In Su Xiaolan's heart, she never thought that she would have such an intimate act of "hugging" with Ji Fan. Although she sometimes imagines crying on Ji Fan's shoulder, because she is so helpless when she is crying. But hugging is something she never dared to think about!
Her heartbeat was so fast that she couldn't stop, and replied to Ji Fan uneasily: "Don't scare me! If you scare me, I won't come." Ji Fan quickly replied: "Why don't you come? Don't be stupid! "Su Xiaolan couldn't figure out what Ji Fan meant. Where is she stupid?
Xiaolan replied to Ji Fan still restlessly, "Who told you to scare me!" After a while, Ji Fan replied: "Really, if I want to hug my little sister, would you like it?"
Su Xiaolan was stunned. Ji Fan What does this mean? Is it purely hypothetical or really want to know? But looking at the three words "speak the truth" at the beginning, Su Xiaolan decided to tell Ji Fan the truth.
She likes him so much, of course she also looks forward to getting all the warmth from Ji Fan, including hugs. But she has always had a knot in her heart. She always thought that the person Ji Fan liked was Zhu Xiaoling, and she always thought it was impossible for Ji Fan to like her.
So she would rather not have Ji Fan's hug. Because it doesn't belong to her, and if she gets it, she may not be able to keep it for a long time. After she thought it through, she replied to Ji Fan, "I don't want to, because I'm not your girlfriend. Even if I were your girlfriend, I might not be willing."
She just wanted to tell Ji Fan the reason for his reluctance, and what she didn't expect was that Ji Fan's reply was: "Then you can be my girlfriend!" Did she read it wrong? She rubbed her eyes vigorously, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, eight, she should have read it right.
Before she replied to him, Ji Fan's text message came again. He said it was business. Su Xiaolan's heart could no longer bear such a sudden shock. She never thought that Ji Fan would say that to her one day. She wanted to agree, but felt it was impossible.
She said to Ji Fan with a blank mind: "You are not sick, are you? You are talking nonsense!" Ji Fan was expecting Su Xiaolan to agree, but he did not expect it to be taken as a joke. He guessed that the phone bill was almost gone, so he said to Su Xiaolan: "Stop talking, we'll talk another day, or your brother and I will have to pay Unicom"
Until late at night, Su Xiaolan still couldn't sleep. Ji Fan's words turned over and over in her heart. She had no choice but to say to herself: "Is he kidding me? How could he be my boyfriend? We are so far apart, and I don't have a mobile phone, how could it be"
Gradually, she even thought of many impossible reasons, and finally boiled it down to one point: I said it was just to tease her! Although Ji Fan said words like "seriously" and "seriously" from the beginning to the end, no matter how she thought about it, she felt that it was not true.
On the 4th day, that is, the day before meeting Ji Fan, Su Xiaolan told her mother that she would go out to play tomorrow. Mom refused to die. She just said one sentence, but her attitude was a little firm, and her mother kept scolding her endlessly.
My mother scolded Xiaolan for only playing around all day long and not helping her with anything, so she raised her daughter for nothing
Although Su Xiaolan has heard these words a lot, she is still very sad. The saddest thing was that when she was still standing there, her mother said angrily: "If you dare to go, don't call me mom again!"
In the past, if her mother told Su Xiaolan not to call her mom again, Su Xiaolan would have burst into tears. Because Xiaolan couldn't bear to let her mother be so sad.
But this time she didn't cry. Although my mother talked about this, she still insisted: "I will go tomorrow!"
Looking at such a persistent daughter, if the stalemate continues, I won't even think about working today! Because she was busy doing the work in the field, the clothes that had been stored at home for a long time were not washed. She asked Su Xiaolan to do the laundry. Su Xiaolan still stubbornly said: "If I finish washing all the clothes, will you let me go out tomorrow?"
Mom didn't say anything, but she thought in her heart: "We'll talk about it after you finish washing!" Su Xiaolan thought her mother had acquiesced.
She seized the time to find out all the dirty clothes of her parents, soak them in a basin, and there are still two large basins with a diameter of 90 centimeters.
It wouldn't be a big problem if they had a washing machine at home, but the problem was that she didn't have a washing machine at home, so she had to wash all the clothes with mud spots and pesticide smells by hand.
She didn't complain, and finally finished washing before the sun went down. After she finished drying the clothes, she opened the diary and wrote down the details of getting angry with her mother and bargaining for the love in her heart.
When she came out of the kitchen while cooking, she found that her mother was reading her diary! She immediately dropped the spatula in her hand to grab the diary. It not only recorded clips of arguing with his mother, but also recorded so many moments about Ji Fan.
Mom let her take back the diary without protest. But mother has been silent. She didn't know what her mother was watching, what she was thinking, and waited anxiously for the verdict. She blamed herself for being so stupid! Always accidentally let others see her diary. But things have already happened, what's the use of complaining?
