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Ji Fan once again saw Su Xiaolan staring into the distance in a daze. He didn't know what was going on in her head. Perhaps, he should have a good talk with her.
After studying in the same classroom for so long and passing so many notes, they did not say more than ten sentences face to face. It's never been this close.
Xiaolan's breathing began to become constricted, and her bloodless face began to feel hot. She turned her head quickly and continued to look into the distance. If she continues to look at Ji Fan, she will definitely sink herself into his eyes!
Seeing that Su Xiaolan didn't seem to want to talk to him, Ji Fan asked, "Why do you always stand in the corridor?"
"Look at the mountains! In a daze!" Su Xiaolan replied lightly. She is really not used to being so close to a boy, not to mention she has always regarded him as sunshine.
Sometimes, when something you desire suddenly appears in front of your eyes, it will make people feel like a dream. At such times, she is timid. She was afraid that if she touched it lightly, the dream bubble would burst.
Ji Fan smiled lightly and said: "Why do you look at the mountains?" If a person has a special liking for one thing, it must be a person with a story. He wants to hear her story.
Xiaolan turned her head to look at Ji Fan and said, "Because I'm homesick!" She still said lightly. How can I put so much pain in her heart? There are so many worries in her mind, she doesn't want to be Ji Fan's burden.
But Ji Fan is still asking He asked, she had to answer. She didn't want to hide anything from him. But before saying a few words, Xiaolan's deskmate saw Ji Fan and Xiaolan standing together. She quietly stood on Xiaolan's right. Since Su Xiaolan was concentrating on talking to Ji Fan, she didn't notice the situation on the right.
Suddenly, Xiaolan's deskmate pushed Xiaolan hard with her body. Xiaolan staggered unsteadily towards Ji Fan. The distance between them suddenly changed from twenty centimeters to ten centimeters.
Xiaolan's heart became more tense, and her heart beat fast. When her deskmate moved a little away, she moved to the right again. But Ji Fan continued talking as if he didn't find anything.
Seeing that Xiaolan's tablemate hadn't bumped into him just now, she took advantage of Xiaolan's unpreparedness to push Xiaolan again. Xiaolan tried her best to stabilize herself so that she would not fall on Ji Fan's body. If her face turns red, it must be so red right now! She turned her head and gave her deskmate a hard look. Turning back to watch Ji Fan's reaction carefully.
He really didn't seem to notice the episode on the right! But Su Xiaolan couldn't stand anymore. If she continued to stand next to Ji Fan, she was afraid that Ji Fan could hear her own heartbeat.
At this moment, a tall girl stood to Ji Fan's left holding a water glass. She greeted Ji Fan and said, "Hey, what are you talking about?" Ji Fan turned his head and smiled slightly at the girl and said, "It's homely! Nothing to talk about."
Normal girls will be like the girl just now, right? Su Xiaolan felt inferior again. She said softly to Ji Fan: "I'll go in first." Then she walked into the classroom as if fleeing.
Ji Fan was still chatting with that girl without saying a word. They seem to get along so naturally! Why can't Xiaolan get along with people so naturally? She really doesn't understand.
Back in the classroom, my deskmate followed suit. She happily said to Su Xiaolan: "How is it? How does it feel to talk to him? Did I help you?"
Xiao Lan gave her deskmate a hard look, turned her head away and ignored her. How could she embarrass Xiaolan in such a self-assertive manner? Although Xiaolan knew that she had good intentions, she couldn't accept such an abrupt way. Xiaolan is afraid that Ji Fan will misunderstand!
Seeing that Xiaolan didn't appreciate it, Xiaolan's deskmate fiddled with the draft book on the table and said, "Be kind as a donkey!" Su Xiaolan really wanted to say something to her deskmate, but she hesitated for a long time and still didn't say it! She was still afraid of hearing the word "slut" from her deskmate again.
The class bell rang, and everyone walked into the classroom one after another. Xiao Lan buried her head very low, not wanting to see Ji Fan's eyes. She was afraid that when her eyes met, she would see eyes she didn't want to see.
I was confused until it was time to leave school. Everyone left the classroom one after another. But Su Xiaolan suddenly didn't want to leave. She wants to stay in the classroom. She said to Li Luoluo: "You go down first! I still have something to do." Li Luoluo looked at Su Xiaolan suspiciously, but left anyway.
These days, Xiao Lan suffers from insomnia one after another. Even if she was awake in the dormitory, she might as well stay in the classroom and feel the warmth of the sun. Although there is no sunlight at night.
Afraid of being seen by the patrolling security guards and rushing back to the dormitory, she turned off all the lights in the classroom, and then sat quietly on her seat without moving. Fortunately, the classroom is hereOn the first floor, there are still some afterglow from street lights outside the window into the classroom. Otherwise, in such a dark and long night, she would definitely cry out of fear.
She wasn't too scared because her gaze was always on Ji Fan's seat. She took out a book, opened it, put it on the table, and read it by the street lamp. She pays less and less attention to her grades. So much so that she didn't even know what her current grades were like in the class.
All she knew was that as long as she didn't take a leave slip to ask for leave, every teacher would still smile when she saw her. That's enough! Perhaps, it is the most suitable time for her to study in the dead of night!
Just passed the night like this, and miraculously, she didn't doze off the next day. She made a decision that as long as there was a sign of insomnia in the future, she would spend the night in the classroom. Isn't she used to being alone?
Sometimes, she would take out the diary to record what she was thinking at night after night. Sometimes, she would take out the diary and look at what was recorded on the pages.
Looking at the words in the diary, she thought that she was approaching her goal step by step. She comes for love, so she walks for love every step of the way. Without any utility, without any purpose. As long as she still has love in her heart, that's enough.
In a few months, the senior high school entrance examination will be held, and the air in the classroom seems to be heavy. Everyone wants to go to a good high school and lay a good foundation for their future. Xiaolan is not worried about the exam at all.
In fact, it's not that I don't worry, but that I can't do anything about it. Because so many leave applications were made, the blank test papers on Xiaolan's desk were piled up like a mountain. She didn't want to do it because the pain kept haunting her. In many cases, even in class, she would cover the painful area with one hand and complete the tasks assigned by the teacher with the other hand.
Insomnia nights appear more and more frequently. After self-study that day, she didn't want to go to the dormitory to rest. She sat quietly in her seat, waiting for everyone to leave and turn off the lights, alone in a daze. She didn't even pay attention to whether Ji Fan was gone or not.
Suddenly, a teacher appeared at the door: "Why don't you two go down to rest?" Xiao Lan raised her head suddenly, wanting to see who hadn't left yet. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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