Su Xiaolan endured the pain repeatedly every day, trying not to let others see how painful she was, and trying to catch up with the life of homework and notes that she could never catch up with.
Looking at the English and math scores in the bottom ten of the class in the mock test, her heart was bleeding. Although this result is not very bad in the grade, it is far worse than her previous excellence.
If she hadn't been outstanding in the past, she might not be so uncomfortable now. She didn't have to take the first place in the exam, but she couldn't accept the last one.
She obviously has worked so hard, why didn't the college entrance examination give her a chance to breathe?
The pain hit again overwhelmingly, the unfinished notes piled up one by one, and the blank test papers grew taller little by little. She doesn't have dexterous fingers to complete them, and even her mind is chaotic.
She didn't know how long she could last in this battle like this. She only knew that she was very tired at the moment. Painful, she wanted to take a breather in a place where she could not see the college entrance examination. She didn't want her heart to die in the piles of "unfinished" things!
She went to the teacher to ask for leave, but the teacher saw that she had asked for too much leave, and the college entrance examination was approaching, and it was a good time to sprint, so she resolutely said to her: "No!"
The teacher's serious face crushed her heart that had been pretending to be strong! She couldn't bear the pain, but she couldn't help suffocating. She hated feeling so powerless!
Her hand was so painful that she couldn't hold the pen, and her head hurt so badly that her vision was blurred. If she continued to see the blank paper mixed with the printed handwriting, turning into a hazy gray spread before her eyes, she would go crazy!
She didn't want to be a deserter, but she was forced to walk on the road of escape step by step.
What's the next class? She doesn't care!
How many notes are left unfilled? She doesn't care!
How many blank test papers are left unfinished? She doesn't care anymore!
It's not that she doesn't want to take care of it, it's that she can't take care of it
With blurred eyes, she wrote a "confession" and put it on the desk without hesitation and walked out of the school. The "Confession" actually only wrote one sentence: "I lost my heart, and I'm going to get it back!"
But when she walked out of school, she didn't know where she could go. I can't go home because I'm afraid my parents will be angry; I can't go to my grandparents because I'm afraid they will worry; I don't want to go to an Internet cafe because it's too smoky
She walked aimlessly, feeling like a lonely ghost. Every step I take is like walking on my heart with my toes wearing shoes with steel spikes.
She knew that she was running counter to her dream.
Going against the dream is the most painful parting! This sentence has been lingering in her heart. People who have not experienced having to leave with a firm dream will never know how strong the "pain" in this sentence is!
She really wanted to leave and never come back! But she didn't want to be a weak person who "couldn't stand the pressure of the college entrance examination and committed suicide"!
She is not weak! She wants to prove her strength! She must live bravely!
Then, she had no choice but to run away from home and use her actions to prove what a ridiculous battlefield and what a ridiculous performance the "college entrance examination" is! Even though she didn't think it was funny at all, she laughed anyway. Tears flowed out of laughter instantly.
Not knowing what was wrong, she took out her mobile phone and wanted to contact Ji Fan very much. She was crying and couldn't control her emotions, always doing impulsive actions that surprised herself. She texted Ji Fan, "Brother, I left school and wanted to run away from home."
After Ji Fan received the text message, he was surprised how Su Xiaolan would leave school at this critical moment of the college entrance examination! He asked worriedly, "What's the matter with you? Go back to school quickly!"
Su Xiaolan began to regret sending Ji Fan a text message, but she didn't want to lie, so she said, "I'm fine, I just don't want to go back."
"Then you should at least go home too! Don't worry your family!" Ji Fan said helplessly.
"I don't want to go back! I'm fine. You don't have to worry." Su Xiaolan also knew that the possibility of anyone thinking that such contradictory words were really fine was very low, but he didn't want to deceive his heart, and he really didn't want Ji Fan Worry. She only hoped that Ji Fan didn't care about her so much, so that it wouldn't affect Ji Fan's study!
Ji Fan looked at Su Xiaolan's contradictory words, and asked even more worriedly: "Where do you live at night if you don't go back?"
"It doesn't matter if I just walk on the street all the time." Su Xiaolan only knew that she had run away from home, thinking that she really had nowhere to go. Well, maybe she can really try the feeling of sleeping on the street.
It was getting dark, and she was getting more and more lonely.
She has been holding the mobile phone and has not turned it off. from earlySu Xiaolan looked at Ji Fan for a few seconds, then suddenly averted her eyes and said, "I still don't want to go!" This is not only her true inner thoughts, but also the reason for wanting to hear more from Ji Fan, right? She originally wanted to agree to let Ji Fan go back to school in order not to worry Ji Fan!
Ji Fan said in a tone full of frustration: "I've been talking for so long, it's all in vain!"
Su Xiaolan lowered her head helplessly. She really didn't know whether she should tell Ji Fan the truth. She bit her lower lip lightly with her front teeth, afraid that the things she didn't want Ji Fan to worry about would come out of her mouth accidentally!
In the end she still didn't say it. She thought that as long as Ji Fan tried to persuade her again, she would "happyly" agree with Ji Fan to go back to school!
She regretted telling Ji Fan about her leaving school a long time ago! She can't let him go for nothing, let alone let him continue to worry!
The night is already deep, and a cool wind blows gently. But Ji Fan unbuttoned his shirt one by one (Remember this site website: www.hlnovel.com