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? Wang Ying was very busy, starting at work and leaving quickly after get off work, the rhythm of his actions changed completely. The people in the band are not used to it, and they understand each other what's going on. The violinist smiled: "A good thing is a good thing. Don't you think it? Obviously, Mr. Wang plans to stay in Yungui City for a long time."
Someone asked: "Does he have a horse?"
"Even if there is such a thing, I won't tell you. Do you have a horse? Will you tell us?"
Everyone kept silent, and when they saw Wang Ying, they observed carefully.
In the past, he looked lonely as a foreigner, and he was not interested in anything, and he did not participate in all the activities that everyone loved-drinking strong wine, throwing darts, and playing billiards. In fact, apart from being allergic to alcohol, his darts have always been between the tenth ring and the ninth ring, and his billiard skills are also very high. He once won the provincial championship in Chengdu.
Everyone is so familiar with his face of a lonely mixed race. I can't see his shadow during the day, and I occasionally see him appearing in the rehearsal field of the local light music troupe, but he also looks like his soul is still in the dreamland. In the evening, though, at work, he was instantly rejuvenated and personable.
He is proud and intoxicated during working hours, but after get off work, he lives alone, and no one knows what he does during the empty day.
In the music industry, working is like dreaming.
Those music, those songs, no matter memories, yearning, sentimentality, love or hatred, heartbeat or heartbreak, which one is not a dream? The illusory, the serious, and the out-of-the-box are all shows, and the shows are shown again and again, endlessly, repeated every day. No matter how touching the love is, it will be tasteless even after singing it a hundred times; no matter how real the pain is, even if you describe it repeatedly, you will not know where the pain comes from. Therefore, this kind of consumer music is poison, and the spirit of the times it makes public is far less than the garbage it carries.
After spending the whole night in the garbage, Wang Ying will be very tired of reality and worldly life.
In the past, Wang Ying slept during the day and was not interested in anything else.
Everyone has psychological weaknesses. Out of an inexplicable psychology, Wang Ying doesn't like to see anyone during the day. Daytime life made him at a loss. Only when he appeared in the lights at night, under the gaze of countless eyes in the dreamy smoke, and in the relaxing music, did he immediately return to normal, showing a graceful and graceful demeanor.
This is not only because, if it is daytime, his snow-white "ghost" face will make people feel weird because of his expressionless face, and his long hair like a lion's head is also disgusted by old-fashioned city residents. Once, When he was shopping for clothes in the store, he heard adults and children talking about him behind him, calling him "ghost" and "long hair".
More importantly, there is almost no place for him in daytime life. He is so lonely, he doesn't eat the fireworks of the world, and has nothing to do with reality.
He no longer knows when he has been completely alienated from this daily worldly life. After a long time in the worldly life, it will feel very dull and dull. But without such a life, people's minds will lose the peace and health of ordinary people. Wang Ying, who has followed various theater troupes since he was a teenager, and has been in the entertainment industry for more than ten years, is a lonely eagle. The only things that accompany him are music and loneliness. Because of loneliness, I looked for cigarettes and strong tea as companions.
He is a man who longs for spiritual lightning. Although lightning is short, lightning will illuminate the world and life. At that moment, the world has only light. Lightning is the explosion of all accumulated power, the ultimate in pure light. Lightning cannot appear forever, but if the soul and life begin to fall into darkness, lightning must be needed to dispel all darkness and realize self-salvation.
In the course of his life, his lightning comes from dreams, music, and a strong and perfect self. Because he wants to generate electricity for himself.
Spiritual exhaustion often leaves tiredness and paleness on his face, so his face in secular life is always indifferent and silent.
During Wang Ying's wandering career, some books were always with him, such as "The Will to Love", such as "Thus Spoke Zarathus", such as "The Unbearable Lightness of Being". He is very clear that the clutter of bars, the anomie of nightlife, too much lonely time, the repeated consumption of popular music, etc., have corrupted and destroyed generations of bar singers and musicians, making them decadent, perverted and alienated of poison. A little slack will lead to destruction.
Reading and thinking, as well as some major events in life that have affected his spiritual soul, are the power source of his spiritual lightning.
Rousang was a lightning incident in the past two years, but this lightning brought him a sense of loss.
She is like a short dream, within reach, but fleeting. wheneverSitting by the French windows on the twenty-ninth floor, recalling his hazy expectations for Rousang and the lack of hearing from her, he would suddenly feel that it was actually a dream, and in reality, there was no Rousang at all.
When he picked up the books, he felt that she actually existed, but in those books and in those words.
Yes, she is in some words. When he reads her poems, she comes to life. But when the book was closed, she hid in the square characters again and never appeared again.
