She thought that after saving for a long time, she could already give her mother one hundred yuan at a time to help her prepare for her birthday, and she was very happy! She still decided to invite Zhu Xiaoling and her friends. Because she really wanted Ji Fan to spend her birthday with her!
After all the subjects have been tested, the teacher announced the date for the assessment and filling in the volunteers, and the holiday is officially off. However, until leaving school, Su Xiaolan did not wait for the gift Ji Fan gave her. Not even a word.
Su Xiaolan quietly comforted herself: "It's okay! I already have so many notes about him and so many memories about him, that's enough!" She thought, she must give Ji Fan a gift when she fills out the application form!
Because Ji Fan's birthday is ten days before her birthday, and the only thing she can be sure of is that she can see him when filling out the application. She had missed so many of his birthdays. She was afraid of missing out on what might be her last chance to give him his birthday present.
She was not even sure whether Ji Fan would go on her birthday. She no longer expected Ji Fan to give her a gift. If you expect too much and ask too much, you will always be disappointed. There is only one way not to be disappointed, and that is to give up hope.
She also clearly said that she wanted to complete this vigorous love alone, but why did she have so many thoughts of wanting to get a response when she was in love? Something must have gone wrong!
Where things go wrong is: falling in love is really not just about one person! Even if it's just one person silently contributing, this contribution will still affect something more or less.
Su Xiaolan was walking on the street thinking about what meaningful gift to give Ji Fan. It must be meaningful!
Her heart was in a mess, and she didn't know how to choose. In the end, she decided to let her heart calm down first. To calm down, what should I do? She thought of light music.
Just thinking of light music, before listening to it, her heart instantly calmed down. Because, she thought of a suitable gift for Ji Fan.
She thought, if she has troubles, Ji Fan must have them too. At this time, if Ji Fan can listen to light music, maybe he will calm down. As long as Ji Fan is happy, that is more important than anything else!
What's more, Ji Fan will not often appear in front of her eyes in the future. She doesn't know when he is happy and when he is unhappy. If accompanied by the light music she sent, she could imagine the scene of Ji Fan listening to the light music when she listened to the light music.
She started looking around for tapes of light music. But most of the places that sell tapes sell Peking Opera or Huangmei Opera. It's so hard to find tapes of light music. Finding the right light music is even harder!
When Su Xiaolan searched almost all the places in the city that sold tapes, she finally found suitable light music in an unremarkable audio shop next to the vegetable market. She took the tape and asked the store owner happily: "Is there another one exactly like this?"
The boss shook his head regretfully and said: "Just this one. There are few people buying light music, so I dare not buy more." Su Xiaolan was hesitant with that tape.
If she bought it, there was only one disc, and she would not be able to listen to the same light music as Ji Fan. If you don't buy it, what should Ji Fan do when he is troubled? If you don¡¯t buy it now, then go elsewhere. If there is no better choice elsewhere, will you be bought by others if you come back to buy it?
After thinking for a long time, Su Xiaolan decided to buy the only tape. She was afraid that Ji Fan would be more worried because of her "greed".
In the weather in July, there will be a heavy rain when caught off guard. But the gloomy weather could not affect Su Xiaolan's happy mood at all.
She was walking on a muddy country road, holding an umbrella in one hand, and holding a tape in the other hand, carefully reciting the songs written on the tape. She wants the chance to buy an identical tape!
A gust of wind blew, and Xiao Lan couldn't lift the umbrella with one hand. She hastily used the hand holding the tape to help. Accidentally, the tape fell to the ground.
Without thinking about anything, she bent down and picked up the tape at the speed of light. She was afraid that the red muddy water would stain the tape, so she hurriedly wrapped the tape tightly with her clothes so that the clothes would absorb all the muddy water.
The red muddy water on the ground was burning like a flame, making her eyes hurt. It was a long time before she carefully separated the tape from the clothes to see if it was okay.
When she discovered that the outer layer of the wrapping paper of the tape was pressed by plastic film, and she picked it up very quickly, so it was not so easy to stain, the annoyance was not so strong. But the white on the edge of the package was still a little red from the mud.
Because of this flaw, she hesitated again. Would Ji Fan despise such a flawed gift? Does Ji Fan feel that she doesn't pay him that much attention??
However, it would be nice if I could buy the exact same one again, but light music is so hard to find, and tapes are a product that is facing elimination. Although she is not afraid of running around, she is afraid of disappointment.
The day to fill in the volunteers finally arrived after a torturous wait. Everyone seemed to be radiant that day. Everyone still doesn't know their real grades, so they can only estimate their scores and fill in a favorite school that they think they can get into.
There are mainly two types of schools that can apply, one is general high school and the other is vocational high school. There is also a special kind, which is to go directly to a junior college. Among them, in Pugaoli, there is another kind of school called provincial key high school.
