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Chapter 7 2. Life within life

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    Aha guessed that Ah Xin must go to her residence in the morning to pick her up to go to work together.

    Sure enough, she instinctively found him near the guest house where she lived.

    From the hostel to the bus station on the main street, there is a zigzag alleyway, with a large number of dilapidated and crooked old houses on both sides of the alleyway. A big "demolition" has been written on each wall, and a big circle has been drawn for the character "demolition", just like  Many leaders draw circles on documents.  These temporary and dilapidated houses have been cut off from water and electricity, but there are still unwilling citizens who are nostalgic for their old residences or want to take advantage of it. They take government subsidies and live in them secretly, like moles, and probably never show up except for grocery shopping time.  .  Therefore, when the two men in black blocked Ah Xin in the alley and beat them hard in the early morning, the crackling sounds and cries for help were ignored by these thin, black, lazy citizens.  Afterwards, a woman opened the door and took a look at Ah Xin's hunched back, grunted a few times, then retracted and closed the door.

    Ah Xin passed out under the wall of the alleyway, was woken up by a burst of rain, and soon passed out again due to excessive blood loss.  The poor boy had several broken ribs and was lying on the ground like a dehydrated bean sprout.

    Aha sent him to a nearby hospital and stayed with him all the time.

    Ah Xin left the hospital secretly when he recovered from his injury.

    Ah Xin's family is in northern Guangdong, and he stayed in the city alone after graduating from a fashion design school.  He no longer dared to go back to work at the front line of fashion, nor did he dare to go back to the residence provided by the mall, so he followed Aha.  In order to save money, Aha moved out of the hostel, rented another house, and provided two simple single beds.  During the days of recuperation, Ah Xin seemed to be returning to his mother's arms, enjoying Ah Ha's meticulous care and care.  His body was not very strong, but after the injury he became as weak as a child, gasping for breath when he spoke, and felt hot at night when the air conditioner was not turned on, but when the air conditioner was turned on, all his bones felt stiff and sore.  Aha concentrates on cooking nutritious and delicious food for him every day, and finds some herbs to boil for him every day.  After Ah Xin drank the herbal medicine, he was no longer afraid of the air conditioner blowing at night, and slept comfortably until dawn.

    When Aha didn't go out, he sat by the window in a daze.

    Ah Xin leaned against her bedside, looking at her reluctantly.

    "Aha, in the legend of our hometown, the snail girl, that is, the fairy by the water, would go to the poor's house to help them wash and cook When I was very young, I didn't believe my mother's story.  It¡¯s false at first glance, and it¡¯s a legend that couldn¡¯t be more ancient. But now, I believe that there are real fairies, but it¡¯s hard for ordinary people to encounter them.¡±

    "Oh?" Aha was absent-minded.

    Ah Xin suddenly said loudly: "It's you! The fairy is Aha, I met a fairy!"

    Aha smiled lightly: "I'm just helping you, Ah Xin, because you helped me too, you were the first person to help me after I arrived in this city. Moreover, I am responsible for you being beaten.  "

    "To be honest, I don't know what happened to your little fellow. She must have been hidden by those guys."

    "I'm afraid it's not just hiding"

    "Don't worry too much, it's useless. Many good things happen in this city every day, and there are also many evil things that we don't know about. It depends on who falls on it."

    Ah Xin wanted to confide his inner feelings, which were as fluffy as the green grass in the rainy season, but Aha's slightly sad emotions made him feel inappropriate.

    "Aha, what are you thinking? Are you a little worried? Was anyone following you when you went out?"

    "No."

    "Did we spend all your money?"

    "not yet."

    "and you¡­¡­"

    "Leave me alone."

    "Aha, do you know that your melancholy appearance is so beautiful that it breaks my heart."

    Aha did not respond.

    Ah Xin changed another way, talking and singing: "Aha, dear, tell me what is on your mind, tell me what you are thinking. If you are still in love, let me share your happiness. If you have lost love  , let me share your pain."

    Aha laughed: "You can sing Teresa Teng's song? I thought that a boy like you in the city could only sing Internet love songs. It's been a long time since I sang!" She sighed deeply.

    "You must sing very well, because your voice is very beautiful. When I saw you for the first time, I was moved by the cuteness of you blowing bubbles; when I saw you for the second time, I was shocked by your beauty, and then  I was moved by your voice again."

    "Ah Xin, you can really talk. This is the first time I know you, a man who can speak sweet words like you."

    "You willIt was extremely quiet inside, and Ah Xin had disappeared.

    She lay down on the bed and began to feel the subtle changes in her body.  In fact, she has not had a period for several months, but she is afraid to face the fact.  It seems that her body no longer belongs to her completely. Secrets are parasitic inside it, and her life has produced a new life.  Her palms were covering her icy belly, which seemed to come alive with the warmth of her palms, spasming and shouting happily.  She felt that her body was being absorbed heavily on the bed, on the ground in mid-air, this body became bigger and softer, it could contain many, many lives, it could hold countless lives, just like the growth of trees, flowers and plants on the ground  , like sprouts after the rain and laughter in the sun.

