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"Don't worry about whether they let you go, you have to fight for it?" Su Xiaolian was really angry! She always felt that her parents were partial to her elder sister, but now her elder sister hesitated in front of her. What the hell is this?
From childhood to now, the number of beatings she has endured cannot be counted on ten fingers. And my sister was almost never beaten. Maybe it's because my sister is thin and in poor health? She is envious of her sister. She felt that as long as her sister wanted to go, her parents would not stop her.
But Su Xiaolan didn't think so. Parents work every day, leaving early and returning late, which is very hard. She knew that they couldn't bear to buy something for her, and even she couldn't bear to see it when she was sick. Because of such constraints, they always quarreled.
When they quarreled, it was the most uncomfortable time for Xiaolan. They obviously care about each other, and they both recognize each other's abilities, but they belittle each other day after day. I always feel that I am omnipotent, as if the family would not be able to survive without him.
The fact is that this family cannot do without any of them. But they just want to feel that they are better than each other, and they can maintain the family well without each other.
When one of them is sick, the sick person will always lose his temper and think that he has taken good care of the other person when he is sick, but when it is his turn to be sick, it is as if he is ignored and left out.
Perhaps this is where "love" is contradictory? Obviously love each other, but hurt each other. The bystanders are clear, but the authorities have spent their entire lives unable to solve the mystery.
Thinking of this, Xiaolan burst into tears. Watching them quarrel but being powerless is the feeling she hates the most. She didn't want to cause another wave of waves just because she wanted to go to school in the provincial capital.
When she got home, she didn't tell her parents anything about the admission letter. She just casually put the notice on the table. If they want to see it, they will see it.
She thought that "money" would be the biggest reason preventing her from pursuing her dreams. But her mother asked her calmly after seeing the admission notice: "Do you want to go?" She didn't dare to express her opinion, and looked down at her worn-out shoes.
She suddenly didn't want to go. Most of the students in the provincial capital don't "know" how to dress like her, right? It's not that she doesn't know how to dress herself up, it's just that she doesn't want to. Going to the provincial capital to go to school, even if she doesn't pay attention to these, her parents will consider it. Because they don't want their children to be bullied outside.
However, she still wanted to go. Because she felt that the teaching equipment in the provincial capital should be better than that of this small county. She wants a better environment to chase her dreams. The biggest reason is that she may have the opportunity to go to school and go home with Ji Fan.
A few days later, her father said to her, "Let me tell you, don't go to the provincial capital to go to school! You see, the provincial capital is hundreds of kilometers away from home, and you have to take a car to go to school. There is no relative there, We don't worry about you!"
Mom also chimed in and said: "Yes! You are not in good health! If you suddenly get sick, we will not be able to get there in a while." She was silent. She knew that her parents were doing it for her own good. However, it is impossible for her to depend on her parents for the rest of her life, right? She said to her parents, "I'll think about it again."
She dug out the classmate book, found Ji Fan's father's phone number and called it. Because Ji Fan said that no matter whether she goes to the provincial capital to go to school or not, she must tell him. So she never considered whether Ji Fan was at home or not.
Fortunately, Ji Fan was there. She almost choked up her voice and said to Ji Fan: "I won't go to the provincial capital to go to school." Ji Fan asked strangely: "Why can't I say it again?" Su Xiaolan calmed down and said: "My parents said that I am not healthy. Alright, I want to stay in the county town so that I can take care of you conveniently."
Ji Fan said on the other end of the phone: "Why are you so stupid? You can't rely on your parents for the rest of your life, right? You have to learn to be self-reliant and self-reliant! If you don't have this independent spirit, I've known you for nothing!" Fan said she was stupid! She wavered again.
After being silent for a while, she said to Ji Fan: "Let me talk to them again!" After she hung up the phone, she overheard her parents talking.
She got a little closer and heard her father saying: "I heard that the school is not bad, and the tuition fee written on it is not expensive, but you have to pay seven or eight fees when you get there. How can we have so much money? "
She retreated silently to her room. Sure enough, what prevented her from going to school in the provincial capital was money. She decided not to embarrass her parents, and said to them not long after, "I won't go to the provincial capital to go to school!"
Although her parents looked surprised, Su Xiaolan knew that they were laughing in their hearts. As long as her parents are happy, she will be happy. She comforted herself in her heart and said: "It's gold, it will shine everywhere!"
It's just that, in this way, maybe we won't be able to see Ji Fan again. She called again to tell Ji Fan her final decision. Ji Fan didn'tWhat to advise her. He knows that independence can be learned anywhere. She believed that Su Xiaolan would be an independent girl.
Before hanging up the phone, Su Xiaolan asked Ji Fan cautiously: "Will you come on my birthday?" Ji Fan agreed with certainty: "Definitely come!" Su Xiaolan's depressed mood of not being able to go to the provincial capital to go to school immediately improved after the three short words a lot. She happily hung up the phone, only looking forward to her birthday coming soon.
The waiting time passed so slowly! Because every minute and every second is suffering. The waiting time flies so fast! Because every moment is muddled.
