Han Ru and her man had been away for a while, Li Feng kept his head down and ate the food in silence, while Mo Yan watched him and tasted the sweetness of the red wine bit by bit!
"What's the matter? You're still not happy." Seeing that Li Feng hadn't spoken for so long, Mo Yan said with a smile.
Li Feng was startled, he was distracted for a while, but he forgot that Mo Yan was still beside him. "Look how unhappy I am."
Mo Yan smiled lightly. "The three words of unhappiness are written on your face, and you still say it."
"Is there?" Li Feng touched his face stupidly.
"Hey!" Mo Yan sighed softly. "I didn't expect you to be so dull. I thought you would never know how to write sorrow. Today I found out that you are so easy to be hit."
Li Feng was taken aback. "I'm easy to be hit, I'm not easy to be hit."
"I still don't admit it, you not only wrote three words on your face that I'm unhappy, but you also wrote that I'm tired, I lost, I'm sad and so on." Mo Yan stared at Li Feng's face and said seriously , as if there were so many meaningful words on Li Feng's face.
"Really? You have seen all this, it seems that I have really failed." Li Feng said with a long sigh.
"You failed there?" Mo Yan asked.
"Where am I not a failure? According to you, I am not a failure or what?" Li Feng responded.
After thinking about it, Mo Yan's expression also became darker with Li Feng. "Do you still like her?"
Li Feng was startled, not understanding why Mo Yan asked this. "There's nothing I like or don't like, but it's my first love after all, and it's hard to forget, especially seeing her face like this."
"Yeah, it's first love after all, how many people can cruelly forget the youthful feelings of first love." Mo Yan sighed, paused, and then continued, "Do you have hatred in your heart?"
Li Feng looked at Mo Yan, "Could it be that the word hate is written on my face?" He secretly thought.
"Really?" Mo Yan asked again.
"A little bit, hating myself for being useless, hating the coldness of the situation, hating the vicissitudes of the ages, hating the shallowness of the front, hating the futility of this life!"
"Don't talk about those useless things." Mo Yan interrupted Li Feng.
"Why is it useless? Am I wrong? Is it not that I am useless? Is it wrong to hate the cruelty of the world? If it is not the cruelty of the world, why are there so many gold-worshiping women? Is it wrong to hate the vicissitudes of the ages? How can there be today's social folk customs. Is it wrong to have a superficial relationship? If it is not because of a weak relationship, how could I be so lonely? Isn't it in vain, isn't it sad enough, isn't it miserable enough!"
"You are complaining, what you said is true, but it only means that your heart is occupied by these things, isn't your destiny changing, you will be better, and the people around you will be better too , in my eyes, you are not a cowardly person, but I didn't expect you to be so beaten because of a woman that you can't even figure out your own heart, do you really care about her so much?" Looking at Li Feng, he was a little excited Mo Yan also became a little excited.
"What do I like about her?" Thinking back to the past, Li Feng was struggling to find the original miss.
Mo Yan looked at him, looked at his changing expression, the original playful, mischievous, smooth-talking, naughty ruffian was gone, and some were just looking like an infatuated man, although the object of his infatuation It was someone else, but at least at this moment his breath was attractive.
"I like that he calls me Feng, that soft call can always stir my heart! But now that I think about it, it seems that she just called me that to please me, before she said all kinds of needs I like her to be with me We ate six yuan a bowl of ramen together. She was always worried that I would not be full and gave me the leftovers from her meal. At that time, I was always very touched, but now I think it¡¯s just because she doesn¡¯t like to eat. That kind of thing does that I like that she took my arm and walked me around the campus paths, but now that I think about it, it seems like she is always bored, has nothing to do, and only wants to do it in the dark night. I I like her to study with me, hum a little song together, and go shopping together, but she always seems to have some kind of purpose behind all of this! I still remember that I saved some money and took her to the movies together, stretching out my hand there She wants to have sex with me in the movie theater where I can't see five fingers | I don't want to love, I used to fantasize about saving that kind of beautiful things until the most suitable time, but she dumped me because of I dumped me because I couldn't meet her needs, she dumped me just because I had no money, she dumped me just because she was ashamed to be with me, just because because of thesehe dumped Love me, I like her, what do I like about her, I Istupid? Am I stupid Am I stupid Am I terribly stupid Am I useless"
"How can you be stupid, how can you be stupid, how can you be stupid, you are kind, you are cute, you have a dream in your heart, but the dream is broken, that dream stained your heart and tore your heart Love and tenderness, twist your heart, that dream is broken don't you think you should take a good rest and look for another dream? I believe that when the next dream comes, it will be fulfilled, it will make you happy, it will Let you enjoy life again and taste the true meaning of happiness! And you are excellent in my heart, no one can say that you are useless, even if there is, I am willing to accompany you to use my hands to prove to them that we are the best of."
Looking at Nongwu and her hopeful eyes, Li Feng's heart was touched slightly. "What's the use of what you said? Although it sounds good, the truth is very different. Have you ever been in love? Can you understand my feelings?"
"I've never been in love, but I have love in my heart. Is there a difference between love?" Mo Yan tried her best to bring back Li Feng who is now so depressed. She read every word clearly, she She didn't think Li Feng would fail to understand, but she was afraid that Li Feng would not listen.
"Is there no difference? Li Feng asked softly.
Mo Yan was startled. "Is there a difference?"
"I know what you mean, thank you, I'm fine, she is not worthy of my love, nor worthy of my hatred, I just feel a little worthless." Li Feng turned his head and looked at her blankly again. desktop.
"Are you really all right?" Mo Yan asked suspiciously.
"Then did you have love when you were acting?" Li Feng, who had been quiet for a while, suddenly turned his head to look at Mo Yan and asked.
"Yes, without love, it is impossible to impress those audiences." Mo Yan replied without thinking.
Li Feng smiled. "Then you are really fraternal."
Mo Yan shook her head and sighed softly, "I know what you mean, but you didn't understand what I said, so let me ask you, that day you were filming for the first time, and in those short few minutes, did you have love? ?"
"Do I have love!" Li Feng read softly. "Is pity love? Is it love to see Yifei's tenderness and wants to take care of it? Is it love that my heart beats together in that short moment?"
"Of course it's love. It's not because of who you love, but because you have the experience of love, the mood of love. It just needs to be like this to show that you have love, even if it's just a few minutes." , even if the other party is not Yi Fei, even if it is not that play, but you have already integrated into that artistic conception, then the feeling you show is love, love is invisible, you need to experience it with your heart, not with your eyes See, and we just need to express this kind of love with our hearts, you can understand that you say I love me fraternally, but you say I am good at loving!" Mo Yan explained.
Li Feng smiled dryly. What Mo Yan said was true, but she didn't think that if it was a different person, a different scene, or a different atmosphere, he would still be able to show that feeling!
The heart is easy to change, especially for people with sensitive minds. Li Feng doesn't think he will be very fraternal, but he doesn't conclude that he will remain the same! He more or less listened to what Mo Yan said, but just hearing it didn't mean he would agree. While nodding to express his understanding, he chose to bury the more serious matter in his heart. The more he talked, the more messy he was. He chose to deal with this kind of mess by himself. If he had a choice, he wouldn't let Mo Yan get too entangled because of him! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com