Shen Yunqiu took advantage of the New Year's Day holiday to visit Tan Hongmei in prison. After Tan Hongmei was imprisoned, this was the first time Shen Yunqiu went to see her.
Tan Hongmei lost a lot of weight, and when she saw Shen Yunqiu, she had an expression of joy on her face.
"Sister, are you okay?" Shen Yunqiu felt her nose sour since entering the door.
Tan Hongmei smiled and said, "I'm fine, don't worry! I've been waiting for you to come and see me."
Shen Yunqiu was stunned, she didn't expect Tan Hongmei to look forward to seeing her. In fact, Yang Yin has always opposed her going to see Tan Hongmei, thinking it's not worth it. But Shen Yunqiu always felt in her heart that there should be such a trace of sisterhood between her and Tan Hongmei, even if Tan Hongmei really did something sorry for her, she still didn't want to just cut off contact with her.
She looked at the wrinkles that Tan Hongmei showed because she no longer wore makeup, and suppressed the sadness in her heart and asked her: "Do you have something to tell me?"
Tan Hongmei nodded and said, "Yes. I've always wanted to say sorry to you! Are you blaming me?"
"I have, but not for myself, but for Jingdong." Shen Yunqiu said softly.
Tan Hongmei nodded again, and asked with a self-deprecating smile: "Am I sad now?" Without waiting for Shen Yunqiu's answer, she continued: "My husband filed for divorce, and my son doesn't want to come to see me. My father wants to marry me. After breaking up the relationship, my mother blamed me for harming my younger brother! He was the only one who took everything on himself and only wanted me to go out earlier."
Shen Yunqiu knew that she was talking about Sun Tingkai. Yang Yin once told her that after Sun Tingkai entered, he not only admitted everything, but also admitted that he ordered and threatened what Tan Hongmei did, saying that Tan Hongmei was an accomplice. Yang Yin said that Sun Tingkai is still a man only in this matter.
Shen Yunqiu said in a low voice: "He is nothing more than making up for it. If he really loved you, he shouldn't have taken you all the way to a dead end."
Tan Hongmei suddenly laughed: "Yunqiu, do you know why I like you? Because you are sometimes very smart, and sometimes you are so simple that it makes people feel distressed. In this world, unless you are willing, how can anyone run away with you? I He's really not a good person. It's a later thing to like you more and more. At first, I really put your life and death at risk."
Shen Yunqiu raised her eyes and looked at her, her eyes were full of grief. Tan Hongmei said the things she never wanted to admit in her heart, it was like a soap bubble being burst, leaving only a circle of greasy water stains.
"Don't look at me with such pity. I don't think I have anything pitiful. It's not bad now. At least I don't have to rack my brains every day to calculate and hurt people. It can be regarded as letting my soul I have been quiet for a while." Tan Hongmei said calmly.
"Do you need me to do something for you?" Shen Yunqiu asked.
Tan Hongmei's eyes showed gratitude, and she said softly, "No need. I'm waiting for you to come. Apart from saying thank you, I also want to remind you to stay as far away from Yuan Qinlan and Yu Fei as possible. Although I also Not a good person, but Yuan Qinlan's scheming is really everywhere."
Shen Yunqiu stopped her from continuing: "Don't talk about Yuan Qinlan. The tricks were exhausted, but Qingqing's life was missed. I think, she is talking about people like her. I don't want to know what she did, it's all in the past In the future, she will not be able to hurt me. I will not let others hurt me again. "
A trace of surprise flashed across Tan Hongmei's eyes, and then there was a trace of understanding. She asked, "Did you break up with Yu Jingdong?"
"En." Shen Yunqiu responded.
Tan Hongmei smiled and said, "Jingdong is a good husband candidate. Unfortunately, he is really not suitable for you."
Shen Yunqiu was very surprised why Tan Hongmei had such an idea, and immediately asked her: "Why do you say that?"
"He only wanted to protect you, but he didn't understand that you are actually stubborn. A stubborn person will only surrender when he encounters a strong and unreasonable person. Yu Jingdong is not the kind of man who is so strong that he is unreasonable. He is too calm , so it is inevitable that opportunities will be missed." Tan Hongmei said.
"Sun Tingkai is too tough to be unreasonable, right?" Shen Yunqiu asked.
Tan Hongmei was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "That's right. So, I don't regret dying."
Shen Yunqiu has nothing to say. In Tan Hongmei's world, there is actually no belief, right or wrong, only her blind following of Sun Tingkai, even though she is now in prison, she has no regrets. This made Shen Yunqiu feel sad for her, and even more angry with those ordinary people who lost their homes because of her. Although she didn't want to blame Tan Hongmei for what she did to her, she couldn't accept her outlook on life that was neither right nor wrong.
Shen Yunqiu stood up slowly, and finally said to Tan Hongmei: "I'm afraid I won't come to see you again. If??What do you need me to do for you, you can tell me now. "
Tan Hongmei smiled lightly and said, "I don't need your help. There is no Tan Hongmei in this world, only No. 056."
Walking out of the prison, Shen Yunqiu let out a long breath, the past will be lost one day, no matter how reluctant it is, it will be the past, and there is still a long way to go in the future.
She looked at the time, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Hua made an appointment for them to meet at Fayin Temple at four o'clock in the afternoon, and talked with the abbot Yuan Huiqing.
It was past four o'clock when we arrived at Fayin Temple, and when Gu Hua saw her, he complained in a low voice: "I told you four o'clock, why are you here now?"
"I'm going to see Tan Hongmei." Shen Yunqiu said while shaking her hand at Guan Qingqing who was greeting her.