Su Xiaolan was in the A-level class when she entered school, that is, the class with better grades. In such a class, many students can pass the so-called key points.
But Su Xiaolan has never been confident, and she hasn't paid attention to her own results for a long time, and she is not very interested in things like score evaluation. She was thinking about how to give the gift to Ji Fan.
When Ji Fan sat quietly on the seat in a daze, she handed the small bag containing the tape kissed by muddy water and a letter to Ji Fan. Ji Fan stared at her in surprise and said, "What?"
Su Xiaolan smiled slightly and said: "Here you are!" After she finished speaking, she wanted to turn around and run away, for fear of hearing Ji Fan's words of rejection. However, her feet became a little disobedient due to nervousness, and she was unable to respond to the command of her brain for a long time.
"Thank you!" Ji Fan still looked at Su Xiaolan with his sea-like eyes. He saw her nervousness, her heart. How could he bear to refuse?
Hearing Ji Fan say thank you, Su Xiaolan finally lifted her heavy feet, turned around and quickly returned to her seat. Her heart was still beating non-stop because of nervousness. She silently thanked Ji Fan for accepting this gift!
When filling out the application, she was extremely embarrassed! She didn't have any favorite school that she had to go to, and she didn't know what kind of school she could go to with her grades.
When he was in a dilemma, Ji Fan walked up to her and asked, "Which school are you going to go to?" He stretched his head over as he asked, wanting to see what Su Xiaolan filled in.
But Su Xiaolan quickly blocked the volunteer form, raised her head and replied blankly: "I don't know!" She really felt inferior! Everyone is studying hard, and so is Ji Fan. Their wishes must be beyond her reach!
She didn't want Ji Fan to see that her first choice randomly filled in a not-well-known focus. She didn't dare to ask Ji Fan which school he planned to apply for, or which school he applied for. She was afraid that Ji Fan would think too much after asking! He was afraid that Ji Fan would know that she liked him! Because she was afraid that Ji Fan would hate her if he knew she liked her.
She was also afraid that she would be disappointed if she really filled in the same school as Ji Fan. After three years of neglect, she is not sure that she can still achieve the same results as Ji Fan.
She didn't understand why Ji Fan asked her what school she applied for. Maybe he just wanted to be a reference, maybe he was just bored. She never dared to think that Ji Fan might want to go to the same school as her.
After handing over the volunteer form to the teacher, she immediately felt relieved. She felt like a dandelion seed. Now, a gust of wind blew her off. She didn't have to think about the next thing at all, because it was useless to think about it. She just waited for the wind to stop and then fell, and then let it take its course to take root and sprout.
As for Ji Fan, he will definitely be the most beautiful existence in her deepest memory! Isn't there another birthday that hasn't come yet? Isn't there a chance to see you one last time? will he come
When she got home, she counted the days until her birthday every day. She always felt that time passed very slowly and was very difficult. Even if she knew that her high school entrance examination results were not too bad, she couldn't be happy at all.
Suddenly one day, the teacher called Dad's mobile phone. Dad said that a teacher asked her to go to the West Campus tomorrow to get the admission letter.
The next day, the weather was gloomy, and she was also in a low mood, not at all happy about receiving the admission letter. She didn't want to dress herself up so that she could meet the happy notice in a happy state.
She didn't want to feel lonely by herself, so she asked her younger sister who had been boarding school to accompany her. Along the way, her sister's liveliness brought her a lot of laughter. But she still hasn't forgotten Ji Fan who she misses so much. She was still imagining what might happen on her birthday.
They walked a long way to the west campus. However, the campus was empty, and there was no one except the guard. She asked the guard what was going on suspiciously, but the guard didn't know the specific situation. The guard just guessed and told her to wait and see.
However, she waited and waited but the teacher was nowhere to be seen. She finally couldn't wait anymore. I even wondered if my father made a mistake between the east campus and the west campus.
She took her younger sister to the East Campus, which was several kilometers away. She didn't expect it to be so troublesome to get a notice!
Just as she walked out of the campus not far away, a familiar figure suddenly appeared in her sight. She thought she had read it wrong, and stared at it again and again, but she didn't dare to call out the familiar name.
It must not be such a coincidence! This must be her illusion! Why did she see this familiar person when she was unprepared? She wanted to hide a little, but the other party had already seen her (Remember this website website: www.hlnovel.com)She took her younger sister to the East Campus, which was several kilometers away. She didn't expect it to be so troublesome to get a notice!
Just as she walked out of the campus not far away, a familiar figure suddenly appeared in her sight. She thought she had read it wrong, and stared at it again and again, but she didn't dare to call out the familiar name.
It must not be such a coincidence! This must be her illusion! Why did she see this familiar person when she was unprepared? She wanted to hide a little, but the other party had already seen her (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com