Xiao Shi remained silent, and Mina confirmed her speculation. She felt a little uneasy in her heart, but she pretended to be relaxed and comforted her on the surface: "She is just like that, just don't take it to heart, she will meet sooner or later. I want to understand"
Mina didn't know what to say, so she paused, and Xiaoshi took advantage of this gap to interrupt and said, "Hey, I didn't expect you to make it so soon, where are you going to travel and get married?"
She really didn't want to continue the above topic.
Speaking of this, Mina really became interested, and introduced their carefully planned travel itinerary to Xiaoshi in detail, and also reviewed the romance between her and Mark.
? Xiaoshi pretended to listen with gusto, but her heart was full of desolation. In the end, she could only admire the situation: "It's so romantic, I really envy you!"
Mina immediately heard the sour taste, and looked at Xiaoshi with sincere eyes, "Xiaoshi, you have to believe, and you will be happy too."
"You?" Xiao Shi repeated in her heart, the chilly pain suddenly made her feel ironic, and she unconsciously pulled the corner of her lower lip.
Mina saw it, and thought she was laughing at her insincere words. After all, she and Sun Xiaonan were cousins, so she became more sincere, "I mean it! Cousin. I think that the marriage between my cousin and Shao Ting is not good for her. I think she is in a very bad state now, and I hope she can really get out of it."
Xiaoshi looked at Mina for a while, then suddenly put down the knife and fork, and asked seriously: "Mina, do you know why they got divorced?"
Mina obviously didn't expect that she would ask this, and she asked so directly, with a look of surprise on her face.
But Xiao Shi turned around and smiled softly, "Forget it, it doesn't matter."
"Hey, there's nothing bad to say." Mina was very calm, "They just have different personalities. Isn't that the problem with most divorced people? As for my cousin, she is too strong, and she admits death. I can't come out. Sometimes I get angry when she comes up like that, she is really paranoid! There is something, I guess Zhou Shaoting must have never told you"
Mina suddenly stopped talking, and looked at Xiaoshi, hoping that she didn't pay attention to what she said, but she saw her eyes flickering, obviously ready to listen.
Mina pondered, hesitated, and thought again, anyway, the matter is over, so let¡¯s talk about it, it¡¯s no big deal.
She took a sip of her drink, picked up what she could say, and said, "When my cousin was pregnant and Zhou Shaoting just returned to China, she always told me that Zhou Shaoting was deliberately angry with her. After that, the two kept fighting coldly, and then quarreled. One fight. In a fit of rage, my cousin went to a private clinic to have the child aborted!"
"What?!" Xiao Shi almost exclaimed, her eyes widened and her expression froze.
Mina thought she couldn't believe it, and echoed: "I don't understand it either! She told me about it after the fact. I was on the phone at the time, and I was really speechless."
Mina sighed helplessly, lowered her head and poked the food on the plate, "So, with my cousin's temperament, it's really not suitable to be with Zhou Shaoting! They are too strong, and no one will give in. I think, If she wants to find someone, she should find someone with a better temper, who can support her, tolerate her, and be kind and honest."
When Mina said this, she smiled, "Actually, I know someone"
She was still talking from blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. That's why the relationship with Shao Ting broke up, why?"
This time it was Mina's turn to be shocked, she leaned forward and asked, "She really looked for you! What did she tell you?"
Xiao Shi repeated what he said just now.
Mina took a breath, frowned and leaned back in the seat, puzzled and indignant, "Why did she tell you that? This is a bit too much"
She looked at Xiaoshi, and found that her expression was obviously wrong, she bit her lips tightly, her eyes flicked back and forth on the table, as if she was thinking hard but couldn't get a clue.
Mina didn't know the reason for Xiaoshi's pregnancy, and thought that Sun Xiaonan made up this nonsense just to provoke the feelings of Zhou and Yan, so she comforted Xiaoshi and said: "Since it's nothing, don't think too much about it." , When I am free, I will have a good talk with my cousin."
Xiaoshi glanced at Mina, but her gaze was empty. Her heart was in a mess, and she tried to recall what Sun Xiaonan had said to her that day - "difficulty in bearing children", "valuing children", "broken relationship" What a serious statement, it was all made up by her!
It can be seen from this that the conversation was a well-designed scam from beginning to end! Sun Xiaonan had already planned, and every set of rhetoric had a purpose. So, among her words, which one is true and which one is false? Among her goals, besides letting her take away the child, what else has she neglected?
The nerves in Xiao Shi's head throbbed, and his eyes blurred. She suddenly felt very discouraged and powerless, and she didn't want to think about anything anymore. What's the point? No matter what Sun Xiaonan's goal is, it has already been achieved, and now, the child is gone.
Xiaoshi was already in no mood to continue this dinner, hurriedly tidied up his confused look, and said sorry to Mina: "I suddenly remembered that there is something else to do, so let's take a step first, sorry, you Eat slowly, wait for you to come back, we will meet again when we are free."