Gu Hua was stunned, and asked incredulously, "Are you going to see Tan Hongmei?"
Shen Yunqiu nodded to her. Liu Jiangfeng signaled them to keep quiet and listen attentively to Yuan Hui's explanation of Buddhist principles.
Shen Yunqiu listened for a while, but felt that it was abstruse and difficult to understand, so she had no intention of listening to it, and quietly retreated, wanting to appreciate Fayin Temple alone.
As soon as she walked outside the scripture room, Guan Qingqing called her to stop behind her: "Wait for me, Yunqiu."
"Why did you come out too?" Shen Yunqiu asked with a smile.
Guan Qingqing also said with a smile: "For a person like me who has been deeply involved in the world, Buddhism is hard to save."
The two walked towards the less crowded place with their arms, Guan Qingqing asked: "Why are you alone recently? It seems that I haven't seen Yang Yin for a long time."
"He's in Lin Hai." Shen Yunqiu replied.
Guan Qingqing stopped in her tracks, faced Shen Yunqiu and said, "Jianping and I will remarry on the 1st of next month. I want to hold a small party then, so you two can come together."
Shen Yunqiu looked at her and said, "Congratulations!"
Guan Qingqing took Shen Yunqiu's arm again and walked forward, saying quietly: "There is nothing to congratulate, it is nothing more than going back to the old road."
Through this period of contact, Shen Yunqiu discovered that Guan Qingqing was actually a lonely woman. Most of her life focuses on social entertainment, collecting all kinds of useful information for mastery, and maintaining various personal connections. However, what Mo Jianping provided her was all kinds of material wealth, but there was very little real communication between husband and wife. Most of the time, the husband and wife have separate lives. Many times, Mo Jianping spends his time outside without telling Guan Qingqing.
Shen Yunqiu sometimes thinks of herself and Yang Yin because of this. The marriage has come, in fact, she and Yang Yin also get together less and leave more, and they are busy with different entertainments. She was very afraid that one day, she would walk the same path as Guan Qingqing, in the endless loneliness, decorate her loneliness with prosperity. Therefore, she began to sympathize with Guan Qingqing, and gradually shed her little defense against her, and hid it quietly. Although some ideas will pop up from time to time, it's just a gimmick.
"That's what marriage is like. You may not be able to protect everything you want to protect." Shen Yunqiu said softly.
Guan Qingqing didn't make a sound, just walked in silence. They didn't return in a hurry until Liu Jiangfeng called to find them.
"Oh, where are you two going?" Liu Jiangfeng came over and pulled Shen Yunqiu to the scripture room, "Waiting for you! Master Yuan Hui drew a picture of Guanyin, you come to write scriptures for the book. "
Shen Yunqiu entered the room as he said, and it took an hour to finish transcribing the scriptures. Liu Jiangfeng was very happy when he saw it, while Yuan Hui said, "After I consecrate this treasure, I will send it to your home."
Liu Jiangfeng agreed happily, and then left Fayin Temple with Shen Yunqiu and others, and went to Huilongzhai to eat vegetarian food. On the way, Liu Jiangfeng asked Shen Yunqiu: "I heard from Xiaogu, have you gone to see Tan Hongmei?"
Shen Yunqiu nodded and didn't answer.
"How is her condition?" Liu Jiangfeng didn't intend to let her go.
"It's okay." Shen Yunqiu replied.
Liu Jiangfeng glanced at her and said, "Tell me, why did you go to see her?"
Shen Yunqiu regretted that he shouldn't have told Gu Hua the truth just now, and now he didn't know what kind of medicine Liu Jiangfeng sold in the gourd, so he insisted on asking himself why he went. She pondered for a while and said: "There is no special reason. After all, she treated me well later on. I can never forget that I rely on her to have today's wealth. As for those grievances, it is better to forget. Life is short Years, I always remember those unpleasant things, and people live in an uncomfortable way."
Liu Jiangfeng took a deep look at her, and sighed: "It's rare for you to think so. I thought that if you kept announcing them, you must also hate her. Well, it's actually not easy! In this world, the strong are king, If you don't eat people, you will be eaten by others. Yunqiu, if you want to succeed in your career, you have to train your heart to be even harder!"
Shen Yunqiu smiled noncommittally. Although Liu Jiangfeng and the others were allies of Tan Hongmei and Sun Tingkai, if Sun Tingkai hadn't gritted his teeth and insisted on not confessing anyone after Tan Hongmei and Sun Tingkai fell, Liu Jiangfeng would not be so embarrassed at this moment. But she seemed to be kind enough to remind Shen Yunqiu, but the fact was that Shen Yunqiu felt the indifference of these people, the kind of hypocritical communication that came from the bottom of her heart and regarded everyone as a tool. She hated this kind of hypocritical socializing, but she had to do it, which made her feel more and more sad. When there is no one around, she often looks in the mirror and says to herself: "Shen Yunqiu, you have fallen too." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)He smiled softly. Although Liu Jiangfeng and the others were allies of Tan Hongmei and Sun Tingkai, if Sun Tingkai hadn't gritted his teeth and insisted on not confessing anyone after Tan Hongmei and Sun Tingkai fell, Liu Jiangfeng would not be so embarrassed at this moment. But she seemed to be kind enough to remind Shen Yunqiu, but the fact was that Shen Yunqiu felt the indifference of these people, the kind of hypocritical communication that came from the bottom of her heart and regarded everyone as a tool. She hated this kind of hypocritical socializing, but she had to do it, which made her feel more and more sad. When there is no one around, she often looks in the mirror and says to herself: "Shen Yunqiu, you have also fallen." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com