I looked at Zhao Kewen's actions in surprise, and couldn't say anything to dissuade me for a while.
Zhao Kewen seemed not even interested in opening the envelope, so she quickly tore the envelope into pieces, and then spilled it backwards. The drifting paper and Li Xuyang's thoughts instantly turned into a group of scattered snowflakes that fell on the ground mixed with wine and sand. on the ground.
"Sisterdon't you read what he said?" I hesitated for a moment and still couldn't understand what she did. Could it be that she vented her anger on the innocent Li Xuyang because of a broken relationship?
"It's all torn up, what else are you looking at." Zhao Kewen replied indifferently, and then shouted loudly into the barbecue shop: "The waiter brings two more bags of beer!"
After hearing Zhao Kewen's words, I felt ashamed for a while and then each of us had a drink, let alone whether she can stand it, anyway, I will definitely let it go. I thought to myself, it is normal for her to be in a bad mood and drink alcohol, but it is absolutely not advisable to drink alcohol, as the so-called use of alcohol to drown her sorrows will only make the painful mood more uncomfortable.
I think it is the right way to find a way to let Zhao Kewen vent her sadness and sadness. Such endless drinking will only add more burden to her body, and the whole person will be on the verge of collapse.
Just when I was thinking about how to share Zhao Kewen's inner pain, she spoke first.
"What do you think of Li Xuyang?"
I looked at Zhao Kewen, who seemed to be thinking about something with her head down, and thought for a while and replied: "I think Brother Yang is not bad, very sincere, and very enthusiastic. He is a friend worth dating."
"Is it because he helped you that's why you said that?" Zhao Kewen looked up at me, but his eyes made me a little strange.
"Maybe there is a part of the reason." I nodded and admitted Zhao Kewen's words. In fact, what she said was not wrong. I am grateful to Li Xuyang. The big reason is that he lent me money without hesitation, and this may also be Makes my assessment of him seem inaccurate. But in the final analysis, Li Xuyang and I only spent a few days together. Apart from the usual greetings, there is nothing that can tell him what he is talking about.
Zhao Kewen seemed very satisfied with my honesty, she nodded with a smile, but the strangeness in her eyes just now disappeared.
"In my heart, he is just a coward, that's all." Zhao Kewen put away her smile, sighed and said, "If I have to go deeper, then he is a coward who wants to take care of me wholeheartedly."
I don't know what Zhao Kewen refers to by "cowardly", maybe it also contains a story about them. Listening to Zhao Kewen's narration, I didn't interrupt and waited for her to continue.
"Actually, I was just using him all the time, but he still likes me stupidly." Zhao Kewen's voice trembled, "I never liked him, never, I was just using him, playing with him feelings to satisfy oneself or material or spiritual pursuits."
Zhao Kewen choked up while talking, but I was silent when I heard this fact, I really can¡¯t imagine, sitting opposite me and weeping, sister Kewen, who used to help me take care of me so much, is actually a person who plays with other people¡¯s feelings !
"Yang Chen, you also think I'm a bad woman, right?" Zhao Kewen wiped away her tears, forced a smile, and asked me.
I shook my head: "Sister, stop talking I haven't thought about it that much."
"Jiang Nan is gone, it doesn't matter what anyone thinks" Zhao Kewen lowered her head again, sobbing softly.
This Jiang Nan should be Zhao Kewen's boyfriend who just broke up. I silently read the name several times, hoping to have the opportunity to meet this man in the future, and ask him why he had the heart to hurt a woman who loves him so much.
"Yang Chenyou"
"It's better to call me 'brother', I don't feel comfortable calling me by my name." I interrupted Zhao Kewen.
Zhao Kewen stared at me blankly, but tears were rolling in her eye sockets. I reached out to wipe away the wet tears from the corners of her eyes, but just as I stretched my hands into the air, I felt that this was too unhygienic. My hands might still be stained. There is oil and beer that comes across when eating barbecue.
Seeing that my hand in mid-air seemed to want to retract, Zhao Kewen suddenly reached out and took my arm and pulled it in front of her, then wiped tears on my arm.
"Brother, why are you so kind to me?" Zhao Kewen let go of my arm and asked in a hoarse voice.
"Because you were kind to me once."
Zhao Kewen nodded and said nothing. At this time, the waiter came over with two bags of beer, and I took out two bottles and opened them.
I handed her a bottle, andI raised my head and took a big sip, but I still couldn't accept that Zhao Kewen played with Li Xuyang's feelings. I couldn't understand why there must be someone who is hurt in love, whether it's me in the past or Li Xuyang, or Zhao Kewen now, we They all lost to varying degrees in a love game that they thought was right, and then got hurt.
"Tell him what I just told you when you go to work tomorrow, and make him give up." Zhao Kewen followed me to take a big sip of wine, and explained to me in a vague way.
"I have resigned from my job there." I looked at Zhao Kewen apologetically, and explained: "Due to some personal reasons, I can no longer go back to work there, and I failed your kindness."
"That's it, forget it." Zhao Kewen didn't seem to care.
"sorry¡¡"
"Why do you apologize?" Zhao Kewen interrupted me.
"because¡¡"
"It's fine if you don't work with him anymore, he can use you to bother me." Zhao Kewen interrupted me again.
Hearing Zhao Kewen say such heartless words, I took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it. I don't know when it started, my heart was also a little sad by Zhao Kewen, and I was not in the mood to comfort her anymore.
"I'm tired of playing, and I've played enough. I've hurt too many people, and I've been hurt too deeply, but everything can't be turned back, right?" Zhao Kewen smiled self-deprecatingly, looking at me, as if waiting my answer.
"I can't turn back." This is my answer, everything in the past has become a passing memory, and no matter how much I recall, the rest are just the back.
"Before I make a big mistake, I must completely sever contact with Li Xuyang. I can't let him continue to make mistakes. He loved someone who is neither worthy nor worthy of his love." Zhao Kewen said. Constantly pouring beer.
I found that Zhao Kewen's state seemed to be a bit wrong, and the flash of determination in her eyes from time to time made me a little scared, so I hurriedly dissuaded: "Sister, let's stop here today, let's go back, and I will drink with you if I want to drink later."
Zhao Kewen put down the wine bottle, suddenly smiled and nodded, then shook her head, and said softly, "Brother, thank you for coming out to drink with sister."
I looked at Zhao Kewen's strange expression and her tone of voice, and a bad premonition surrounded me. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com