These days, I am bored at home writing my graduation thesis. My thesis is only one end away. I want to hurry up and hand it over to my supervisor, so that I can find a job earlier. I looked at the 50 resumes that had been printed on my desk, and I felt a sense of accomplishment. After seventeen years of reading, I finally graduated from university. I remembered that when my father was alive, one of the happiest things was talking with my mother that their son would definitely be able to go to college in the future, and I would be the only college graduate among the generations of the Yang family for decades.
?Because his family was not well off, his parents' relatives and friends always looked down on us, and never got in touch with us. My father had already regarded my college entrance as a milestone to show off in front of relatives. Now I did it! If his father is still alive, he must be happy and proud of him.
The teacher of the school's employment guidance service center gave a class to the fresh graduates, and analyzed the current employment situation is very severe, and the competition is extremely fierce. I hope we will make enough mental preparations. I weigh myself. Although I have good grades, I am only a graduate of a third-rate university after all. Compared with those who graduated from prestigious universities, I will definitely suffer. Therefore, I should lower my attitude and find an advertising company with a professional counterpart. It doesn¡¯t matter how big or small, as long as I can get in Besides, after all, I don't know anything now, and it will be good to be familiar with the business after a few years of hard work. I am full of confidence in my ability, and I also believe that capable people will definitely make a name for themselves. Looking forward to the future, I am as energetic and motivated as many students who are just about to step out of college.
Two days later, I finally handed in my finished graduation thesis. The instructor asked me to put it aside and contact me in a few days. I happily agreed.
When I walked out of the school gate, I took a deep breath of fresh air, and suddenly I felt refreshed and refreshed. The dream college life is finally over! After four years of hard work and hard work, I dream of graduating from college soon! But now, when I am about to leave, I am deeply nostalgic and reluctant to part.
The extremely difficult university life is always passing by in a hurry, coming and going in a hurry, I can't wait to meet again, meeting is a song, there are you and me in the song. I never had time to appreciate the charming scenery on the boulevard, the charming scenery of the Weiming Lake, and the strong bookish atmosphere of the university campus. Someone once said that one should read the life situation carefully when young, which is a kind of real happiness. Yes, my college life passed by in a blink of an eye, and it ended early before I had time to savor it carefully. Maybe one day, when I am very old, I will regret this blank college life in my memory and regret it for the rest of my life. I shook my head and laughed bitterly at my sudden sentimentality, and put away my complicated and scattered emotions, because there were more important things waiting for me.
Early on Saturday morning, I came to the talent market with my resume under my arm. Today there is a special job fair for fresh graduates, which attracts many graduates who are just about to step out of the university, and there are some students who look like students along the way.
"Sir, how can I get to the Recruitment Convention and Exhibition Center?" A stylishly dressed girl with a shy face came to ask me.
"You follow the main force, you will definitely be there." I crossed the mouth of the crossbow around. This is already the 30th person who came to ask for directions, and there are so many people participating in this job fair today. I'm surprised. When I arrived at the entrance of the recruitment fair, my jaw was so frightened that my jaw would drop out. I opened my mouth exaggeratedly and looked at the four winding dragons lined up outside the four gates of the entrance of the recruitment exhibition center, unable to talk to myself for a long time. They come, the security. Then line up obediently, you can't waste so much fare to arrive early in the morning. I'm the last in line for the first entrance. In less than five minutes, I have occupied the front position.
"Hey, can you please see if my eyeliner has melted?"
"Can you please check if my hair is messy?"
I looked back strangely at the few girls who came with me, and they all took out powder cakes to refill their foundation. I wondered about these deja vu gestures, because I used to see those girls hiding in the corner in the dream bar and secretly applying foundation.
This is a job fair, so what? It's not about recruiting actresses. From their unskilled movements and rough makeup, it can be seen that they don't actually know how to make up.
"Are you here to apply?" I asked curiously in a low voice.
"Nonsense, why are you here if you don't apply for the job? Are you queuing up to buy eggs?" The girl who was holding a compact and pouring foundation on her face gave me a blank look.
"Does it need makeup?"
"Why are you meddling so much?"
"I'm sorry, she's in a bad mood." Next to the fierce girl, a girl with ponytails pulled her companion and smiled shyly at me. I nodded in greeting.
"We want to pack ourselves betterShe stared blankly for a moment, and said in a low voice with flushed face, "Sister Zhang, this?"
"What are you doing?" The old woman looked up, glanced at the girl next to her, and stared at me strangely. She certainly didn't recognize me. I angrily walked to the booth where she was sitting, slapped the greasy resume I picked up on the table, pointed at her nose and shouted sharply: "Fuck, you bastards and sons of a bitch, if you The company doesn't need anyone, please don't deal with my resume like this, even wipe the table with the resume I printed out so hard, have your consciences been eaten by dogs? Huh?" The old woman's face turned pale and she was stunned. I picked up those dirty and crumpled resumes again, crumpled them into a ball, threw them into the trash can next to me, and cursed: "Fuck, what kind of world is this? This world respects knowledge like this. Respect talents?" I ignored the old woman's desire to speak but stopped angrily and left. I kept walking out of the recruitment exhibition hall before I let out the bad breath in my chest. I never dreamed that years of hard work in exchange for a college diploma is so cheap, and it is like garbage in the eyes of recruiters. The halo of college students that he had put on for himself was smashed to pieces in an instant.
Within a month, I appeared in countless job fairs held by various schools or societies, and sent out another 19 of the 50 resumes I had prepared.
In a job fair, I met a classmate in my class and asked me how many resumes I had sent and how many interview invitations I had received. I said that 19 copies have been sent, but the notification has not been received yet. The classmate laughed at me like a fool and said, "Why are you so stupid? Don't you know the truth that you can only catch fish by casting a wider net? I sent out more than 1,000 resumes, and only received seven or eight interviews. Notice." I asked strangely: "Are there so many advertising design-related positions now?" The classmate said angrily: "In this severe employment situation, you don't care about the position, you can vote first and then talk about it." I I have been unable to accept it, maybe I am stupid, how can I give up so easily after four years of professional technology? I don't know anything about other positions, and I lack the advantage to compete with others. My excitement about graduating and my longing and anticipation for the future were smoothed out in one job fair after another with no hope in sight, and then disappeared, leaving me only discouraged, depressed, and hopeless , helpless, hesitant.
At the request of my supervisor, my college graduation thesis was revised several times symbolically and passed the graduation thesis defense meeting easily. It was not like the college students¡¯ verbal battles in the college graduation thesis defense meeting I saw on TV before. A wonderful and intense scene of Confucianism. Some professors are still busy with their own affairs with their heads down.
My college life ended in this disappointment.
Over the past two months, Chen Yanhong, the owner of Dream Bar, called me several times, but I didn't answer. She had to send a text message asking me when I would go back to work. I kept avoiding it because I really didn't want to go back. There is nothing to do with my ideal. I want to live a normal life and realize my dream to become a high-level white-collar worker, a social elite, instead of going to a ghostly place where dragons and snakes are mixed up to serve others. But the extremely cruel reality beats me all the time. If I can't find a job within a month, the family will be in trouble. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com