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Chapter 012 Strong Again

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    If it weren't for the physical and mental exhaustion, Xiaolan would definitely not ask for leave and leave.  There are problems with the body at any time, either here or there is pain.  But as long as her heart doesn't hurt, she can persist.

    She found herself asking for leave more and more frequently.  When the teacher asked for leave and saw her walking over with the leave slip, her warm smiling face instantly became extremely cold.  Seeing the teacher's changed face, her heart hurt even more!

    Why is it that the more she wants to grasp the warmth, the more she can't?  Why can't she get the warmth she wants no matter how hard she tries?  She really doesn't want much!  All it takes is a smiling face, a word, or even a look.

    She also doesn't want to shrink silently in the corner, but she doesn't have a beautiful appearance and a lively personality, just like a puppet that is neither good-looking nor brings happiness, and is even forgotten in the corner of the wall.  No one would notice a Muppet like this for nothing.

    When the puppet is happy, he can only realize it quietly in his heart alone, and he can't even laugh.  How awkward is it to laugh alone?  The puppet was sad and could only hide secretly by himself, crying out of breath.  She doesn't want to worry the people around her, but she really can't help the tears many times.

    The physical discomfort has tortured her so much that she wanted to give up this frail life, but it was Ji Fan's firm eyes that made her full of courage again.  But now, can she still take that look as courage?

    She called her mother: "Mom" As soon as she said a word, her voice suddenly choked up.  My mother heard her sadness and became worried, but she cursed, "What's wrong with you? Why aren't you strong at all? Where does it hurt? I can't get enough of you!"

    When she heard this, she quietly hung up the phone.  Be strong, is that something that takes a lot of effort to do?  She did her best!  Really try my best!

    She walked out of the school alone, looked up at the sky, and then at the crowds walking, feeling a sense of powerlessness welling up in her heart.  Why is the huge world like a place without her?

    Her tears kept running down her cheeks, and she didn't want to wipe them away, because no one would pay attention to her anyway, and would feel sorry for her strength.  The people passing by her saw her face full of tears, and stepped aside one after another.

    She didn't know what kind of mood they looked at her, they must think she was crazy, right?  Or just fear of getting in trouble.  The cold wind was blowing, and even though the sun was out, she still felt like it was snowing.

    She thought of the nursery rhyme: "Snow in the sky, fall quietly, there is a doll by the roadside, doll, why don't you go home" She sang silently in her heart, and the tears flowed out more violently.  .

    She couldn't walk anymore.  The pain in her stomach forced her to squat down.  She squatted on the side of the road watching the passing vehicles and her lonely shadow.  Why didn't the pain just take her away?  Why give her such a life?

    Finally, an old man came over and said to her, "Little girl, it's dangerous for you to squat here like this!" The old man's concerned eyes made Xiao Lan think of her own grandfather.  Yes, even if the whole world abandons her, grandpa will not abandon her!

    She gritted her teeth and stood up.  Although she was still crying, she still gave the kind old man a grateful look.  She was at a loss for words.  The pain in her chest made her feel like her heart would come out of her mouth when she opened her mouth.

    She endured the pain and walked to the residence of her grandparents.  Although the tears hadn't flowed enough, she stopped in time when she arrived.

    According to her parents, she grew up with her grandparents since she was a child.  So, grandpa must know her very well!  Sure enough, as soon as I walked into the old house of my grandparents, I felt a warm feeling.

    Grandpa saw her red eyes and said, "Why are you crying again? I'm the most shameful person crying!" As he spoke, his eye sockets were also red.  Xiaolan immediately moved to the ear of her grandfather who was hard of hearing and said, "I'm not crying! It's just a stomachache."

    Grandpa sighed and said: "You, you! Who is not good to learn from? Lin Daiyu! Do you know that this will not lead to good results? Do you know that Lin Daiyu is full of talents but can only be sad alone?"

    Grandpa told her about Lin Daiyu again.  That strong and stubborn woman.  Although she is probably just a character created by Cao Xueqin, Xiaolan always feels that her heart is so close to Daiyu.

    She leaned into her grandfather's ear and said, "Then you said you like Daiyu?" Grandpa's expression was a little shy, but he still said, "Of course I do!" Xiaolan's heart became brighter following her grandfather's words.  stand up.  As long as grandpa still likes her and Daiyu, she won't be so lonely.

    She seems to have found the strength to be strong again.  Opening the diary and writing down her heartache, closing the diary, she seemed to be born again.

      She found out the stationery she carried with her and began to write to Ji Fan.  She wants to tell him that she doesn't like him, but just treats him like an older brother.  Even so, she still felt that such an excuse was pale.

    What is the difference between brother and lover, like and dislike?  She said something that she didn't even believe herself, but deeply believed in.  She thought it would be very difficult to convince Ji Fan that she didn't like him.

    But she was wrong.  When she plucked up the courage to walk into the campus and hand over her "dislikes" to Ji Fan, Ji Fan believed it.  They became brothers and sisters in name only.

    The name is not true, because they basically didn't say a word, they were all passing notes, but the notes were only passed every few days, and the notes were written on such trivial things as whether they had eaten.

    When the usual words of greeting have become the main content of the note, such feelings are really weak.  But Xiaolan is eagerly looking forward to it.

    Enduring physical pain and appearing on campus, just to see Ji Fan more, so as not to lose such a delicate connection.

    If one thing must be used to describe the connection between them, it can only be a thin spider silk.  If there is nothing, even a drop of water dripping from the corner of the eaves will make this spider thread tremble, or even break directly.

    However, this is the sunlight that Xiaolan collected with great difficulty. No matter how difficult it is, even if it does not exist at all, she must guard it carefully.

    It was the tormenting physical education class again, Li Luoluo dragged Xiao Lan to the playground.  Ever since Li Luoluo told Xiao Lan's secret, Xiao Lan had a fight with Li Luoluo.  Even if it was a quarrel, this was the first time she had quarreled unscrupulously.

    However, since Ji Fan and her resumed the "brother and sister" relationship, Xiaolan and Li Luoluo naturally came together again.  Maybe a real friend is like this, even if there is a quarrel, it is forgotten in a blink of an eye.

    Li Luoluo, who was walking next to Xiaolan, held a bunch of keys in his hand, and there was something on it that made Su Xiaolan unable to take her eyes off the keys (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com
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