But Su Xiaolan, who calmed down, immediately let herself give up the idea of ??wanting Ji Fan's love. When Ji Fan misses her, he must be missing her badly, right? She always felt that Ji Fan would not like such a poor girl!
But she was still so overwhelmed by these words that she couldn't fall asleep. The scene in the ghost story tormented her again and again, and finally, she sent another text message to Ji Fan.
She said: "I am alone in the dormitory, I am very scared, and I can't fall asleep no matter what." Ji Fan comforted: "You have to be strong, and you won't be afraid if you don't think about anything!"
However, Su Xiaolan has read so many books and has a rich imagination. As soon as she closes her eyes, horrible pictures will appear in front of her eyes, and she can't think about it at all. She told Ji Fan the truth.
Ji Fan looked at the time, it was already twelve o'clock at night, although there was no class the next day, he was still a little sleepy. He said to Su Xiaolan: "Stop thinking about it, go to sleep! If you sleep, you won't know anything!"
If she could fall asleep, why would she bother him? She is still afraid. In the end, Ji Fan said: "Let's talk!" The best way to divert attention is to talk to Ji Fan!
Although Su Xiaolan didn't want to disturb Ji Fan's rest, Ji Fan's initiative to ask to talk made her very happy. Her heart immediately stabilized a lot. Hiding under the blanket and holding her mobile phone, she was waiting for what Ji Fan would say to her next.
Ji Fan tentatively said to Su Xiaolan: "I have a question that I would like to discuss with you, but I am afraid that you will be angry." Su Xiaolan laughed, why would she be angry with him? Even if you are angry, you will adjust yourself. She said to Ji Fan: "If you have anything, just say it!"
Ji Fan's text message was sent along with Su Xiaolan's reply. "What do you think about the sexual behavior of high school students?" Su Xiaolan was taken aback when such a sentence came into view. Her heart was pounding.
Because she has read a lot of books, it's not that she doesn't know what Ji Fan is talking about. But she never thought that she would talk to anyone about the topic of "sex". Not to mention that Ji Fan would tell her this! Shouldn't such a topic be discussed quietly by the couple?
However, since Ji Fan has said everything, why can't she answer it? She thought that she should not have sex before marriage, so she told Ji Fan the truth.
Ji Fan said: "Someone asked me if I mind if my wife is not a virgin, and I answered no more than once." He felt that Su Xiaolan was a little conservative, and remembered the question others asked him, so he told her.
Seeing what Ji Fan said, Su Xiaolan didn't think much about it. In fact, there is nothing wrong with not minding if your wife is not a virgin. She knew that Ji Fan had always been so kind! She jokingly said to Ji Fan: "How do you see it? Could it be"
She didn't say what was the problem. Because she felt secretly sad when she thought of the content behind "Is it possible?" She is in love with Ji Fan after all, if Ji Fan is with other girls and has some kind of relationship, she will feel breathless just thinking about it!
Ji Fan is not stupid, and immediately thought of the content behind Su Xiaolan's "Is it possible?" He wanted to know what he looked like in Su Xiaolan's heart, so he asked, "What do you think?"
Su Xiaolan's heart is already extremely sad, if she thinks, Ji Fan doesn't have "it's impossible"! Because she wished he hadn't!
Su Xiaolan replied to Ji Fan: "I don't think you will!" But Ji Fan told her: "If I did, what would you think of me?"
Ji Fan's words made her suspect that he really did! If he really did something like that, what could she think of him? Do you no longer like him? But no, after thinking about it, she still likes him! Whether he did that or not. Although my heart is sad.
So she replied to Ji Fan: "I don't think much about it!" She really didn't think much about it! To be exact, it will not change her mind towards Ji Fan!
After reading Su Xiaolan's reply, Ji Fan couldn't figure out what she was thinking, so he said to her: "I haven't, but I'm curious." Su Xiaolan finally let go of her heart. Luckily he didn't!
But then Ji Fan asked again: "Is this a crime?" Su Xiaolan's heart ached again. How did she know it was a crime? What happened to him? Did he really do something? Otherwise, how would it matter whether someone commits a crime or not?
No! He is not that kind of person! How could she think of him like that? But she just couldn't help herself to think about it. She was so afraid that he would change! I am afraid that he will no longer be that kind Ji Fan! He will never change! He was still so "good to be sorry" to her, although she didn't want him to feel guilty all the time.
She missed Ji Fan as always. In the chaotic years, there has been a slight improvement in grades. Maybe this is God reminding her to work hard. However, her body tortured her all the time, and she was almost driven crazy by her own distressed breathing and heavy pressure.??!
One day, Ji Fan suddenly sent a text message to Su Xiaolan and asked, "Does it mean that you like someone if you are jealous?" Why did he ask her?
