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035 Going home is a dream

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    "Playing with labor and management, you can't die if you play with it, you stinky bitch." After going out the door, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, then took it out and lit one, took a deep breath, looked back at the building, and smiled lightly  Laughing, Li Feng walked out.

    Home, there is not even a home here, and you still talk about going home, there is no home to go back to.  Thinking of this, Li Feng stopped, took out the rare one-time mobile phone from his pocket, and dialed a few numbers.

    "Beep, beep, beep!"

    "Hey, is it Xiaofeng?" As soon as the phone was connected, a woman's questioning voice came from the other end, and the voice was slightly bitter.

    Li Feng was startled for a while, listening to his mother's voice, he clearly felt that his mother's voice was getting older and muffled again!  Li Feng's throat couldn't help being hoarse.  "Hey, mom is me, I'm Xiaofeng."

    "Xiaofeng, why did it take me so long to call back? If you don't call back, we won't be able to contact you. Hey~! How can I say you? How are you now? Is it hot over there now? Summer vacation  Why don¡¯t you come back? Your dad nags you all day long, saying that you are heartless, and you don¡¯t know how to call back often when you are outside. Your dad also said that you are only allowed this time.  Don¡¯t come back when you come backHey~! How can one take care of yourself outside alone, oh, by the way, have you had breakfast, if you haven¡¯t!"

    "Mother Xiaofeng, why would you have breakfast after noon? You are so serious, you actually said that there is something you don't have!"

    "What I said is wrong, tell me, let you say a few words to your son, but you don't say anything, and you blame me for saying something wrong, Xiaolin, your brother Xiaofeng called, you want to talk to your son  Brother, are you talking"

    "Really, brother Xiaofeng is calling, wait, wait for me for a while, I want to talk to brother Xiaofeng, I haven't talked to brother Xiaofeng for a long time."

    "Xiaofeng, girl Xiaolin wants to talk to you, hehe, she was so anxious that she ran away with her shoes. Hehe, this girl!"

    Listening to the family on the other side of the cold phone talking about how they cared about themselves, I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart. I have been in Beishi for several years and every time I make a call, I always hear my mother talking non-stop.  It's that mother really cares about herself, every time, every sentence, every sound is caring about herself, he can clearly feel it, feel the care of heart and heart, the fetters of love and love.

    It's not that my father is unwilling to talk to me, it's just that men sometimes don't need too many words to express their emotions. My father understands me and supports me silently.

    Li Feng leaned against a fence next to the sidewalk, then slowly slid down, then squatted down, buried his head deeply into his knees, and then smoked one cigarette after another, listening to his mother talking.

    "Brother Xiaofeng, are you still there? Hehe! I'm Xiaolin." There was a burst of clear laughter from the other end.

    "Here, Xiaolin hasn't approved yet, how dare I hang up the phone." Li Feng choked his throat before he said.

    There was a burst of laughter from the other end, "It's not too bad, otherwise I want you to look good when you come back."

    "If you want me to look good, who did you learn from? Who taught me, girl Xiaolin, so badly." Li Feng deliberately suppressed his voice to strengthen his anger.

    It is conceivable that the girl Xiaolin on the opposite side must be grimacing at this time. The two grew up together, and Xiaolin has been following Li Feng's buttocks all the time.  Pretending to be fierce.  "Brother Xiaofeng, you're scaring me again. Be careful. I'll tell auntie to teach you a lesson."

    "Hey, learn to sue, be careful, I will go back and beat your ass." Li Feng smiled lightly.

    "Brother Xiaofeng, when will you come back, I miss you!" The other party's voice suddenly sank.

    "Soon" Li Feng replied lightly. He didn't know what else to say besides this. He is not the kind of person who has no dreams. When his dreams have not come true, he always feels that going home has become a dream.  .

    "That's what you said last time when you called, but you didn't come back from summer vacation." The voice over there became a little choked up.

    "This time it's true, believe me, I'll go back soon." Li Feng always said this time after time, even though he knew that the other party would not believe him, he still said this every time.

    "Okay, then take care of yourself. I called my aunt, and she misses you very much." There was no sound for a short while.

    "Why don't I miss you!"

    "Hey~! Xiaofeng, are you still in class after summer vacation? Girl Xiaolin misses you so much, every time you call you make her unhappy for several days, really, I don't know what to say  you?? good.  "Mom is an ordinary person, she hasn't even gone to school for a few days, and she can't say much, but every time she says these things to Li Feng, she always reveals endless meanings.

    "Mom, I know in my heart, I will go back soon, you and Dad should take care of your health." Li Feng lit another cigarette, and he had smoked a dozen or so in a while.

    "What else can we do at home, you only need to pay attention when you are outside alone, you have to eat well, drink well, and dress well, don't freeze, if you have no money, call back, we will give you  In the past, although the family is poor, it is not bad for the money you spent. Mom knows that you are striving and doesn't want to burden the family, but you don't tell the family anything, and you don't want anything from the family.  The more this happens, the more we worry about you, do you know?"

    "Mom!" Li Feng called softly.

    "Xiaofeng, don't hold back all the hardships, and tell the family if you have anything!"

    "Mom! Let's not talk about it, I'm going to be busy, I'll call next time!"

    "Well, you have to take care of yourself, you know!"

    With a sound of "ž~!", Li Feng closed the phone.

    "Hush!" He took a long puff of smoke, and the shadow of the smoke was straight and long

    The promise betrayed the promise, the knife betrayed the lingering, the tears betrayed the eyes, and his sentence I will go home soon always betrayed his own heart.

    Maybe no less than ten or twenty times before and after, he always said this to his family, is this considered perfunctory!  Maybe, he himself also felt that he gradually began to ignore the thoughts of the people around him, and indifferent to everything about them!  No matter how carefree and optimistic he is on the surface, it can't erase the melancholy and secret self-sorrow deep in his heart.  Multiple personalities, this is obvious, so he is more sensitive and easily entangled, but this is also when he is alone, he is not good at bringing sadness to others, and is better at bringing good things to those around him  , and leaving all the bad things to himself alone, in his eyes, this is a principle, and it is a life rule

    Look at his appearance, leaning against the corner, huddled by the side of the road, burying his head deep in his legs, throwing a pack of cigarettes in front of him, and passing the lit cigarette to his mouth from time to time, taking deep breaths hesitating  A cloud of smoke flashed across the eyes

    Decadent?  No, that was all staged on TV, but in reality such people will undoubtedly be classified into three categories, one is playing cool, the other is frustrated in life, and the third is mentally ill!

    And Li Feng has undoubtedly monopolized two kinds. He has been frustrated, and he cannot live according to his own ideas, which is enough for him to be frustrated. Besides, he is mentally ill. In this society, who dares to guarantee that he is absolutely not mentally ill?  , and Li Feng is the kind of person who absolutely dares to admit that he has a mental illness, but he will not treat this kind of illness, he will only find ways to make up for it in his life.  .

    A phone call evoked many thoughts in him, and he suddenly found that his life in the past 21 years seemed not as exciting as the past few days.  Consider whether you want to continue this kind of career forever (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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