Civilization fell on Sister Xin, and the two hugged each other naked, sweat flowing between each other's bodies. After a while, Wen Wenming got off Sister Xin and lay beside her, resting her head with her hands. Sister Xin smiled ambiguously, shaking Wen Wenming's heart and soul. At that moment, Wenming really owned a woman for the first time, but Wenming knew that Sister Xin did not belong to him.
Sister Xin turned over and lit a cigarette by the bedside, and handed another one to Wenming. She held the cigarette between the ten and middle fingers of her left hand, and the wedding ring on her hand was particularly conspicuous between the flickering of the cigarette butt.
"I've been married for five years! He and I were childhood sweethearts. We went from kindergarten to university together. I wouldn't marry him if he wanted to, and I wouldn't marry if he wanted me. But they didn't allow us to get married, saying that we were cousins!" Sister Xin fell into a trap. In the inexplicable pain, civilization does not know what to say.
"I told my cousin that we can have no children, but they still disagree, and our parents are against it too!" Sister Xin lit another cigarette, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you these things."
"It's okay! You know I don't mind listening!"
"Alright, just treat me as an old woman who is nagging!" Sister Xin smoked a cigarette, and said after a long time, "At the beginning, I hated those who prevented us from being together. At that time, my cousin and I were living and dying. I refused to separate, so I fled here in order to get rid of their entanglement. My cousin got an ID card in Hong Kong through his friend's relationship, so we can get married in a fair manner. In fact, it doesn't matter whether we get married or not. It's just a name, as long as two people are really together, but my cousin said that I have suffered so much with him, and I should give me a name no matter what. I accept his love, but when it comes to the premarital examination, I don't know. It was found out that I had an accumulation of tumors and had to be removed. The doctor told us that I would not be able to conceive after the operation, and told us to think carefully. I was completely stunned. I didn¡¯t know why God treated me like that. It was finally possible. I was with my cousin freely, but my cousin said that health is the most important thing, and we don't plan to have children anyway. He said that he would stay with me for the rest of his life and take good care of me for the rest of his life Later, I had an operation, and the operation was a success. After recovery, we received a marriage certificate. On the day of the wedding, we did not invite anyone, and the two of us spent the wedding night. After marriage, life has been very happy. , my cousin, he works in Hong Kong, he comes back by car every day to reunite with me, and takes me out to play on weekends. You said, what extravagance can a woman have with such a man?"
Civilization didn't strike up a conversation, just listen to her finish.
"But" Sister Xin trembled with her cigarette in her hand, "In the first few years, we were still like when we were young, thinking that as long as he loves me and I love him, we can carry on our marriage to the end, but , Later, I slowly realized that something was missing Yes, it is a child. Children are the fruit of love. Children are the maintenance of marriage. But I just can't bear children. I told my cousin what was in my heart Painful, he said that he would continue to love me without a child, and told me not to think about it. However, I know that he is also desperately longing to have a child. Slowly, the atmosphere at home changed. I stayed at home all day to watch TV, I don¡¯t go anywhere, as soon as there is a scene of a child on TV, my heart hurts, and I don¡¯t care about housework, I make a mess everywhere, my cousin saw that I was in a trance, and invited a doctor to treat me, doctor Said that I was suffering from depression and had to rely on psychotherapy. This, I also know, I feel ashamed of my cousin. I don¡¯t want him to have no offspring for me. For this reason, I even thought about divorcing him , but since childhood, he is the only boy I like. He is the shoulder I lean on. Without him, I will have nothing. I am very contradictory and struggled for a long time. Finally, I told my thoughts He, my cousin was silent for a long time, I begged him to divorce me, I said that I could not bring him family happiness, my cousin cried, he said that I was everything to him, that I only cared about my own ideas Regardless of his feelings, he said that I was too cruel to him In the end, my cousin still did not agree to my request. He said that we can separate temporarily, but he will not give up on me easily, and I hope I don¡¯t either. Give up our marriage so quickly. That night, I held him and cried all night. The next day, my cousin went to Hong Kong. Before leaving, he hired a nanny for me and gave me a sum of money. I used it to do what I wanted to do After my cousin left, my whole world was in darkness. I didn't eat or drink for three days, and the nanny wanted to call my cousin, so I stopped her and gave her some I quit her because of the money. I told myself, I have to do something, otherwise, if I really left my cousin, I would not know how to live Later, I opened this bookstore. My previous dream, at that time, I often thought that when I have a bookstore, I will put all my favorite books in it, and the bookstore will be laid out according to my favorite layout - there must be a big floor-to-ceiling window, and I can see everything outside from the bookstore. Put a few more chairs in the room, and guests can sit on them.?Leaning against the window to rest, and then put on soothing music So, after all of this, the days gradually calmed down, and I became free from the world. "Sister Xin was intoxicated by this kind of comfort, and her heart became peaceful. (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com