The only thing he can see every day is Aha. This young Bouyei girl is free, natural and real. But she is in her love affair. The relationship between her and Yan Ruqing is different from those boys and girls who collided in adolescence. She came to Yan Ruqing with her ethnic belief in love. What will happen is unknown.
On the surface, Ahha's appearance had nothing to do with Wang Ying, but only he himself understood that the lightning appeared again.
Moreover, this lightning will last a long time. What the result of the lightning, what the lightning will bring, he does not know. But he is confident that he will not be destroyed by lightning. The reason why he loves lightning is because his life and soul have always been refreshed and ascended in lightning.
Lightning illuminates his world, and lightning reveals the essence of life pursuit.
When he heard Aha's singing, his heart was deeply shocked. Dimly, he felt a new power, which brought hope to life and made the soul throb with joy.
Aha, the lightning in the confused sky. Not to mention her beauty¡ª¡ªWang Ying has been among beauties for more than ten years. The beauty of women's appearance and the flattery they like to make can no longer cause him uneasiness and confusion. He often just regards them as females. biological only. For more than ten years, how many beauties are short-lived, how many flowers bloom and then fall into the wind and dust, and are trampled into the mud! He often sees the rottenness covered by the brilliance on the surface, the ignorance and shallowness under the perfect face, the desire and ulterior motives behind the charming style In the end, all of them are smashed into mud and dust.
Wang Ying has always believed that it is impossible for women to maintain and stick to their perfection, because they live in a patriarchal society, because their lives are fragile and youthful, because of their own personality weaknesses, and because of all kinds of greed in human nature. He wants to be dark That's why he never gives his trust to beautiful women. Often when a woman fell in love with him openly or secretly, he would say, "Don't mess with me, or I'll whip out the whip!"
In terms of the use of the whip, he and Nietzsche are actually inconsistent. He's not Nietzsche and doesn't need to carry a whip. Nietzsche is not a gentleman, and at the same time too lacks the normal aesthetic ability of women. Furthermore, Nietzsche probably did not have the opportunity to see many beautiful women. Nietzsche must also be inexperienced in dealing with women. For Nietzsche, women are a threatening and unknown thing, so Nietzsche is timid. If he wants to deal with women, Nietzsche¡¯s gift to women is a whip. Nietzsche takes Whip went to them mainly to guard against them and want to subdue them.
Wang Ying is a well-educated modern man. He worships women divinely, has the ability to be in harmony with women, and has the desire to enjoy lightning and promote each other with women. But in his working environment, he had to see too many beautiful and humble women, so he had to hide the whip in his serious expression and eyes. His expression and his eyes could reject all frivolous women thousands of miles.
Certain women he worshiped as gods were his mother's type.
Wang Ying's love for his mother is more than just love. He has only seen her beautiful photos since he was a child, and he knows that she had a beautiful and bizarre encounter with his father. He knows very little about her. The feelings and inspirations gained from this experience enriched the image of his mother¡ªblonde curly hair, fair skin, high nose bridge, green eyes, tenderness, nobility, fraternity, and rich emotions. The perfect woman in his spiritual palace is a goddess
Aha, another goddess, is secretly influencing his soul.
Aha entered his heart and soul with her special voice, and her strange and gorgeous alien temperament made him feel kind and recognized. She is a real fresh and pure wild flower, ignorant of worldly affairs, with no distractions, and singing is all she has.
In this small city on the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau, the bar is not yet a gathering place for petty bourgeoisie, but a place where the local rich upstarts squander and the wealthy foreign businessmen gather for social gatherings. Those female singers, and even some female stars invited by the boss from other places, would always look for opportunities to smile and give their own business cards whenever they saw big money patronizing. They even entrust a middleman to seek a meal for the men, seek opportunities to accompany them to the south and north, and to Hong Kong and Macau.
Aha doesn't understand these things, let alone do such things. She only sings, sings with concentration, singing is the happiest and most beautiful thing for her.
Her voice came to the world from heaven, like the goddess of liberty, the spirit of nature, she lives happily in her songs.
The king eagle will look after the flock of sheep on the grass like an eagle in the sky and protect her well.
He had a premonition that life and soul could not resist the arrival of lightning in the long silence.
Lightning, strike me, strike me! Hack me! lightning! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)For her, it is the happiest and most beautiful thing.
Her voice came to the world from heaven, like the goddess of liberty, the spirit of nature, she lives happily in her songs.
The king eagle will look after the flock of sheep on the grass like an eagle in the sky and protect her well.
He had a premonition that life and soul could not resist the arrival of lightning in the long silence.
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