    It must be a boy, a boy with thick black eyebrows and strong legs.  He was going to completely overturn her¡ªher fate and life.  She could no longer see Yan Ruqing, even though he was not far from her, waiting for her.  Yan Ruqing, her dream that can never be realized, although she is still praying for him at midnight every day, and her eyes are still searching for him every moment, but she is no longer his Aha, not the intact lover.

    In fact, she didn't fully understand Yan Ruqing, but only retained the initial perfect impression, the vertigo of the plateau night, the awakening of youth and waiting for each other, the eternal attachment of the first love.  Besides, what did she know about him?  How much do you know about him?  In addition to being gentle and polite, is his personality also surly?  Is his pursuit of art just an excuse?  Is he evading responsibility by treating everything as a process and not seeking results?  He can leave and abandon her at any time. Does it mean that he underestimates the things that good human nature depends on?  No matter how difficult he is to burn his passion for her, has his psychology changed?

    He is an illusion, from the very beginning, it has nothing to do with his cowardice, she created a huge illusion for herself, because he is something she has never experienced, a man from a civilized city outside the mountains.

    She couldn't think too much.  The child in her belly would enrich her life, but it would also bring her all the trials of practical life and new emotional torments.  She wants to cry, wants to welcome everything that has come after a big cry, and prepares her strength to accept those potential blows and trials.  For this reason, she must be stronger, healthier and more tolerant.

    Tolerance!  Everyone with a grudge will hear such exhortations.  However, if a person is not treated kindly by life and others, and is asked to be tolerant, and he (she) is still able to be tolerant, then he or she must be a special person.  True tolerance is actually so difficult to achieve. Thinking about it, she was moved by that man¡ªshe has been calling Wang Ying as "that man" in her heart since then. If it wasn't for Yan Ruqing, she might have  Crazy in love with that person.  That person always gave her a kind of deep care, gave her inspiration and strength in music, helped her find the gods in art, and found her own potential for various performances in music.  He was taciturn, but he was the most vigorous fire burning around her. People who had nothing to do with him thought he was a deep and indifferent person, but how could she not be sensitive to the extraordinary heat from him?  She was sensitive, and she was full of gratitude to him.  But how did she know that he was her doom, a demon lurking in her life journey, he took away her virginity from an eighteen-year-old girl, and she beat him to death (she always thought so), she became a murderer  ; and then she conceived his child, who was soon to come into the world

    She was thinking about whether to go back to Jinzhu Dazhai.  If she gave up her search for Yan Ruqing, she would lose her direction and motivation.  A bird without a dream is equivalent to having its wings broken. It is best to return to its old nest, seek the warmth of the past, gather the remaining feathers and thin bones, close its eyes, and slowly heal its wounds.

    But the bird is no longer a bird. There is already another life in this bird's life. Its life will undergo irreversible fission. Can it go back?  Even if we go back, is it still the fragrance of birds and flowers that used to be?  Did the fairy tale years on the plateau keep the light of her footprints?  Dawn and twilight, still engulfed in mysterious fantasies of the past?

    She fell asleep in a daze, feeling that the night blinded the windows, and only her own tiny breathing was in the dark room.  She didn't move, letting the feeling of her body being absorbed by the earth permeate her consciousness, she felt that she was sinking, sinking into the depths of the earth; her body was melting, melting in the darkness, silently  , boundless The door slammed softly, but she didn't bother to move.

    Ah Xin came in quietly, twisting a bag of fresh fruit bought from the supermarket in his hand.  Afraid of waking her up by turning on the light, he went to the kitchen lightly, turned on the light, and turned on the faucet to wash the fruit.

    The sound of water is very clear at night, reminding Aha of the shattering of ice cubes when the ice and snow melted in spring on the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau, the impact of the biting and clear spring water on the banks, and the trembling Qingdai mountain shadows in the fast-flowing water.

    The dimness of consciousness and the feeling of loose body disappeared, Aha was very awake and sat up.

    Ah Xin brought out the fruit, walked towards her without saying a word, sat gently on the bedside, and fed her.  It was a green carambola from the south, and when cut open it turned into a starfish with a beautiful five-pointed shape. The fresh sour and sweet smell made her ecstatic and hungry, and she began to eat like a doe.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)The dimness of consciousness and the feeling of loose body disappeared, Aha was very awake and sat up.

    Ah Xin brought out the fruit, walked towards her without saying a word, sat gently on the bedside, and fed her.  It was a green carambola from the south, and when cut open it turned into a starfish with a beautiful five-pointed shape. The fresh sour and sweet smell made her ecstatic and hungry, and she began to eat like a doe.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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