Su Xiaolan felt that she had waited for a long time, and felt that the moment she was looking forward to came too soon. The birthday is coming in a blink of an eye. She started calling everyone she had invited a day in advance.
Yang Zhiyu and Sun Wenchao suddenly changed their minds and couldn't tell. Su Xiaolan was a little worried about whether Ji Fan would be influenced by them. When inviting Ji Fan, Su Xiaolan still told Ji Fan that the other two boys would not come. Although she knew that even if she didn't tell, Ji Fan would know. Because they are such good friends. But Ji Fan's answer was still yes.
This is enough for Su Xiaolan to be excited for a long time! Regardless of whether Ji Fan's arrival is for her promise or to miss Zhu Xiaoling, she is very happy.
She was so happy that even the neighbors she met on the road would say to her: "Did you invite a little boyfriend for tomorrow's birthday?" She was very surprised, she didn't tell anyone other than her mother that a boy was coming. ! Could it be that my mother said it?
She replied embarrassingly: "No! How could I have a boyfriend?" She said so, but she was very happy in her heart. Boyfriend, can Ji Fan really be her boyfriend?
Early the next morning, Su Xiaolan took her sister to the appointed place to wait for the invited guests. Mom said she started cooking at half past ten. It's half past ten, all the girls are here, but Ji Fan hasn't come yet
Su Xiaolan had a bad premonition that Ji Fan would not come. In fact, when she invited Ji Fan, she felt that Ji Fan would not come.
Everyone was asking who else hadn't arrived, and Su Xiaolan whispered embarrassedly: "Ji Fan." Then everyone booed, "Oh". Including Zhu Xiaoling.
Xiaolan stomped her feet anxiously and said, "Don't think about it! I'll make a call and ask." After she finished speaking, she turned and ran towards the telephone booth. She really didn't want to hear that meaningful "oh". Because she and Ji Fan are actually nothing.
Just after the call was connected, Su Xiaolan said "Hello", and Ji Fan's low voice came over. He said, "I'm sorry!"
As expected, he is still at home! In any case, she wouldn't blame him. But what she was most afraid of hearing was "I'm sorry"! Because when you hear "I'm sorry", you have to answer "It's okay". But, is it really "it doesn't matter"?
She doesn't want to be "okay" with Ji Fan! She pretended not to be disappointed at all and said: "It's okay! If you can't come, forget it." Ji Fan still said in a low voice: "I'm really sorry! My grandpa is seriously illI want to come too"
Su Xiaolan felt distressed immediately. She thought of her grandpa. If grandpa is seriously ill, she should be very sad, right? Her voice was almost choked and she said, "I understand! Take good care of grandpa and yourself!" After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone consciously.
Perhaps it was precisely because she didn't have any hope that Ji Fan would come at first, so what was not a fact became a fact. She doesn't want to drag anyone down, and always has.
She returned to the group of girls again, still smiling and said: "Ji Fan is not coming, let's go!" She didn't want to show any sadness. Because she was afraid they would guess wildly based on their imagination. Even though she was still worried about Ji Fan's grandfather, worried about Ji Fan, she still pretended with a smile.
When I got home, my mother had already prepared the meals. While eating, everyone discussed where to go in the afternoon. But they are not familiar with this place. Su Xiaolan usually doesn't go out very often, so she doesn't know where to go to play.
It was only at this time that she secretly rejoiced in her heart: Fortunately, Ji Fan didn't come! Otherwise it must be boring! But she borrowed the camera from the fourth aunt long before her birthday, and bought the film, so it seemed unreasonable not to go for a walk.
So, after dinner, they walked to a stream behind the village. That creek is Su Xiaolan's partner who has accompanied countless childhood days. There are beautiful and tender memories of her childhood.
The stream is not big, but very clear. Beautiful little rocks can be seen under the babbling water. When Su Xiaolan was a child, she liked to roll up her trousers to pick up stones with her younger sister, and then compared who picked them up beautifully.
I remember one time, when it was almost dark, my sister was still lingering in the stream and refused to come up. Su Xiaolan was afraid that her sister would catch a cold, but she couldn't hold her back anyway. At that moment, she was really angry! If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have brought her here!
She is soft and stubborn, and her younger sister just refuses to listen to her. In the end, she threw her sister's shoes and shouted to her sister: "If you don't come with me, you will stay here alone! I'm leaving!" I didn't expect this trick to work!
The younger sister climbed up from the water in a jiggle, and the pockets of her clothes and trousers were full of stones. She quickly put on her shoes, ignored Xiao Lan, and walked towards home alone. She seemed very sure that Su Xiaolan would follow her. She may think that as long as her sister can see her, she will not be afraid (Remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com)coming!
She is soft and stubborn, and her younger sister just refuses to listen to her. In the end, she threw her sister's shoes and shouted to her sister: "If you don't come with me, you will stay here alone! I'm leaving!" I didn't expect this trick to work!
The younger sister climbed up from the water in a jiggle, and the pockets of her clothes and trousers were full of stones. She quickly put on her shoes, ignored Xiao Lan, and walked towards home alone. She seemed very sure that Su Xiaolan would follow her. She may think that as long as her sister can see her, she will not be afraid (Remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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