A few days later, she was sick and asked for leave to go home. At home, she edited a text message and sent it to Ji Fan like crazy, saying: "Why do you want me, a little girl who is not a little girl?" Her warmth and courage allowed her to go through so many difficult days.
She didn't understand why Ji Fan treated her so well, which made her constantly have the illusion that Ji Fan liked her. She and Ji Fan are obviously not related by blood, so of course she is not a real younger sister, but she also calls Ji Fan "brother", so she is Ji Fan's younger sister. She is distressed by this relationship.
Ji Fan felt very surprised, he didn't know what Su Xiaolan meant by "a younger sister who is not a younger sister". He asked in surprise: "What's the matter? Did I, the elder brother, do something to make my younger sister sad?" He thought Su Xiaolan was saying that he didn't treat her like a younger sister.
Seeing Ji Fan's interrogative sentence, Su Xiaolan quickly explained: "No! I just really want to know the reason." Ji Fan still didn't want to understand what Su Xiaolan's problem was. He was afraid that he had misunderstood, so he asked, "Please explain first what is called a younger sister who is not a younger sister."
Su Xiaolan didn't realize that her question was actually ambiguous, and insisted: "That's the way it is! Tell me the reason!"
Ji Fan could only take a more conservative approach and said: "Forget it! If you don't say it, don't say it. Because I like you too, like my own sister. Especially since junior high school, I gradually know my heart more and more. I I like you little girl from the bottom of my heart."
Ji Fan keeps repeating the word "sister", but what Su Xiaolan sees most is "like". She was already very happy when Ji Fan said he liked her! No matter how much Ji Fan likes her, even if he is a younger sister!
She always thought that she had nothing worthy of Ji Fan's liking, so she began to suspect that Ji Fan was lying to her.
She went to chat with her junior high school deskmate Wang Qi again. Wang Qi told her, stop sending text messages all the time, write to Ji Fan, Ji Fan will get annoyed! And just like that, she started worrying again. If Ji Fan finds her annoying, will they still be brother and sister?
However, when she got home, she found two text messages on grandma's cell phone. When I opened it, I found that both of them were sent by Ji Fan! This is a text message sent by Ji Fan on his own initiative! It seems that Ji Fan is not annoying her yet.
Ji Fan's first text message said: "Is it raining in my hometown? We will have a holiday on the 20th." The sending time was 6:19 in the morning. Nineteen minutes later, he sent a second text message saying, "Why don't you talk?"
Seeing these two text messages, she smiled knowingly. She's not at home, so how can she reply to his text messages? He must not know that she doesn't have her own mobile phone, right?
At school, she finally had Bai Yan to accompany her. But because her heart is full of Ji Fan, she ignores Bai Yan too much. The last time she quarreled with Bai Yan because of Ji Fan, she shook off Bai Yan's hand and turned around to leave, but accidentally threw Bai Yan's hand on the table.
The sound of Bai Yan's hand hitting the table made her heart suddenly ache. Bai Yan must hate her to death!
I don't know why, but when friends around me mention Ji Fan, Su Xiaolan gets angry. They were all trying to persuade Xiaolan to let go, and she wanted to let go too. But they were all slandering Ji Fan, so she couldn't obey. Because Su Xiaolan "ruthlessly" shook off her hand, Bai Yan ignored Xiaolan.
Although Su Xiaolan is very sad, although Ji Fan is not so perfect in her heart, she can't find anything to replace this kind of comfort. If she must speak ill of Ji Fan, it will be like piercing her with needles. Heart.
Li Luoluo is the person who most often says in Su Xiaolan's ears that Ji Fan should break up with Xiaolan from the very beginning. She kept saying that Ji Fan made Su Xiaolan more and more haggard, and less and less interested in studying.
But Su Xiaolan knew that Ji Fan was not to blame. Even if Ji Fan does not agree to be her brother, she has already fallen into the sun, so what is the difference from now?
Even though Li Luoluo scolded Ji Fan, it made her feel more sad than scolding Xiaolan directly.
She began to doubt again why Ji Fan treated her so well! Ji Fan clearly knows that Su Xiaolan likes him, so why doesn't he distance himself from her? Why did you ask her to meet again? Does he really treat her like a younger sister? Isn't he afraid that she will get deeper and deeper?
In the end, she felt that she must have failed to distinguish the relationship with Ji Fan! It must be that she has always regarded Ji Fan as her brother, but she herself has confused this feeling with love!
She told Li Luoluo that she had let go! She just regards Ji Fan as a very good, very good friend! Why not? She just wants to be friends with him, a friend who will never be separated!
However, she remembered an article she had readThe first chapter "Loving you is not liking you". The difference between love and liking is listed above. According to what is said in the article, Su Xiaolan loves Ji Fan, not just liking.
Su Xiaolan felt that the word love was too heavy for her, and she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it at such a young age. However, why does she act like she loves Ji Fan again?
