Night, so quiet. It was so quiet that she could only hear her own breathing. When I opened my eyes, it was pitch black. The other side of the bed was empty and cool. She didn't want to feel that kind of misery, and desperately imagined that he was by her side.
If he was by his side, he would put one hand under her head and the other around her waist. How warm is this state! He must also like this kind of life very much!
The night wind in the country is always so cool, even in the sweltering summer, the wind blowing in from the window still made her shiver. She got up to close the window tightly, but she was thinking that if he was here, he would definitely do all the little things she couldn't do well for her.
Suddenly there was a flash of light outside the window. Intuition told her it was lightning. Sure enough, the rumbling thunder came unexpectedly. Her nerves trembled with terror. She wanted to go back to the bed quickly, but because she forgot to turn on the light when she got up and closed the window, she bumped into the bedside table.
She clutched her sore knee and moved to the bed. She didn't want to clean up the desk lamp that fell to the ground due to the violent impact, but picked up the diary that recorded countless years with distress.
Memories are so important in her heart! Because it can keep her warm when she is cold. It calms her beating heart when she is afraid. But, where is the person who can give her warmth and stability now?
There was another harsh flash of light, and she suddenly realized that the absence of curtains was a deeply disturbing thing. I have moved here for a long time, and never thought of putting curtains on this lonely window. If he is here, he will definitely arrange the place well in the first place!
However, the real life is not what she imagined. She hasn't seen him for a long, long time! It's been so long that she almost forgot what he looks like! He is her married husband! Why is it so faintly floating out of her life?
Could this be the punishment given to her by God? At the beginning, she chose material in terms of material and emotion, so God wants her to exchange all her emotions for the material she wants?
She curled up under the quilt, holding the diary as if to keep warm. Although it is quiet here, although there is a night that seems to be invisible forever, at least it will not remind her husband at any time that he is a person who does not go home!
Living in an empty building with only one person, she had to turn on all the lights to not feel scared. How can it compare to the comfort in this cabin? Here, at least, she could fill the hut with very little imagination.
She was thinking, thinking, and fell asleep amidst the sound of the rain.
In the dream, that figure appeared again! His smile is always so charming. He gently stroked her head, and said dotingly: "Fool!" Although he was scolding her, she felt sweetness spreading in her heart. In the end, the sweetness spread to the corners of the mouth, and then a bright crescent moon appeared on the face.
The involuntary movement of the body awakened the dream that he didn't want to wake up. She still wanted to continue the warmth of this dream, but she could no longer immerse herself in the sweet moment when she closed her eyes.
If she could choose again, she would definitely not choose a marriage like this one. A marriage without emotion is the real grave! If you want to get married, you must have enough love and enough affection.
If she can really be reborn, she must be a woman who only lives for love! Maybe that's the only way to live purely! She will no longer believe that material things are the guarantee of love! Will no longer care about things other than his heart!
The heavy rain came and went quickly, and the sound of ticking began to come from outside the window. Bit by bit of rain fell on her heart like a drop. Then the rainwater was warmed by her hot heart, and then turbulently churned, and finally flowed out from the dry eye sockets.
Leaving that tall building, will he find her disappearing? Will he come to her? Would he agree to stay with her? In today's situation, she thought, she had to force him! If that doesn't work, divorce may be a relief.
There was a sudden sound of tuk tuk from the door. Could it be a mouse? There will always be critters lurking in this cabin. She is always startled by these unusual sounds. Her body was tense, and her heartbeat was so fast that it could shake her chest.
The sound of tuk tuk continued. She patted the bed uneasily, trying to deter the sound made by something. But the sound of beating the bed was too small, and the sound became louder and louder. She patted the bedside table again, hoping that the sound would stop.
But everything is in vain. If that voice continues, maybe she will be driven crazy by her own heartbeat! She shivered and turned on the ceiling light, and the brightness instantly filled the whole room. The voice still didn't stop, and it seemed that he wasn't afraid of the light. She trembled and walked towards the direction of the sound, stepping lightly, for fear that something would come out suddenly.
When we are almost at the doorAt this time, she suddenly found out. The sound came from the door. Is someone knocking on the door? She has been lonely for a long time, and she doesn't even know what the knock on the door sounds like! It's so late, and it just rained, who could it be? She dared not open the door easily.
However, the people outside the door seemed to have seen someone turn on the lights in the house, and shouted loudly: "Xiao Lan, I know you are inside! Open the door!"
It's a man. Who will it be? Why is this voice not familiar at all? But how did he know her name? Boldly, she quietly walked to the door, trying to see who it was through the crack of the door, but she happened to see a pair of eyes leaning against the crack of the door.
Although she is not very familiar with these eyes, she knows that he is here! He finally found it! She opened the door, but she didn't intend to invite him in, she opened the door halfway and said, "You still know that there is a wife like me?"
He didn't answer her words, his eyes swept around the small room in an instant. He said coldly: "Come back with me! Look at you living in such a small room, it's so dirty and messy, people don't know and think I'm bankrupt!" As he spoke, he was about to pull her into the car.
"No! I won't go back! It's good to live here! Can you stay with me? Don't leave again, okay?" She said with a little pleading, staring at him with red eyes that had just shed tears.
"Follow me!" he said incredulously. He doesn't want to waste too much time here! If someone hadn't told him that his wife had run away from home for more than half a year, he wouldn't have found this place! There is a meeting abroad tomorrow, and his time is really tight!
She looked at him silently, and suddenly understood. For a person like him who is busy with work and has no feelings for her, he won't listen to what she says in his heart! Not to stay with her. So many years have passed! She finally understood!
She looked him firmly in the eyes and said, "Let's get a divorce!" It's not like she hasn't said anything about divorce before. Will he still laugh it off as a joke this time?
He still didn't answer her, he only had his meeting in mind. He repeated again: "Come back with me!" In his heart, as long as this woman goes back, there will be no parents nagging!
She nodded emphatically. She understands that divorce is also a luxury. She calmly said to him: "I'll go with you when I get something." In fact, she just wanted to escape his clutches. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com