What about her? Did she also pretend too much in front of Ji Fan? Maybe it's not a pretense, it's just that I love too much and I'm too afraid of losing.
In front of Liu Chen, Su Xiaolan never thought of losing. So she can say whatever she wants, she can be unscrupulous, she can laugh when she wants to, and cry when she wants to. Even if Liu Chen gets bored and leaves, she won't be too sad. Because that was what she had prepared when she met Liu Chen.
She has been unable to let herself let go of Ji Fan, perhaps it was doomed from the beginning. However, from now on, she is really ready to let Ji Fan go! She knew it would take a long, long time. Maybe it will take a lifetime.
She only wants Ji Fan to be happy! Ji Fan may still be happy without her by his side, but he will definitely not be happy with her!
Liu Chen was making faces at the camera again, and said while doing it: "What are you looking at? Your eyes are straight! Are you looking at me? Hehe"
"Are you so charming? Why am I looking at you?" Su Xiaolan replied bluntly.
"Of course I'm attractive! I'm that idiot who is loved by everyone, who blooms when flowers bloom, who is only in the sky and has nothing in the earth!" Liu Chen said with joy, only smiling for Bo Su Xiaolan.
Su Xiaolan really smiled. She laughed and said, "I've seen someone without self-knowledge, but I've never seen you so thick-skinned! If your face were a city wall, you wouldn't be able to penetrate it for three days and three nights!"
"Am I that fat? Look at how thin I am!" Liu Chen said with an innocent face, and grimaced again.
"Aren't you tired of winking like that?" Su Xiaolan said with a straight face and frowning.
"Haha! You're peeking at me! You're really peeking at me!" Liu Chen danced happily.
"Are you so convulsed when I'm not looking at you? Are you sick? You need to be treated quickly!" Su Xiaolan joked deliberately. She felt that she and Liu Chen could talk about everything.
Liu Chen was really not angry at all, and said to Su Xiaolan with a smile, "Yes! I am seriously ill! Do you have any medicine? Give me some!"
"What does it mean to give you a little bit? I'm not crazy! Hahaha!" Su Xiaolan laughed happily.
Chatting with Liu Chen can really make her forget all her troubles for a while, right? She began to observe Liu Chen's appearance carefully.
His eyes are very big, even bigger than Ji Fan's. From his eyes, Xiaolan can still see innocence. She thought to herself: These eyes seem to be more on girls!
Su Xiaolan secretly smiled because of this thought. Anyway, she didn't care about his gender from the beginning, she might as well treat him as a girl to live up to his big eyes!
She took a closer look at Liu Chen's face shape, and it was actually somewhat similar to the look in the photo of her father when he was young! She snickered again.
They chatted all night until Liu Chen fell asleep involuntarily.
Although many people say that the Internet is very virtual, but if you can find such comfort, it can no longer be described as virtual, right? Spiritual giving is sometimes very practical.
Can such a caring person be a good friend for a lifetime with her? Su Xiaolan involuntarily began to look forward to it
After tidying up her chaotic mood, Su Xiaolan returned to school. She knows that learning is important to everyone, so she doesn't intend to waste it.
It was late autumn, and the final exam was approaching, so she began to pay attention to her grades as an exception. Ji Fan said in the letter that the siblings want to PK to see if they can be admitted to the same university.
Regardless of whether the focus of Ji Fan's words is "pk" or "the same university", Su Xiaolan's pursuit of grades seems to have a little more motivation.
What would it be like if you could go to the same university as Ji Fan? She couldn't help thinking about it, but she stopped in time before she started to wander.
If she doesn't work hard to read now, she will never be able to get involved with Ji Fan anyway! Not to mention that the romantic-sounding thing of being able to go to the same university as him will become a reality!
She is working hard towards her goal day after day, even if she is groggy in class, she is still working hard in her own way. However, everyone around her would not understand that she was tortured like this by the disease!
She can only hide all her sadness silently, and try her best to appear in front of everyone as if nothing happened. She knows that even if she speaks out all her grievances, she can only get short-term sympathy and inexplicable alienation or closeness.
She would rather escape temporarily when the pain is too much to support, rather than show her incompetence in front of teachers and classmates. She would rather let teachers and classmates think that she is just someone who always uses her physical discomfort as an excuse to ask for leaveEspecially bad students who refuse to study!
Every time she fled, she never forgot to bring a book in her hand. Maybe only she knows that she cannot live without books. Without Ji Fan's encouragement and Liu Chen's care, she would be so lonely that only books are left!
She couldn't disturb Li Luoluo, Bai Yan, or even more people. They are all working hard, and they all have a bright future. She can't drag them down.
The sky in late autumn is particularly blue, the sun is very mild, the clouds are very leisurely, and even the wind is soft.
