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Chapter 24 1. The power of divinity

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    (Divine power cannot do everything,

    It is the ephemeral that reaches the abyss more quickly.

    So the transformation coexists with it, the time is long,

    But the truth comes into itself¡ª¡ª

    Holdorin "Memory")

    eighty eight

    Joan has always kept the message that Luo Zi sent her¡ª¡ª

    "Over that mountain, over that mountain,

    Lover, am I getting closer to you?

    I was once favored by this sunshine, this sunshine everywhere,

    Lover, can it prove my purity?  "

    This is the voice from the distant mountains, like a restless breeze, echoing in her soul all day long.  Between the lines, those two small question marks made her feel his subtle guilt and repentance, as well as begging, begging for her forgiveness.  Yes, in a way, he was pure¡ªhis manly heart, his love for a man, born this way, frank and transparent.

    However, the pain of a woman, the wound of a woman in love, will not heal quickly.

    Therefore, Joan did not make any response.

    She pondered over his guilt, chewing on his subtle expression: "My love, we are always climbing those mountains. That is not only our pastime, but also the destiny of our love journey. Every time we climb a mountain, we have a transcendence;  Every time we climb a mountain, we have an additional ability to stay away from reality-it is also the ability to love. This is our common pursuit, isn't it? We used to look forward to, on weekends, in all leisure time, in  In those sunny weather, stay away from the hustle and bustle, go to the countryside, climb high, enjoy the wind, enjoy the sunshine, enjoy love. I used to enjoy the sunshine, and I also enjoyed your favor, your love and warmth  Boundless, just like the sun everywhere, like water, pure and transparent. This sun is warm, inclusive, and leaves no shadow. It opens its arms to me, because it knows my purity. So, what about you? Lover, don¡¯t you,  Can you still forgive me?"

    She felt deeply again that he was confessing.

    Why did he repent?

    Could it be that he gave up his attitude towards women and sex, and determined to be consistent with her, even in the love between men and women, he also pursued eternity and uniqueness like art and soul?

    Joan affirmed this.

    However, just like the usual practice of a woman with an extremely noble heart like her, even if she understood his heart, she did not respond, but chose to remain silent.

    After a few days, she finally realized the danger of silence: Men tend to regard silence as rejection and contempt, so they tend to give up, quickly shift their goals, and readjust their direction and pursuit.  They won't start a new relationship soon, but they will find many other pleasant things, such as games, food, sports, art, etc., to devote their energy, divert their attention, and even soon put him in love.  What he has done before, forget his experiences and wishes.

    During the days when she kept silent, Luo Zi did not look for her either.

    Joan couldn't take it anymore and called him.

    "What are you doing?" she asked.

    "I'm listening to Kitaro. How about you?"

    Listening to the voice on the phone, they seem to be very close, there is no distance, there is no strangeness caused by time and distance that she worried about, they are so close that they are in the same house, but she is in a daze in the courtyard and he is  Dreaming in the attic.

    "Of course I go to work every day," she said.  His peace and quiet, his enjoyment of the music, all made her feel slighted and out of favor, so her voice was really grumpy.

    Finally, he said: "Little girl, don't you want to see me?"

    When the "little girl" heard such an inquiry, it was tantamount to his calling, and immediately it was like getting candy, all the grievances disappeared, and she was even a little excited: "I¡ª"

    She hesitated, not knowing how to put aside her complicated emotions, speak freely to him, and fall into his arms¡ªin fact, the little girl was always waiting and expecting to fall into the arms of her lover.

    "What about me? Don't go around, what do you think, just tell me!"

    This is his style, and it is one of his magic weapons to subdue her: she is his lover and his daughter.  With him, she can never hide herself, cannot hesitate and hesitate.

    "Luo Zi, after being persistent for so many years," she finally opened her heart, "I suddenly found myself trapped in loneliness for too long. I have no way out, no, Luo Zi, I have no way out!"

    "I'm sorry, honey, I'm sorry.However, I feel that it is not appropriate for the child to know Luo Zi now.

    This growing little boy has always been obsessed with his mother. Even though he knows that his mother does not love his father, he is still very wary of his father, not to mention the man Luo Zi who suddenly appeared in his world!  He was so sensitive, his mother loved this man, he couldn't help feeling it.

    The common denominator of all only children, big and small, is selfishness.  Joan's son would never want to see her love for another man in his mother's eyes.

    Joan said to Luo Zi on the phone: "In the future."

    "What are you thinking, little girl?" He seemed to see through her.

    "He's too sensitive, I'm afraid of affecting him"

    "Don't worry, I will only play with him and not make him suspicious. I will let him treat me as a friend." Luo Zi was very confident.

    But Joan still disagreed: "You don't know him at all, this little guy, since his father and I fell out, he almost wants to take care of me instead of his father. You are such a real big man, you are good to us for no reason  , treat him well, so he won't be paralyzed!"

    "Then, fine." Luo Zi gave up.  On the other side of the phone, he already felt that as a mother, women's positions would always change because of their children.  If she is hesitant and hesitant, she becomes firm and decisive as soon as the child's needs are considered.

    Joan closed the foldable phone, turned around and sat back on the big armchair in the pharmacy.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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