The sleeping meeting at night in the dormitory started again. Su Xiaolan suddenly heard a roommate say: In addition to family affection, friendship, and love, there is a fourth kind of emotion, which is beyond friendship but not love.
Su Xiaolan was thinking, could he and Ji Fan have this fourth relationship? Or are they just pure friendship, but Xiao Lan relies too much on this friendship?
She fell asleep thinking about it. She dreamed of Ji Fan and Ji Fan's letter. The letter in the dream is clearly written. Su Xiaolan was reading in her dream, smiling slightly
I don't want to, but the wake-up bell rang at this time. She secretly complained why the wake-up bell didn't ring a little later, why didn't she be allowed to finish reading the letter? Even if it was a letter in a dream, she was so reluctant to lose it.
As long as it's time for vacation, Su Xiaolan can't help but call Ji Fan. Although she just said a few random words in silence, she still felt very happy.
Suddenly, she heard Ji Fan coughing, and the scene of Ji Fan falling in front of her when he had a cold in junior high school suddenly appeared in front of her eyes. She said anxiously: "Are you sick? Did you go to see it?"
Ji Fan said nonchalantly: "Oh, what a sickness! By the way, I received your letter, which happened to be Qixi Festival. I went to the dormitory that day, and they said: 'Wellyou are dishonest! Someone wrote to You.' I didn¡¯t believe it at first, but I didn¡¯t expect to actually take out a letter.¡±
When Su Xiaolan heard this, she was anxious, angry and warm in her heart. Why is the postman so late? When did you send the letter, why did it wait until Qixi Festival for Ji Fan to receive it? Why did Ji Fan tell her these things again? Is it because you are happy?
Just as he was talking happily, Ji Fan suddenly said: "My sister is here, let's talk about it tonight!" After Su Xiaolan heard this sentence, she agreed and hung up the phone.
She recalled that Ji Fan said that he met a junior high school classmate when he was surfing the Internet, and knew that Su Xiaolan's school was also on holiday. Xiao Lan suddenly wanted to go to the Internet cafe. She didn't want to miss any chance to contact Ji Fan, and she didn't want to lose any way of contacting Ji Fan.
But she has never been to an Internet cafe. Because every time she passed by the door of the Internet cafe and saw men and women with cigarettes dangling from time to time, with hair dyed in various colors, and whistling weirdly, she felt scared and instinctively wanted to stay away. She didn't even dare to take a second look into the dark door.
However, she wants to go now! No matter how smoky and smoky it was, she had to try it in order to have another possibility of contacting Ji Fan. She wandered around the door for a long time, but still didn't dare to go in.
In the end, she called a girl she was better with in junior high school. Knowing that the girl could surf the Internet, she was so excited and cheered and said to the girl, "Can you come and take me to the Internet cafe to surf the Internet?"
The girl happened to be free and readily agreed. Feeling uneasy, Su Xiaolan also turned on a machine alone. She saw the girl walk over to a computer with a login code, turn it on easily, and order a little penguin.
She also found a computer and sat in front. This is not the first time she has come into contact with computers, and she has been taught by teachers since elementary school. But it has always been the teacher who said one step and she did it one step at a time. Now facing the machine with a black screen, she doesn't know how to turn it on!
Embarrassed, she went to ask the girl to teach her to turn on the phone, and the girl sat back and played her dazzling dance. She looked at the blue screen, not knowing what to do. The only thing that knows is browsing the web. Also, I saw the penguin ordered by the girl just now.
Curiously, she drove Penguin and registered an account. She looked at the girl's penguin with many heads, like people playing together. But when she logged in with the account she registered, there was nothing.
She just sat in front of the computer in a daze. There is nothing to play at all. So she turned off the computer and stood directly behind the girl to see how she played.
The girl chatted with Su Xiaolan while playing, she was very curious that Xiaolan came to watch even though she had a computer. She said to Su Xiaolan: "I once added Ji Fan as a friend, and I asked him if he still has contact with Zhu Xiaoling, and he said no, but he does have contact with you."
This news undoubtedly made Su Xiaolan start thinking wildly again. Can she and Zhu Xiaoling be compared? Why would Ji Fan tell others that he has no contact with Zhu Xiaoling? Are they really out of touch? Why did Ji Fan bring Zhu Xiaoling in when others asked her?
Zhu Xiaoling is someone Ji Fan likes, she and Ji Fan are just siblings. Isn't he afraid of being misunderstood by others? Su Xiaolan knew that these doubts were destined not to be answered correctly. Because it is impossible for her to tell Ji Fan.
At night, Su Xiaolan still remembered what Ji Fan said during the day, "Speak at night". Although she knew it might just be what Ji Fan said casually, she still wanted to fulfill it as a promise. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)??, these doubts are destined to not get the correct answer. Because it is impossible for her to tell Ji Fan.
At night, Su Xiaolan still remembered what Ji Fan said during the day, "Speak at night". Although she knew it might just be what Ji Fan said casually, she still wanted to fulfill it as a promise. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com