Is it because he regards her as a good friend that he asks this? But who is he jealous of? But she is sure, he will not be jealous of her! Her heart was sour, as if she was jealous.
She told Ji Fan: "It depends on who you are jealous of and why!" After replying to this text message, Ji Fan didn't say anything more. Su Xiaolan's heart was empty. After a while, she said to Ji Fan again: "I read an article before, talking about the difference between like and love, how about I send you one every day in the future!"
She didn't know why she didn't send the content of the article to Ji Fan all at once. Maybe I just want to have an excuse to contact Ji Fan every day? Maybe, just because the word "once a day" is romantic.
She really sent one to Ji Fan every day. Sometimes Ji Fan would reply her, and sometimes it would make her wonder if the text message hadn't been sent at all.
This day, she sent: "To love someone is to see his strengths; to love someone is to tolerate his shortcomings." Ji Fan didn't reply for a long time, and she was already ready for nothing.
But after a long time, Ji Fan suddenly asked her: "Help me, list my shortcomings." Sensitive Su Xiaolan couldn't help but think wildly. it's wired! Just after sending such a comparative text message, he asked like this, was he testing her? Or was it just him wanting to know his flaws, and coincidentally asking her?
Su Xiaolan hoped that Ji Fan was testing her, because it showed that Ji Fan cared about her. But she was also afraid that Ji Fan was testing her, because she felt that it was impossible. She put herself in a very humble position, but she could still see Ji Fan's shortcomings clearly.
She didn't think long about it. Since Ji Fan wants to know her own shortcomings, she is of course happy to tell. Because she wants Ji Fan to constantly improve himself, and wants Ji Fan to become better and better. Even if the excellent Ji Fan does not belong to her in the end.
Even though she has already answered Ji Fan's question, she still wonders if Ji Fan suddenly wants to know whether her shortcomings are just a coincidence, with all her thoughts on Ji Fan.
In physical education class, free activities. Su Xiaolan and Bai Yan went to the school lawn to look for four-leaf clover. This has become a fixed content of their free activities.
Before looking for the four-leaf clover, Su Xiaolan said to herself in her heart: "If he is testing me, let me find the four-leaf clover!" As a result, she could not find the four-leaf clover that she could find in a few minutes. .
But she never thought of giving up. She kept looking for it, and it was a long time before she found one. She began to keep guessing again. What does this mean? Does it mean that Ji Fan is testing her? or not? Does it mean that she and him are impossible? Or will the relationship between them experience many ups and downs?
Judging from the difference between like and love that she copied down, she loved him. But does he love her too? Love, such a heavy word, why did she fall into it so easily?
The next day, Su Xiaolan also sent Ji Fan a comparison of love and liking. Ji Fan asked her: "Can liking and love transform into each other?" How would she know? All she knows is that she likes Ji Fan and the boy who lent her the phone, but she has never been as nice to that boy as she is to Ji Fan!
The boy who lent her cell phone told Su Xiaolan that he would not text her again. Then the guy's girlfriend told her to stop texting the guy. She said yes. After all, she never wanted to spoil other people's feelings.
Now, she only has Ji Fan as her only friend of the opposite sex! She wanted to cherish it very much, but she worried that one day she would not even have this one and only!
She texted Ji Fan and said, "Will one day you forget me as a dispensable friend?" She really needs friends! She was really afraid of being forgotten by him!
Ji Fan had a headache when Su Xiaolan said such things again, and replied: "What's not necessary? What nonsense are you talking about?" Although he still couldn't define Su Xiaolan's position in his heart, he felt inexplicable when he saw her say this about him. want to be angry.
But Su Xiaolan couldn't understand what Ji Fan meant. Isn't she dispensable? Is it only available or not available? Probably not the best? Otherwise, why would he seldom contact her?
When Ji Fan doesn't contact her, she doesn't want to disturb Ji Fan. So she ran to the Internet cafe, looked at Ji Fan's gray profile picture over and over again, and looked at the things written in Ji Fan's space.
She really doesn't want to stay in school anymore! The pain made her so helpless, but no one could understand. Even if she suffers silently, she will inevitably be accused of being "not strong".
She is most afraid of others saying she is not strong or telling her to be stronger. Although others have good intentions, she always feels that she is already short in the eyes of others. She is strong! Not as strong as most people can imagine!
Even if she wanted to escape from school, she would do so firmly. She is shouting with action, resist! That night, she called Ji Fan and said, "I want to sneak home." But she still couldn't tell him the reason (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)"People say she's not strong or tell her to be strong. Although others have good intentions, she always feels that she is already short in the eyes of others. She is strong! Not as strong as most people can imagine!
Even if she wanted to escape from school, she would do so firmly. She is shouting with action, resist! That night, she called Ji Fan and said, "I want to sneak home." But she still couldn't tell him the reason (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com