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Su Xiaolan was worried that Liu Chen would ruin his future for her, so she still smiled carefreely and said, "I will work hard! It's not like you don't know that my illnesses won't get better at all, and taking medicine can only relieve it. Pain and control the development of the disease. I really can¡¯t go to the doctor, so I exercise and take care of myself. After seeing doctors for so many years, I can be half a doctor myself! Don¡¯t worry!¡±
"But you often don't eat! After I leave, you won't eat on time!" Liu Chen was still worried.
Su Xiaolan pretended to be serious and raised her right hand and said, "I promise! I will go to eat on time every day from now on! Now you can go there with confidence, right?"
Liu Chen said dejectedly: "You really want me to go? Don't you have any reluctance?"
Su Xiaolan said sincerely: "How can you not be reluctant? I am also reluctant to let you go! You are so good to me, how can I be willing to lose it? It's just, why don't you cherish the opportunity to make yourself better?"
Liu Chen looked at the steadfast Su Xiaolan, and said cruelly, "Okay! Then I'm going to prepare to resign!"
Su Xiaolan was both happy and sad when she saw Liu Chenyuan walking away.
The colleague next to him asked Su Xiaolan curiously: "Why do you feel relieved to let him go abroad alone? There are not many such a good boy these days! What if he is snatched away by others in the past three years?"
"What's mine is mine, and what's not mine is mine. I can't force it. If he wants to go with others, he can go with them! That's his freedom." She never liked to explain those complicated relationships to others, so she simply followed along. Colleagues said indifferently.
"How can you think so? It's not easy to meet a good man!" The colleague seemed more anxious than Su Xiaolan, as if it was her man who was about to leave.
Su Xiaolan could only analyze more indifferently: "You also said that he is a good man. If he is a good man, he will do what a man should do well. If he does what a man should not do, then he is not A good man." She only hoped that Liu Chen could be a good man, and whether he was her good man was not important at all.
The colleague was left speechless by Su Xiaolan's words. But what Su Xiaolan thought in her heart was: I really hope that Liu Chen can find the happiness that really belongs to him during the days apart! I hope there is a girl who loves Liu Chen seriously, and Liu Chen also loves, who can take good care of Liu Chen!
She is a person who is not worthy of love! She can't bring happiness to anyone! So, let her fend for herself here alone!
After Liu Chen submits his resignation letter, he will stay in the factory for a month. During this month, whenever he was free, he would go to Su Xiaolan's side to help her with work. He hoped that her salary would be able to maintain her normal life after he left.
He was worried that Su Xiaolan would feel uncomfortable after sitting for a long time, so he made a very comfortable stool for her, and engraved Su Xiaolan's name on the back of the stool.
He was worried that Su Xiaolan would not be able to keep up with other people's work because she was not feeling well, so he replaced all the tools she used for work with the best ones.
He was worried that the wardrobe in Su Xiaolan's dormitory would get damp if it was in direct contact with the ground. Putting clothes on like that would be bad for her health, so he raised the heavy wardrobe with bricks by himself.
He saw that there was no handle in the wardrobe in the girls' dormitory, and worried that it would be inconvenient for Su Xiaolan to open the wardrobe, so he nailed a handle on the door.
He thought of everything he could think of for Su Xiaolan one by one, and helped her do it the easiest for her.
But what he was most worried about was that Su Xiaolan didn't eat or exercise. He eats with her every day, tells her the importance of eating, and exercises with her every day, hoping that she can take good care of her body persistently.
Although he has achieved this step, he is still worried! He wished he could be divided into two, one for him to go abroad to work, and the other for him to stay by Su Xiaolan's side to take care of her!
His visa has been issued, and he will be able to leave after one month's expiration when he gets all his salary. He hoped it would be the right decision!
The day before he left, Su Xiaolan also asked for leave. They sat in the park all day. The two people who usually talk about everything are unusually silent.
It was because Su Xiaolan had nothing to say, but Liu Chen felt that he couldn't finish what to say, and couldn't find where to start.
Su Xiaolan, who returned to the factory alone, thought that Liu Chen's departure would not have any impact on her life.
But she found that there was still Liu Chen's shadow in every corner of the factory. When she got up, she always felt that she had to wake Liu Chen up. When eating, I always feel that Liu Chen is still sitting opposite her. Even when she was off work, she always felt that Liu Chen would come and ask her to have dinner with her.
She felt that she must have been with Liu Chen for too long, so she formed such a habit.
butWhen they meet colleagues from other departments on the road, they always ask, "Where's your boyfriend?"
Everyone is very busy and won't have so long to listen to her explanation. She had no choice but to reply, "He's gone abroad!"
"Why didn't he take you with him?"
"Aren't you afraid that he will fall in love with someone else?"