She ran away from school again. Her head hurts, her stomach hurts, and her finger joints are so sore that she can't even hold a pen. There are a lot of notes to take in class, and a lot of test papers to do. She didn't want to see everyone writing hard while she was helplessly handing in blank papers
Her life shouldn't be like this! Even if she can't be like everyone else, she still wants to have a wonderful life!
She took the book and fled to the park. When she was so sad that she wanted to cry, she looked at the sky and the clouds desperately. She doesn't even want to cry alone! She hoped that the blue sky and white clouds could hear her voice and soothe the struggle of tears in her eyes.
When she felt less uncomfortable, she lowered her head and read the book, letting herself forget all her troubles, and temporarily put aside everything about Ji Fan.
Under such circumstances, not wanting to miss Ji Fan is really only temporary. Ji Fan is the sunshine that can make her stronger than the sun in the sky, how could she forget?
Therefore, reading books is something she often reminds herself to do when she misses Ji Fan.
When she went back to school after the pain was relieved, she found that the watch on the desk was gone!
Although the watch was worthless, it was bought by her grandfather to tell the time during the exam. If she didn't have a watch, she wouldn't be able to arrange her time properly during the exam, and she would be very nervous during the exam She didn't dare to think about it any further.
But who would inexplicably take away her worthless watch? She was sure that the watch would never be found again, but she couldn't ask grandpa to buy another watch for her! Tell mom and dad? She never thought about it.
She told Liu Chen about this trouble. When everyone is struggling for the college entrance examination, only Liu Chen, a friend who does not need the college entrance examination, can tell him these troubles without worrying that it will affect him.
Liu Chen was also faintly worried that Su Xiaolan's exam would be affected after hearing Su Xiaolan say that it was useless during the exam. However, most of his monthly salary is handed over to his mother to subsidize the family, and he only keeps a few hundred for emergency use, and now there is not much left.
Even though he only had dozens of pocket money, he still comforted Su Xiaolan and said, "Don't worry! When will the exam be?"
"The final exam is still early, but the monthly exam will be in a few days so troublesome!" Su Xiaolan complained helplessly.
"It's okay! I'll do more work today, and I'll go to the city to help you buy one in tomorrow's time. This is the countryside, and I'm not familiar with the places that sell watches, so I'm afraid I might get a bad one." Liu Chen knew that Lan's situation was planned afterwards.
"No! I'll figure it out myself! Don't buy it! I won't want it!" Su Xiaolan refused as usual.
"That's it! I'll buy it for you tomorrow!" Liu Chen replied without doubt.
Su Xiaolan was moved for a while, but didn't know what to say, and said a little angrily, "Why are you like this?"
Liu Chen didn't reply, but just seized the time to finish the work in hand quickly.
That night, he took the leave for the next day and rode back to the city overnight.
Thirty to forty kilometers away, the cold wind was blowing on the road that had just rained, cutting his face sharply like ice knives. But he didn't care so much, he wanted to rush to the city before the watch shop closed!
Two hours later, he finally arrived in the city, and it was almost early morning. In front of the dazzling counter, he immediately saw a small and delicate watch with a royal blue mirror frame.
The feeling of that glance was like seeing Su Xiaolan. He resolutely decided to buy the watch. But when he asked about the price, all the money he had on him was not enough to buy this watch!
If all the money is used to buy the watch, he will have no money to send the watch to Su Xiaolan! He haggled over the price with the boss. In the end, the boss reluctantly sold the watch to him because of the face of an acquaintance. And he spent all his money
Fortunately, he usually has the habit of depositing coins. Looks like he'll have to bust that half-filled piggy bank!
Just do it. When he got home, he immediately broke out the piggy bank and started counting the money. After deducting the mailing money, there are twenty or thirty yuan left. He is going to buy a detailed map of China.
He outlined the location of Su Xiaolan on the map, and then drew a little by little the route from his city to Su Xiaolan's city.
He thought, if one day Su Xiaolan really wanted to see him, and he had no other way to get there, with a map, he would have to go to Su Xiaolan's side even if he rode a bicycle for a few months. No matter whether anyone believes him or not, he must prove his sincerity to everyone around Su Xiaolan!
He told Su Xiaolan this idea, Xiaolan laughed and said he was stupid. If something really happened to her, with a straight-line distance of more than 3,000 kilometers, when he arrived by bicycle, how could there be time?
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He thought, if one day Su Xiaolan really wanted to see him, and he had no other way to get there, with a map, he would have to go to Su Xiaolan's side even if he rode a bicycle for a few months. No matter whether anyone believes him or not, he must prove his sincerity to everyone around Su Xiaolan!
He told Su Xiaolan this idea, Xiaolan laughed and said he was stupid. If something really happened to her, with a straight-line distance of more than 3,000 kilometers, when he arrived by bicycle, how could there be time?
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