Then, she began to eat vegetables slowly, so as not to waste Han Dong's hard work. As she ate, she felt a little sour in her heart. Han Dong was about to leave, and she would never be able to eat such professional hometown food again.
There is no one else who can appear in this room, talk to her, give her support and comfort, and make her feel that she is not alone.
Just when he was feeling a little sentimental, Han Dong suddenly leaned over and asked seriously: "Ah Shi, have you ever thought about leaving Shanghai as well? Leave these gossip and gossip, and live a peaceful life."
Xiao Shi was taken aback for a moment, quickly chewed twice, swallowed the food in his mouth, and said dully: "But, I have a job here."
"Where can't I work? Yongde won't have a good job?" Han Dong tried his best to persuade, as if he had put himself in her shoes and made plans for her. "Otherwise, we can also go to Heshun together, since it's close to home anyway. Didn't you say before that you were envious of your senior sister opening a coffee shop? At that time, you can also open one in the ancient town, or a few of us Partner, open a big one. Although the income may not be as much as you are now, but our family's consumption is also low, and life is not necessarily worse than Shanghai. Especially the housing price."
Han Dong looked around the low old house, "You see you are still living in this kind of rental house. If you go back, at least you can live comfortably and live a comfortable life."
Xiaoshi's eyebrows moved, as if touched. Han Dong said more deeply: "You are here because you have found a job, but you have no home!"
Xiao Shi put down her chopsticks, thought for a while and said, "Actually, I don't care how much I earn. Anyway, I can't spend that much. It's just that my parents finally raised me, and I'll go back I always feel a little awkward." .¡±
Han Dong expected what she would say, nodded immediately and said: "Yes, how many people don't want to leave after coming to a big city, that's what you think. I'd rather wrong myself and live aggrieved than Not going back to my hometown. Thinking about it, I finally came out, and it would be embarrassing to go back. If you ask me, it¡¯s all a dead end, I can¡¯t figure it out!¡±
"Just like you, look, you have come out, your horizons have been broadened, and you have seen what you should see, isn't it good? What's the matter when you go back? There is nowhere as good as your hometown!"
Xiao Shi remained silent, as if he was seriously pondering Han Dong's words.
Han Dong paused for a while, his tone sank, and he was deeply touched, "Ah Shi, it's not me, your parents are not young, especially your father, who is not in good health. People have so many decades in their lives, so , You must distinguish which end is heavy and which is light. Otherwise, it will pass in a flash."
He stared at Xiaoshi's downcast eyes, "Say, what else is more important than relatives? Those extraneous things are just passing by, and those people who rub shoulders are just passing by, so there is no need to be too persistent."
Xiaoshi finally raised her eyes to meet him, and in her bright pupils, something that was once firm began to waver.
On Christmas Day, there is a festive atmosphere everywhere. Such a day is the most suitable for writing a happy ending.
On the Internet, people are also scrambling to send the news that they love to hear: the mysterious mistress has disappeared, and the real wife has returned with a high profile. Not only did she vigorously defend her husband in her personal statement, claiming to absolutely believe in his character, but she also took it personally, clarifying the "unnecessary" incidents of the past few days gossip.
In the morning, a certain financial media first exposed the news that the two of them attended a certain business event together. In a series of high-definition pictures, the young president in a suit and leather shoes and the gorgeously dressed temperament lady walked side by side, standing hand in hand, perfectly matched, and envious of others.
? In the evening, major entertainment websites published texts and pictures of Zhou Shaoting and his wife dining in a revolving restaurant one after another, causing many netizens to shout that the president has a good mood, and the husband and wife show their affection, don't want it.
In the evening, more convincing photos flowed out, and even some big Vs on Weibo rushed to repost them. Zhou Shaoting and his wife returned to their villa in Jing'an District together. The photos seemed to be taken secretly, so there were only the backs of the two of them. The man's figure is straight and dignified, while the woman is holding his arm. Although it doesn't seem very intimate, it is more in line with the natural familiarity of a couple who have been married for many years.
Xiaoshi stared at these news late into the night, updating them over and over again, all with similar content, conveying similar messages until her vision was blurred, and she didn't know whether she was dazzled or in tears. In short, none of those words could be read clearly, and those pictures were all blurred colors.
She felt that she didn't know the actor who was more dazzling than a star at all, as if she was watching something about strangers, but why did her heart hurt so much?
She also wanted to follow Sun Xiaonan's example and firmly said "believe", but why should she?
After all, she and Zhou Shaoting are really just strangers, not even a marriage contract. The once so deep feelings were cultivated bit by bit over the years, but once indifferent, perhaps, only one event is needed.
Even if, Zhou Shaoting didn't do it out of his own heart, but acted out of necessity, but isn't this even more sad?
If you can't help yourself, why talk about personal affairs!