On the contrary, mother is very calm. She said to Su Xiaolan calmly: "You decide whether you want to study or have a romantic relationship." Su Xiaolan couldn't see what her mother meant, nor could she hear her mother's inner emotions. She argued uneasily, "No! No!"
Mom was silent again. This made Su Xiaolan even more uneasy. But she will never compromise! She still said to her mother, "I'm going tomorrow!" This time, my mother didn't object harshly, scolded her, or beat her, but just said lightly, "I'll go if I want to."
Su Xiaolan didn't know if what her mother said was her agreement, or was there some bigger "conspiracy" behind it? She has been doing things carefully, for fear of accidentally triggering the volcano of silence.
However, the volcano did not erupt until she was due to leave the next morning. She didn't understand why her mother, who had tried her best to prevent her from going out to "play" before, let her go so calmly after reading her diary.
Could it be that a small basin of water really has the great power to extinguish a volcano about to erupt? She put a lot of tissues in the bag after getting everything ready. She had a vague feeling that the paper would be useful.
Sure enough, I waited and cried. She didn't know whether she could predict or not have the hope of seeing Ji Fan directly affected the development of the matter.
She arrived there on time at twelve o'clock, but Ji Fan was always missing after waiting. She decided to call Ji Fan. But Ji Fan didn't answer the first call. She started guessing wildly again. Ten minutes later, she called again.
As soon as the phone call was made, Su Xiaolan asked, "Where are you?" She was really worried! She was afraid that something would happen to Ji Fan! She didn't address her, nor did she say "Hi", her tone was full of anxiety. At this moment, even if Ji Fan doesn't come, she has no complaints, as long as Ji Fan is doing well!
When Ji Fan picked up the phone, he heard Su Xiaolan's anxious voice. He also said sadly: "Listen to me" Su Xiaolan was silent, Ji Fan paused and continued: "I'm sorry" Su Xiaolan was still silent.
Ji Fan asked: "Where are you now?" Su Xiaolan didn't think much and said the park gate. Because this is where they meet. After Ji Fan knew that Su Xiaolan was already there, he kept saying sorry.
Su Xiaolan immediately regretted it! She shouldn't have said she was there! If she said she was still at home, maybe Ji Fan wouldn't feel so guilty! Why didn't her mind turn around just now?
When Ji Fan said, "Loyalty and filial piety cannot be both", Su Xiaolan suddenly laughed. Is the word appropriate here? How the hell did he come up with it? She laughed a little, as if deliberately laughing to Ji Fan, but also as if laughing to herself.
She really didn't want Ji Fan to feel so guilty! Even though tears were already rolling in her eyes, she didn't want Ji Fan to notice! Ji Fan said that it was really wrong for him to miss appointments again and again, but Su Xiaolan remembered that this was obviously the first time Ji Fan took the initiative to ask her out. Was their memory skewed?
After hanging up the phone, Su Xiaolan burst into tears instantly. The tissues in her bag really came in handy! She wasn't blaming Ji Fan, but she was in a bad mood. She came full of hope, but had to go back disappointed as she expected,
After crying alone in the park for a long time, she went back to her grandma and it was already dark. She was very worried about Ji Fan, for fear that something might happen to Ji Fan's family. She sent a text message to ask Ji Fan what happened.
Ji Fan said: "It's okay, it's just that a classmate came to my house to play in the past two days, and I haven't done my homework. My dad asked me to do my homework. As soon as I got angry, I missed the appointment with you."
Is it really? Then as for saying "loyalty and filial piety cannot have both"? She was so worried that she didn't know what to do! Compared with Ji Fan, she, Su Xiaolan, is so unfilial! Not only did she argue with her mother, but she also made her so angry that she didn't want her as a daughter.
She thought about her homework, but she didn't touch it at all. In order to calm her mother down, after washing so many clothes, her back hurts so much that it is difficult to walk straight. And the monthly exam is going to be next week, and there will be a parent-teacher meeting.
Thinking about this, she only remembered that what Ji Fan said just now was "pissed off." She replied thoughtlessly: "Hehe, I also ran out of pique!"
Her original intention was to tell Ji Fan not to take it too seriously, she was fine, but when Ji Fan replied: "Oh! If only I got angry and went out I'm so sorry for you!" Inexplicably, Ji Fan's sense of guilt increased.
She hurriedly stopped Ji Fan from apologizing any longer, jokingly said: "I'll ignore you if I say I'm sorry again! But, you said it! The one who missed the appointment is (little dog)"
She just wanted to ease the atmosphere, so that Ji Fan would stop saying "I'm sorry" that she was most afraid of hearing. But Ji Fan took the opportunity to push forward and said: "Not only did I miss the appointment, but I was also late! So, heheyou still owe me a hug!" (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)Oh you said it! The one who missed the appointment is (little dog)"
She just wanted to ease the atmosphere, so that Ji Fan would stop saying "I'm sorry" that she was most afraid of hearing. But Ji Fan took the opportunity to push forward and said: "Not only did I miss the appointment, but I was also late! So, heheyou still owe me a hug!" (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com