Xiao Shi watched them hang up the medicine, adjust the needle, and then sterilize her wrist.
She knew what this injection would mean. She would bear the pain of loss in a coma, no longer able to control her own destiny, no longer able to protect that little life.
Xiao Shi turned her head away and looked at the bright world outside the window. The shadow of the building hit the opposite floor, half bright, half dark, and the light scattered, casting a strange tranquility in her heart.
My child, he has never seen such a bright sunshine
Xiaoshi suddenly thought sadly, her heart ached so much that she couldn't restrain herself.
There was a sharp stabbing pain in the cold part of the wrist, and Xiaoshi caught a glimpse of the medicine liquid already dripping slowly.
She felt that her consciousness was blurred in an instant, as long as she closed her eyes again, she would be plunged into darkness, without any fear or sadness.
However, she condensed the last bit of strength left on her right hand and pulled out the needle on her left wrist fiercely.
At that moment, she vaguely heard someone exclaiming, and the noisy sound seemed to ring in her ears, but it was vague and distant.
Xiaoshi forced her heavy eyelids and moved her lips hard. In the remaining thoughts, she desperately shouted: "I won't do it! I won't do it!"
However, until the last second before she lost consciousness, she didn't know whether she really said this sentence or not.
The amount of anesthetic dripped into the body was not much, Xiaoshi woke up after a while, and found himself lying in another ward. It is the recovery room next to the operating room. In a small space, many narrow beds are placed side by side. There are many unconscious women lying on the beds, and some women have already woken up and are sitting on the edge of the bed, looking dazed. I don't know if I didn't wake up, or I was silently mourning for the lost life.
Nurses come in to make inspections from time to time. If anyone recovers well after the observation period, they will step forward to help them out and hand them over to family members waiting outside the door so that they can make room for people who will come later.
Xiao Shi turned her head to look at all this, her heart was full of pity, her lower abdomen was aching, and she didn't know if her child was still there.
She felt anxious, so she forced herself to sit up, but her mind was dizzy and her body was weak. Obviously, the anesthetic had not completely worn off.
Fortunately, the other side of her bed was against the wall, so she leaned against the wall, took a breath, and shouted hoarsely to the little nurse who was busy on the other side of the aisle: "Doctor, doctor"
Turning her face away, the little nurse said impatiently: "Wait, wait, I haven't seen so many people, don't worry!"
When she saw clearly who was calling her, she was not just impatient, but also a little aggressive, "You're awake! It's really possible!"
As he spoke, he hurried into the operating room and called a real doctor over.
The female doctor was not too old, with her hands in the pockets of her white coat, she walked to Xiaoshi's bed with a dissatisfied expression, and immediately reprimanded her without any politeness.
"I've never seen you like this! You said that you didn't think about this kind of thing in advance, and even changed your mind on the spot? Really, I've been doing this for so many years, this is the first time I've ever done it! If you say no, you don't want it. What nonsense! You are young and irresponsible at all!"
She spoke harshly, and the women and nurses who were awake around couldn't help but look over, feeling somewhat sympathetic towards Xiao Shi. Anyway, it's always embarrassing to be reprimanded like a child in public.
However, Xiaoshi didn't care about this. She knew she was wrong, and she didn't even complain. She just looked up at the female doctor and asked nervously, "Then, is the child still there?"
The female doctor snorted and said angrily, "Anyway, we didn't do anything."
Xiaoshi was comforted in his heart and almost wanted to cry. It seems that before she fell into a coma, the sentence lingered in her mind, struggling to speak, and finally said it.
But the female doctor didn't take it seriously, and immediately poured a basin of cold water on her, "However, with your tossing method, it's hard to say anything about the child, let me tell you."
Xiao Shi's expression froze, and the pain in his lower abdomen seemed to be getting more and more obvious.
The female doctor continued: "Your fetus is not very good, do you know that? You still come here for disinfection and anesthesia. This is very harmful to the embryo! The first three months, the most critical, are also It's the most prone to problems, such a big fetus, how can it withstand your tossing like this?"
Seeing that Xiaoshi was completely stunned, the female doctor thought that she lost her temper a little and frightened her. So, he eased his tone, but still couldn't help feeling a little unwelcome, "Let's go to the hospital first, and observe for a few days before we talk about it. Are the family members here?"
When I heard about "family members"Xiaoshi's brain twitched, and finally she had some reaction. She raised her eyes and looked at the female doctor alertly and conflictingly.
No, Zhou Shaoting must not let Zhou Shaoting know about this!
Xiaoshi pursed her lips tightly, shook her head, and then struggled to get out of bed under the surprised eyes of the female doctor.
"Hey, what are you doing?" The female doctor saw that her feet were not stable, and subconsciously reached out to hold her arm.
Xiao Shi, however, seemed to be afraid, she withdrew her arms abruptly, took two steps back, and refused incoherently: "No, no need, I don't want to be hospitalized, I want to go home."
At this time, a little nurse beside her yelled: "How can you do this? What are you kidding! If something happens, whose responsibility is it?"
Xiaoshi persisted, "I'm fine, I'm really fine, I can do it."