She is willing to be his alone, and always will be; but he is not hers alone, never has been.
Xiaoshi turned off the computer, rubbed her sore and swollen eyes, put on a down jacket, and walked into the courtyard.
The damp and cold air poured into the nasal cavity, bringing a burst of penetrating and stimulating comfort. At the end of the line of sight, a sycamore tree that has lost all its leaves stands proudly.
She didn't pay much attention to this tree before, but tonight, she felt that this tree was eye-catching and abrupt that could not be ignored. She stared at it, and felt that it seemed to be watching her silently, and the branches bent and stretched out in a stubborn shape, as if to tell her something.
This night, there was fog, and the fog surrounded the light of the street lamps, forming a huge yellow light cluster, covering the lonely old sycamore tree, making it look like a dream from a previous life.
Xiao Shi was in a daze, and walked straight over, slowly spreading her slender fingers, and sticking to the cold tree trunk, it felt moist to the touch, like a lover's crying face.
She murmured in her heart: Are you waiting for someone too? But the person I'm waiting for can't wait any longer
She breathed out a breath of white air, which entangled with the night mist and dispersed.
What else is there to miss in this city?
Xiaoshi thought of what Han Dong had said to her last night, and for some reason, she suddenly became tempted and wanted to leave.
The first time she left Shanghai was to get rid of his memory. The second time she wanted to leave Shanghai, she was pressed by Zhou Shaoting, who was still her boss, and found out that he was secretly investigating Kang Ning, so she quit her job in a fit of anger, intending to stay away from right and wrong, but was forcibly taken to Yinan Valley by him
?Thinking of Yi Nangu, Xiao Shi felt an unbearable pain in his heart, his fingers were digging at the bark, his nails turned white.
Since I can't go back anymore, I might as well leave.
But this time, she didn't want to forget, but to remember! Leave here, keep that love in your heart, continue to polish it slowly in the days without him, no longer be disturbed by complicated world affairs, no longer be slandered by gossip, no longer be slandered and trampled by anyone.
Just like a tree without annual rings is still lush and youthful.
In an instant, Xiaoshi's mind became extremely firm.
However, if she knew that under the same moonlit night, a man had looked at the tree and had the same sigh as her, would her decision at this moment be different?
On the second day, Xiaoshi made it clear to Chi Lan that she didn't want to do it anymore. Chi Lan was very surprised, looked her up and down, and found that she didn't seem to be emotional, but serious.
Since Xiaoshi is still in the three-month trial period, both parties can terminate the contract at any time, and Chi Lan has no right to refuse her. She only advises her to go back and think about it, and not to be impulsive.
However, Xiaoshi was so determined that she even prepared her resignation letter, and said sincerely to Chi Lan that she hoped to leave after handing over the work, and she didn't want to delay any longer.
Although the matter was a bit hasty, Chi Lan didn't make much effort to keep her. She also understood Xiao Shi's current embarrassing situation, so she could understand her decision very well.
The "City Affairs" section has always been in charge of Chi Lan, so there is actually nothing to "hand over". Chi Lan will only be more familiar with her and do better than her.
In the afternoon of the second day, Xiao Shi completed the resignation procedures. Her things, except office supplies, were left on the table, and other personal items were thrown away.
She suddenly found that what she wanted was very little, very little. In the end, only a small backpack was used to hold all the odds and ends.
Yan Xiaoshi walked out of Xinguang Building with a canvas backpack on his back, and let out a long sigh of relief. It's time to end this job. In the final analysis, this job is also a favor from him. Now, it's time to hand over everything.
She didn't want to leave by car immediately. If there was anything else in Shanghai that made her nostalgic, besides her alma mater, it was Huaihai Road.
She walked slowly along the familiar road, remembering that not long ago, on so many fine autumn days, Jin Xin drove her and Zhou Shaoting to work together. Before parting, the man's cool lips lightly kissed her forehead. At that time, she was full of gratitude in her heart, thinking that in this strange and huge city, she finally found a little warmth of her own, a place that could be called "home", and a lover who was dependent on each other and worthy of entrustment .
But now, that person left her in this cold city again, just like the one four years ago She thought that they had gone through so many trials in order to go further, but she didn't know that they The route from the beginning is a circle, walking around, and finally returning to the original point.
Before he knew it, Xiaoshi had already reached the Yijiang New Era Building. She stopped and looked up at the magnificent building. The glass on the floor reflected the slanting sunlight in the winter afternoon. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?Lost in this icy city, the same as the one four years ago She thought that they had gone through so many trials in order to go further, but she didn't know that their route was a journey from the very beginning. Circle, walk around, and finally return to the original point.
Before he knew it, Xiaoshi had already reached the Yijiang New Era Building. She stopped and looked up at the magnificent building. The glass on the floor reflected the slanting sunlight in the winter afternoon. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com