!
"Well, you're big! You little pervert, eat my tofu while I'm not paying attention, right? If you haven't educated me for two days, you've turned upside down, huh?" Zhao Kewen's roar made me quickly get out of the chair and run towards the door!
"Sister, take a good look at the plan, I still have some details to go back first!" I opened the anti-theft door and rushed out.
Touching my beating heart, I let out a long breath. Fortunately, I escaped Although Zhao Kewen has always been very aggressive in speaking, but based on what I have always known about her, she is still very reserved in her bones. Okay, whoever really dares to take advantage of her will definitely commit death!
I went back to the house, lit a cigarette, looked at the watch, it was getting late, I didn¡¯t feel anything when I was concentrating on thinking and writing before, it turned out that nearly three hours had passed since I arrived next door!
It's been a long time since I've felt so relaxed, puffing on a cigarette, and the excitement in my heart still can't be calmed down, just like what Zhao Kewen told me before, this is a battle to prove my own worth, and I can only succeed.
I dug out the guitar from under the bed, and I was going to go back to Xiaoshiqiao to sing nursery rhymes. Since I got the inspiration for this theme there, I was actually obsessed with the place that almost cost me my life but surprised me.
Glancing at the weather outside the window, it was completely different from that in the morning. The sky at this time was a bit gloomy, with a thick layer of cumulus clouds covering the sky, and it seemed that it would rain soon.
The weather in this place in Yichun is always cloudy or cloudy, with heavy rain in the morning or sunny day in the afternoon, just like the human heart, which cannot be guessed or understood.
I held the guitar in one hand and looked at the gloomy weather outside. I lit another cigarette, and I was hesitating in my heart. Should I go or not? Obviously, if you go, you will probably be drenched in the cold, but I really want to sing there
"Let's go according to your heart." I was cruel, stubbed out the cigarette butt, and went out with the guitar in my arms.
Along the way, I saw men and women from all walks of life walking fast. In this oppressive atmosphere, the already weak connection between people became even more unfamiliar. Everyone was acting purposefully and anxiously. . Young men and women hold hands and walk to the nearby convenience store or cold drink shop, and the older ones look around the roadside as if they want to take a taxi and go home quickly In such a dry season, under such a depressing life, there is no one who likes to shower Rain man?
"Crazy!" I secretly scolded myself for being sick. It is a human instinct to avoid the rain and summer heat. I have weird thoughts and like to get in the rain. Do I want others to do the same? This is such a selfish idea.
?Walking alone on the road leading to the stone bridge with an acoustic guitar in hand, people walking towards me will always cast doubtful or envious eyes at me, doubt my thoughts, and envy my freedom.
Just sitting on the steps of the stone bridge,??Scattered raindrops fell, and some scattered raindrops hit my head and face. It was cool but very comfortable. Facing the slightly refreshing breeze, I looked around. The couple who held hands for a tryst in the past did not appear under the pressure of the sudden change of weather, which made me feel normal and a little disappointed Looking at the stone bridge On the lonely and quiet sidewalk, I can't help but recall the scene of kissing and running with Zhang Jiaxin under the rainstorm. We can fully integrate each other into this gentle utopia. No matter the storm outside, we can feel it. To the love that borders on madness. Times have changed, but those scenes of the past, which are engraved in my heart, still have a little sweetness even if I think about it now.
Sitting on the already somewhat damp steps, I strummed the strings at will and hummed Zhang Xinzhe's "Overfire".
I slowly closed my eyes, and what still appeared in my mind were the indulgent and crazy love stories that happened with Zhang Jiaxin. I sang "Excessive Fire" over and over again, as if there was no end to the intoxication There will be no such love in the future, right? I asked myself, but I couldn't get an answer. I can't tell whether I don't want to touch love anymore or I have become numb to love.
Did I promise you too much, or did I not give enough?
You have always had thousands of reasons, and I have always followed your feelings
Make you crazy, let you relax, thinking that one day you will be moved.
I sang over and over again as if obsessed, and my voice became louder and louder. In the same city, my heart became farther and farther away We can never be together, can we? I didn't see your tears and regrets until all dreams were shattered. My favorite youJiaxin, have you ever regretted it?
I sang and sang but sobbed, hot tears ran across my cheeks with the drizzle of rain, I closed my eyes and wept tiredly, but at this time I was so fragile, rainy days, alone, lonely days, heartbreaking My experience, as if endless suffering and failure, layer upon layer, completely covered my entire life now, hard to touch but close at hand.
Wiping the corners of my eyes, I hate myself for being cowardly, crying like a bitch!
I opened my eyes, but was in shock, not knowing what to do for a while.
At some point beside me, there was a girl sitting in a loose tracksuit with a big hood on her head, her cheeks could not be seen, her long hair was draped over her shoulders along both sides of the hat. A large black acoustic guitar was leaning on her back, as if it had already been integrated with her, and she and the piano were so quiet and natural at this moment.
Seems to find that I am looking at her, the girl turned her head slowly, stared into my eyes, with a little baby fat but cute cheeks with a hint of a smile, said to me: "Have you returned to reality?"
"Youqin!" I stared blankly at this girl who seemed to come to me suddenly, and I was a little at a loss.
"Long time no see." Youqin smiled, her voice a little indifferent, then she reached out and took out a pack of cigarettes from her big pocket. It was a foreign brand I didn't know. Passed one to me, "Would you like one?"
"Well, thank you" I took the cigarette, but found that my lighter couldn't be turned on in such weather.
Youqin lit her own cigarette first, took a puff, and handed over the lighter in her hand.
I took a look at the lighter. It was an old-fashioned fuel pulley lighter, and there was a small row of English engraved on the bottom of the lighter: "baby forever". forever, baby. I didn't understand what it meant, so after lighting the cigarette, I returned the lighter to her.
"When did you come?" I asked after taking a puff of cigarette.
"The rain hasn't stopped, and the strings haven't broken." Youqin's answer was very strange, and I couldn't understand it at all.
Youqin and I were exposed to the rain like this, smoking cigarettes, I looked at her, she looked at the other side of the bridge, but we didn't talk any more.
"Sing a song?" After a while, I suggested that my clothes had already been drenched by rain, but I didn't feel any coldness. Maybe my heart had been warmed by this cigarette.
Youqin nodded, hugged the guitar behind her in her arms, and then looked at me.
"You should sing first this time!" I feel that my emotions have just been completely vented, and I can't sing any good songs anymore, but I am so looking forward to Youqin's singing. My "Elopement" left a deep impression on me, even if I think about it now, it still seems to linger.
Youqin nodded again, plucked the strings twice, paused, as if thinking about what song to sing.
I quietly waited for Youqin's singing, looking forward to what kind of shock this mysterious and free and easy girl would bring me again.
"Are you ready to listen to my story?" Youqin suddenly looked at me and smiled. Her sudden sweet smile melted into my heart like a seed. sad feeling.
"I've been looking forward to it for a long time." I sighed sincerely, remembering the promise she left me last time, if I can see her again, she will tell me her story. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)What kind of shock did it bring me this time.
"Are you ready to listen to my story?" Youqin suddenly looked at me and smiled. Her sudden sweet smile melted into my heart like a seed. sad feeling.
"I've been looking forward to it for a long time." I sighed sincerely, remembering the promise she left me last time, if I can see her again, she will tell me her story. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com