The little nurse put on a serious face and wanted to say more, but the female doctor raised her chin and signaled her to leave it alone, "Forget it, she has to leave by herself, what can we do? You can send her out."
Then he turned his head and finally explained to Xiaoshi: "I've already prescribed the medicine for you. You have to ask your family members to pay the fee, then go to the pharmacy on the first floor and take it according to the instructions. Also, you Don¡¯t move for two days, and stay at home on the bed, if you have abdominal pain or redness, you must see a doctor immediately, remember?¡±
Xiao Shi Nuonuo nodded in thanks, and then slowly moved out with the support of the little nurse.
Her other hand was always holding the ball of clothes on her abdomen. The lower abdomen under the clothes was in pain, and the cold sweat from the palm of her hand rubbed the hospital gown wet.
She didn't dare to think of bad things. Although her heart gradually became uncertain, she still told herself over and over again: nothing will happen, it will get better.
The little nurse helped her out of the recovery room. In this recovery room, the door on one side faced the operating area, and the door on the other side directly faced the corridor of the family waiting area.
And passing through this corridor is the dressing room before they enter the operating room.
Most of the family members who came were women, probably for the convenience of accompanying them. As soon as they saw the person they were waiting for came out, they hurried forward to take it from the nurse, supported them carefully, cared and greeted them, and accompanied them to the changing room to change their own. Clothes, end this unpleasant experience.
And the only three or two male compatriots, embarrassed to squeeze together with a bunch of women, consciously stood outside the double doors at the end of the corridor and waited, looking in from time to time, all with nervous expressions on their faces, with A faint sense of guilt.
The little nurse helped Xiaoshi stand at the door and looked around, and asked, "Where's your family?"
"I did it myself." Xiaoshi said softly.
The little nurse looked at her with sympathy and a little worry, and looked at her carefully again before letting go of her hand, "Then take care of yourself."
Xiaoshi forced herself to stand still and stand up straight, and nodded to her with a smile.
The little nurse turned and went back to the recovery room, while she walked slowly towards the dressing room at the other end of the corridor.
After walking two steps, Xiao Shi was stunned when he raised his head.
I only saw a tall black figure, squeezed through the blurred gray and white crowd, and strode straight towards her. The long black windbreaker was wrapped in chill and coldness, the handsome face was tense, the lines were hard, and the deep eyes It was gloomy, depressing, even frightening.
As if bewitched by magic, Xiao Shi couldn't move at all, feeling that the blood in his whole body was congealed, and he just stood there in a daze.
Zhou Shaoting quickly walked over and pushed open the door at the end of the corridor. The two doors hit the wall, and the family members were shocked to look over.
The tall man walked up to Xiaoshi, and the shadow fell on her, blocking all light and sight.
Xiao Shi forced herself to raise her face to look at him, so close, but she couldn't seem to see his face clearly, only a pair of black eyes surged with bottomless emotions, as if to swallow her up.
It was obviously the closest person who made her feel warm and safe the most, but at this moment, it became the most untouchable coldness in her heart and the pain she wanted to escape the most.
Zhou Shaoting stared at her silently for a few seconds. The girl in the hospital gown shrank her shoulders and looked thinner and thinner. Her usually pink lips were bloodless at the moment, and her big eyes looked at him blankly, as if something Didn't look at it either.
That vivid face lost all spirit, filled with unspeakable guilt, helplessness, and a hint of shock.
This woman really came to kill the child, and even secretly, without telling him How could she be so willful!
Zhou Shaoting breathed heavily in his chest, and his mind went blank for a moment. Without even thinking about it, he grabbed Xiao Shi's shoulders, and his hands lost their strength due to anger.
Xiao Shi only felt a pain in her shoulders that was unbearable, and the man's slender and strong fingers were almost embedded in her muscles and bones, and she took off her arms. The pain and fear caused her to burst into tears, she was pinched tightly, and she was forced to raise her face to look at Zhou Shaoting.
Those narrow and deep eyes were filled with boundless darkness, like the deep sea under the dark night, the surging waves were swallowed up by the boundless darkness.
Xiaoshi had never seen such a gaze before, it was so strange that it made her feel distressed, and it was so painful that she had difficulty breathing, and she couldn't say a word.
Zhou Shaoting looked at her like this for a long time, and finally, with his thin lips slightly parted, he gritted his teeth, and said in a hoarse voice: "You are a selfish woman!" (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)heavy.
Xiao Shi only felt a pain in her shoulders that was unbearable, and the man's slender and strong fingers were almost embedded in her muscles and bones, and she took off her arms. The pain and fear caused her to burst into tears, she was pinched tightly, and she was forced to raise her face to look at Zhou Shaoting.
Those narrow and deep eyes were filled with boundless darkness, like the deep sea under the dark night, the surging waves were swallowed up by the boundless darkness.
Xiaoshi had never seen such a gaze before, it was so strange that it made her feel distressed, and it was so painful that she had difficulty breathing, and she couldn't say a word.
Zhou Shaoting just looked at her like this for a long time, finally, with his thin lips slightly parted, he gritted his teeth, and said in a hoarse voice: "You are a selfish woman!" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com