This is an excuse for no reason at all. Mina knows it well, but it is not easy to force her to stay, and it is inconvenient to ask any more questions. Because, she could see that Xiaoshi was very out of shape. If it weren't for the anxiety in my heart, I wouldn't have come up with such an undisguised excuse.
Only two dishes were served, Mina looked at it regretfully, and decided to insist on completing the dinner satisfactorily.
She got up and wanted to see Xiaoshi off, but Xiaoshi seemed to be chasing her away, saying "no, no, no", and then ran away in despair.
Mina had no choice but to watch her until her back disappeared from sight, then picked up the small spoon in front of her again, scooped up a spoonful of avocado salad, brought it to her mouth carelessly, and ate it in small bites.
The more Mina thought about it, the more she felt strange. While chewing, she dialed Sun Xiaonan's phone number, deliberately made the usual casual tone, and asked her to meet and chat.
The background sound on Sun Xiaonan's side was a little noisy, mixed with symphony and human voices, like a banquet or something. Her people are also very absent-minded, coping with saying that they are not free recently, visiting customers in other places, how busy they are, and so on. But there was a bit of arrogance in the words.
Mina knows that Sun Xiaonan has been enjoying a prosperous life recently, and there are many good news in the business field. At the moment, she couldn't spoil her heart with a wink, so she suppressed her dissatisfaction and doubts and said, "Then when you are free, let's meet and talk."
Xiaoshi walked alone on the street full of neon lights, the laughter and warm lights belonged to others, she only felt the cold that penetrated into the marrow of her bones. He couldn't help but lower his head and bury his face in the scarf, relying on the breath to warm his cold cheeks, and wrapped his arms around himself, resisting the urge to tremble.
She suddenly remembered that not long ago, after she and Zhou Shaoting had a sumptuous dinner, they walked along the street arm in arm.
That day, on the crowded street, they interlocked their fingers and walked leisurely, no different from other young couples. Zhou Shaoting was holding the sweater he bought for her, she was holding his arm, chatting and laughing beside him
But now, she still lost those good things, and can only relive the happiness at that time in her heart over and over again with the gradually numb pain, connecting the memories into a person's world forever.
Xiao Shi walked to a bus stop and felt a little exhausted, so he stood leaning against a pillar, and the white air from his mouth and nose dissipated on the edge of his face.
Looking at the endless stream of vehicles, she suddenly felt very distressed, but it was not for herself, but for Zhou Shaoting.
She didn't know that Zhou Shaoting had already lost a child, and her mistake made him suffer such a heavy loss again.
All along, she only cared about immersing herself in her own pain, but ignored the man's suppressed pain.
These years, in fact, Shao Ting's life has not been easy, he has been carrying it silently and bearing it by himself.
Later, he finally hoped for some sustenance, thinking that he had a "home" where he could unload the burden, a lover who could confide his heart, and a child who was connected with him by blood. For him, these are extremely precious, the safest harbor in the ups and downs of the business world, the most sincere waiting in the cold world, and the warmest comfort in the indifferent world.
However, he never would have thought that it would be destroyed by the woman he trusted most in the end!
No wonder his reaction was so intense. In the final analysis, what is the difference between her Yan Xiaoshi's actions and Sun Xiaonan's?
It will only make people more disappointed and sad. Because, Zhou Shaoting has always treated her wholeheartedly, without reservation, but she has let him down mercilessly.
Xiao Shi's heart tightened suddenly, and a thought occupied her mind.
She suddenly wanted to see Zhou Shaoting, wanted to see his appearance, listen to his voice, talk to him, really wanted, really wanted.
Then, tell him everything, how it happened, and how it reached the point of no return. During this, every struggle, every choice, every point of helplessness, all her helplessness, despair, trance, regret It is not for asking for his forgiveness, but for being able to face him more frankly. Give an account of the relationship between them.
A mistake is a mistake, and she is willing to bear the consequences of making a mistake, even if the consequence is losing Zhou Shaoting's love, she can bear it. I just don't want the two of them to be so separated, with a bunch of unsolvable doubts and disappointments, to continue their respective lives.
So, she wanted to explain everything clearly, maybe this way, Shao Ting would feel better. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)Every struggle, every choice, every point of helplessness, all helplessness, despair, trance, regret It is not for asking for his forgiveness, but for being able to face him more frankly, and to give them There is an explanation for the relationship between them.
A mistake is a mistake, and she is willing to bear the consequences of making a mistake, even if the consequence is losing Zhou Shaoting's love, she can bear it. I just don't want the two of them to be so separated, with a bunch of unsolvable doubts and disappointments, to continue their respective lives.
So, she wanted to explain everything clearly, maybe this way, Shao Ting would feel better. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com