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Chapter 20 1. Singing from afar

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    (beauty in the world

    will be given to you

    Those things that are fleeting

    just like your existence

    Singing from afar

    The dormant elves

    They have become lighter

    like water droplets in the sky)

    seventy two

    Even in winter, Joan has to change clothes three times a day.  This habit has been around for a long time.

    It is said that in the north, it is common for people to change their clothes once a week.  In cold regions, even the underwear is replaced regularly, and the outerwear is always worn until the temperature rises and the season changes, before taking off.  Those thick clothes become the human body and the human nest, just as the house is the human body and the nest at night.

    People in the north are probably nostalgic for their own breath because they are nostalgic for warmth. The smell of each of them must be well preserved.

    It is hot in the south, so it is very important to keep the human skin clean and dry.

    However, Joan's constant changing of clothes has nothing to do with these.  Some people say that clothing is the alter ego of women. In order to express themselves and constantly attract the attention of others, they work hard on dressing up.  But for Joan, she dresses for herself.  In this way, she constantly reviews the relationship between being a woman and the world, constantly reflecting on and understanding the existence of female individuals.

    Out of the pursuit of international education, she sent her child to Mary Chinese and English School, so that she spent all her holidays by herself.

    Almost every weekend, she would change the objects and decorations in the room.  This is also a subconscious resistance to the repeated life day after day.  This, not only women, but men and children also resist the immutability of life.

    When the child came back from school, he exclaimed happily: "Wow, the family has changed again!"

    It also makes her happy.  Because, in the past, he spent too much time without talking or laughing!

    This is a heart-rendingly melancholy little boy, handsome and heavy-hearted.  Joan always believed that it was the alienation between father and mother that caused his unhappiness and even depression.  But many times, it seems to be more than that.  For example, after watching the cartoon, he would be silent for a long time before suddenly saying: "Mom, I want to take you to another planet. The earth is bad and dangerous!"

    The life and growth of the child will enable the mother to find the meaning of her existence.  She believed that the cartoons produced by those Japanese ghosts violated her son!  She tried to keep him from watching "Superman" and the abominable "Digimon".  She found out the ancient "Andersen's Fairy Tales".  In fairy tales, children always fall asleep easily and sleep soundly.

    After he arrived at that boarding school, he changed quickly. He was no longer depressed, his personality became brighter, his thinking was full of logic, and his whole person was fresh as if he had just come out of a factory.

    Joan was happy with his change.  Although, there is a lot of warmth missing in the emotions of people born in the 80s and 90s. They will not miss a certain mountain village, countryside or the legend of their grandparents. They have no local memories, no history, and no memories of brothers, sisters, younger brothers and sisters.  No memory of hunger.  As soon as they are born, they are faced with a rich material society. The world has already prepared everything they need and has everything they need.  They are not burdened by thoughts and feelings. They are citizens of the new global village. They are brave, wise, and handsome, without suffering and sadness, without depression and confusion. They like suspense and fantasy, time travel and handheld games.  They were tall and healthy, with regular white teeth, bright eyes, and slender bodies.  Therefore, they also have less individuality and more commonality. They have put an end to sentimentality because of their scientific attitude in everything, and will not be troubled by personnel disputes and grievances.  .  They will be traveling between several continents and in the Milky Way.

    As for Joan of their mother's generation, she does not desire eternity, but only clings to history and the confusion of the present.  Nothing in this world is eternal.  Except that love makes people full of vitality, love makes people sensitive and graceful, she doesn't know, what other things can make people fly in their dreams

    Yes, love, it is love that revives dormant emotions and makes life "light", just like the moment an airplane leaves the runway and rises to the sky, the lightness of life is rippling in the sweet and transparent air, floating in the worldly life.  On the road, escape from all trivialities and mediocrity In the "lightness", let us always open our hearts and sing moving songs

    After the child went to boarding school, Joan threw away all the clocks and watches at home, as well as the calendars of famous cars and beautiful women brought back by Zhang Han.

    She no longer needs time except when she is at work.

    &The furrows that the month left in their faces could not be too unforgiving.

    For all those who pursue fame and wealth, life is fair: almost without exception, they are tired and indifferent, and they also inherit the fatigue and indifference from the people around them; they are greedy and ruthless, and they are often treated ruthlessly by others;  They are selfish and calculating, and they are constantly falling into the vortex of being calculated by others.  The cycle of the world is like this, either better or worse, what kind of attitude you have, you will get what kind of return.

    Today, this kind of exhaustion and indifference has survived automatically like charcoal maggots and influenza A. It is dormant in the vast crowd, sleeping soundly in countless brains, and it is obvious on one face after another.  People infected with it will continue to have high fever, be irritable and bored, lose friendly emotions and fragments of rationality, inevitably twist and pervert, hate the same kind, want to destroy, desire to destroy, frame others intentionally, do evil recklessly, persist for a long time, and inevitably have life.  Yu.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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