Colleagues always ask such questions.
So she had no choice but to say over and over again: "He won't fall in love with others!" But she secretly said in her heart: "It's better for him to fall in love with others!"
Colleagues said she was stupid, then shook her head and walked away.
She also felt stupid, but she didn't regret it at all.
What if she is not stupid? Maybe it will only cause more people to suffer misfortune with her?
She once thought that being reborn was lucky, but now she deeply feels unlucky! The rebirth of wanting to love but not being able to love can only be a tragedy. If you insist on loving, it will be even more tragic!
So, now that she is the only one left, she feels very relaxed. She doesn't have to worry about saying something wrong that will make Liu Chen sad, and she doesn't have to worry about doing something wrong that will make Liu Chen have illusions about her.
For Ji Fan, "Do Not Disturb" is the only way she loves him. Maybe, she can miss her secretly, or dream dreams that are so happy that she can wake up with a smile, and sad that she can cry so hard
The damp diary was still by her side, and she silently tidied up the wound caused by being too persistent. Some of those wounds have scabbed, and some are still painful. She intends to open it again and write down.
In the diary, it is her bizarre dreams that appear more and more frequently.
Sometimes, she would find Ji Fan suddenly appearing in front of her eyes. He smiled at her slightly, his eyes were as warm as the sun and as bright as stars. Just like when they first met, everything was so calm and turbulent. She can boldly hold his hand, and he can firmly not let go of her hand.
Sometimes, she would find Ji Fan looking at her coldly. So she was sad and helpless. When looking for friends, they ignore her; when they go home, they don¡¯t want her at home; when walking on the street, everyone avoids her. In the huge world, she was swaying helplessly, there was no room for her to stand.
Occasionally, she would find that she had been walking on a cliff. Very tall and narrow cliffs. Every stone on the path between the cliffs she was walking on was crumbling. She could only hang her heart, let it beat in her throat, and hold tightly to the rocks on the cliff that would also shake with both hands. No matter how long she persisted, she would always fall into an empty and bottomless valley.
Sometimes, she would find herself standing quietly by the sea. The blue sky met the water surface, the blue sea was slightly rippling, and the blue dream made her dizzy. She wanted to leave, but there was deep sea water under her feet. Her whole body was wrapped in a swaying blue, she couldn't find a way out, and there was no one around.
Sometimes, she would find herself sitting quietly in an examination room. Everything seemed so orderly and normal, she was the only one flustered. She kept looking at the watch, sweating, writing, and trembling
Each of these dreams is so real, and each of them has been done more than once. Sometimes she wakes up laughing because she's happy; sometimes she wakes up crying until she's out of breath; sometimes she wakes up with frightened heartbeat; Come; sometimes, she will wake up in panic and sweating profusely
After waking up, she wondered if she had really experienced such a scene. She also carefully documented them, as if she had actually experienced them.
In addition to dreaming, she has to work hard. She must make this precious life longer, longer!
She is the first one to arrive at the workshop every day and the last one to leave. When she did very little, she could only work in the workshop in the middle of the night like she did in school. It was too dark at night, and her aunt in the same dormitory was worried about her accident, and would accompany her from time to time.
She often forgets time for not much salary. She had to lose track of time.
Therefore, she can't do what she promised Liu Chen to eat well and exercise well! She also knows that her body is very important, and taking care of her body is not a task assigned by others. But if she can't even earn money for food all day long, she won't be able to survive. She can only do her best to ensure that she has food to eat!
Another month has passed, because it is the off-season, everyone's wages have shrunk a lot. But her salary last month was only over 400! She held a few flimsy bills, but felt so heavy She no longer dared to ask for leave no matter how painful it was! It turned out to be so unbearable for her
It is no longer possible for her to see a doctor. Because the more than four hundred yuan is not enough for her to grab seven days of traditional Chinese medicine! If she sees a doctor, she will have to starve for a month! She didn't dare to think about whether she could survive after starving for a month
If she can't make half of other people's wages this month, she plans to leave this factory and find a job in another factory! She asked old employees who have worked in this factory for several years, and they all said that the off-season in previous years was only one month, so she was full of hope for the new month.
She thought that as long as she put in more effort, she would not be able to live in such embarrassment!
However, what fate is best at doing is to give people a blow in the head! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)??She grabs seven days of traditional Chinese medicine! If she sees a doctor, she will have to starve for a month! She didn't dare to think about whether she could survive after starving for a month
If she can't make half of other people's wages this month, she plans to leave this factory and find a job in another factory! She asked old employees who have worked in this factory for several years, and they all said that the off-season in previous years was only one month, so she was full of hope for the new month.
She thought that as long as she put in more effort, she would not be able to live in such embarrassment!
However, what fate is best at doing is to give people a blow in the head! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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