Su Xiaolan was sitting on the train home, and the scenery passing by all the way made her uneasy just like the memories in her mind.
She wanted to see Ji Fan so much! I haven't contacted him for so long, and I don't know how he is doing. However, in any case, it can't be worse than her, right? She secretly laughed at herself.
Based on her current situation, it is impossible for her and Ji Fan to be together in this life!
So, what's the point of her seeing Ji Fan? She decided not to bother Ji Fan anymore!
When she got home, she finally saw the family she had been thinking about day and night! Parents look more wrinkled. The grandparents who brought her up look a lot shorter. This made her lose a lot of urge to see Ji Fan.
She just wanted to be with them every day, to be with them all the time, and to make them happy.
However, her physical condition once again made her helpless.
When eating together, her hands kept shaking because of the pain and she had no strength, and she couldn't even hold the chopsticks steadily. She had no choice but to exaggerate the movements of her whole body to cover up those small shakings, and quickly picked up enough vegetables to hide aside to eat. When they asked, she said that the phone was charging and she needed to check the phone for something.
When she was in so much pain that she didn't want to move, she kept watching with her mobile phone. There's really nothing fancy about the phone. All she could see was her own worries.
Sometimes there are guests at home and she happens to be uncomfortable, so she just hides in the room and tells everyone that she won't eat. She would rather people call her a "lazy person" than "make a fool of herself" in front of everyone!
Once, she avoided cooking and "hid" at her grandma's house. After dinner, grandpa left the dining table and went to the living room. There were only her and grandma beside the dining table. She had just filled a bowl of soup and was about to serve it up, but somehow the soup spilled all over the table.
She looked at the bowl standing firmly on the table but there was no soup in it, completely unaware of what happened just now. She wanted to ask grandma how the soup was sprinkled, but if she didn't know, how could grandma know?
She could only smile apologetically and say, "Hahamy hands slipped! Fortunately, the soup was not hot and didn't burn you! It's justto trouble you"
Grandma thought that Su Xiaolan was really slippery and didn't serve the bowl properly, so she smiled and said, "Hahait's okay, it's okay! I've already finished eating, and I have to collect it anyway!"
She walked to the side, staring blankly at the left hand who was holding the bowl just now. She felt that she must have been distracted, so she didn't notice how the soup was spilled!
An hour or two later, she sat on the sofa with her grandma and ate an apple. At this moment, she didn't think about anything.
Strange things still happened. She didn't know why the apple she was eating in her hand rolled to the ground without warning or feeling.
She hurriedly explained to her grandma with an embarrassed smile: "Haha I slipped again!"
Grandma also giggled and said, "Don't eat it if it falls on the ground!" She vaguely felt that there was something wrong with Su Xiaolan's body, but she didn't want Su Xiaolan to know that she was too nervous.
Su Xiaolan picked up the apple, which was still half full, feeling a little heavy. She washed the apple with water and planned to eat it again, but she couldn't eat it no matter what, so she had to throw it into the trash can just like that
Such a tormented day has already made her not want to stay at home for a moment! But she told her family that there was a one-month vacation, and she had to go outside to hide when she felt unwell.
The place where people hide the most is Internet cafes. Because there is a chance to see news about Ji Fan.
Of course, not every news she sees makes her happy.
For example, this time when she was wandering in Ji Fan's space, she actually saw a girl leave a message for Ji Fan calling him "Brother". The address filled in the girl's profile is the city where Ji Fan went to college.
The content of the message seems to be that Ji Fan sent something to that girl. The girl likes it very much, so she specially left a message to tell Ji Fan.
Her heart suddenly felt sore and painful!
Didn't Ji Fan say that he only knew her as a younger sister in this life? Why didn't Ji Fan keep such a small promise?
She was even more afraid to think about whether Ji Fan took the initiative to send something to that girl! Because Ji Fan has never sent her anything except those pitifully few letters when he was in school!
She couldn't help being jealous of that girl, and really wanted to know if Ji Fan recognized that girl as his younger sister. She thought that as long as she was the only sister Ji Fan recognized, her emotional contribution to Ji Fan would not be in vain!
She couldn't help adding that girl as a friend. After chatting for a while, she asked, "Are you Ji Fan's younger sister?"
"That's right!" the girl said without concealment.
She has a lucky heart??
Finally, my mother heard that there was an old Chinese doctor who was good. Take Su Xiaolan to grab a lot of medicine. Su Xiaolan insisted on paying for it herself.
Although there were a lot of medicines, Su Xiaolan had no reaction after taking them. She didn't want her parents to be sad, and every time they asked, she would say, "It's better!"
She wants to get out of the house quickly! If she doesn't say better, mom and dad will definitely worry about letting her go!
The one-month holiday passed quickly, Su Xiaolan packed her bags and said goodbye to her parents and grandparents.
A group of people reluctantly sent her to the station, but she could only tell them that she would not come back this year for the Chinese New Year.
When she got into the car, there were tears in her eyes. But she knew she had to be strong on her own! No one can help her!
A few days ago, she saw a job in Liu Chen's hometown on the Internet. The boss said that the job content was to help him keep accounts, and he could pay her hourly wages. She feels that this job is more suitable for her, but she hasn't decided whether she wants to go (Remember the website address of this website: www.hlnovel.com