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When everything returned to calm, she was unable to float to the surface of the sea, and wanted to sink in the quiet seabed. In the end, someone lifted her up, took her back to the beach, and gently covered her with a quilt.
The moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and the beach is soft and soft. She feels the existence of another person beside her. Her distracting thoughts have been washed away by the sea water, and there is only infinite security in her heart.
Waking up in a warm embrace, hearing the heavy breathing of her lover, Xiaoshi opened her eyes, with an unconscious smile on her lips.
The elegantly patterned curtains left a small gap, and the light morning light was blocked from the softly curved windows, only cutting a narrow strip of warm color on the dark old wooden floor.
Recalling what happened last night, she still couldn't restrain her heart beating faster and her cheeks were hot. However, that extreme and complete experience also successfully resolved her long-standing psychological shadow - the lingering rain At night, her jerky, depressed, and desperate feelings for the first time were replaced by joy and sweetness. She felt that her whole body was filled with new energy, and she also had more courage to face the unknown ordeal.
Xiaoshi leaned into the embrace behind her, and felt the arm holding her tightly tightened, and she knew that Zhou Shaoting had also woken up.
But none of them was in a hurry to get up, they just hugged and snuggled together, greedy for each other's warmth, unwilling to destroy and disturb.
Or Xiaoshi called softly: "Shao Ting?"
"Um?"
"Was the room I lived in renovated later?"
Facing this abrupt question, the man was a little surprised, "What's wrong?"
"Because I think it's very new. The furniture seems to have never been used, and it's different from the style of the whole villa." She paused, "Did you remake it after you bought it?"
"Well, do you like it?"
Xiao Shi was moved for a moment, she rubbed her head against his chest, and held his arm even tighter, "I like it, I like it very much, how do you know I like green?"
The man behind laughed lowly, with a mocking tone, "I didn't say it was for you to decorate."
Xiao Shi was choked and very embarrassed.
Zhou Shaoting patted the mattress, "This is your room, it's for children."
child? their children? A warm current surged up in Xiaoshi's chest instantly.
The man's voice continued: "Green is more neutral, suitable for both boys and girls, and it is good for children's vision development."
Unexpectedly, he was so careful! Xiao Shi couldn't help but smile, imagining that the family of three would go on vacation in this paradise far away from the hustle and bustle, and take their children to the fun places they had been to, picking jujubes, catching small fish, digging bamboo shootsit would definitely be a lot of fun.
In such a situation, just thinking about it makes me feel extremely happy. However, it always feels as if it is too perfect to be real, and too far away to reach
Cheng Yongsheng is about to return to China, and Zhou Shaoting's "vacation" is coming to an end. There were not many carefree days left in the mountains, and both of them tried their best to cherish the last pleasant time before leaving.
After returning, they each have a lot of headaches to face, and they have to bear heavy pressure, put on the shackles of last resort, and perform their roles in shackles on the big stage of the bustling city.
For the remaining two days, Shao Ting and Xiao Shi are like an ordinary and happy couple. Walking in the mountains hand in hand, looking at each other and smiling with deep affection; Sitting in the rocking chair on the terrace to watch the sunset disappear, the clouds and clouds are rolling in, and the haze is soaking in the clouds; Xiao Shi cooks, Shao Ting chops vegetables, But she was always disliked for being too ugly; Xiao Shi was sitting on the sofa watching TV, Shao Ting sat beside her with a computer in his hand, the plot fell, and he interrupted from time to time to ask, Xiao Shi got impatient when asked, Bai Bai glanced at him and said: "Work hard on what you do, and use it with one mind!"
When Shao Ting was really concentrating on working in the study, Xiao Shi felt bored again, and wandered around in the study, approaching him from time to time, and when he wasn't paying attention, pressed his finger on a certain key on his keyboard, A long string of meaningless characters is left on the screen. When a certain boss found out, he pretended to be angry and wanted to punish her, so he punished her, and then he didn't want to work
During those short two days, Xiaoshi's heart was filled with happiness, and he wished he could split one minute into two minutes. I also understand that this is my deepest desire, but I have never dared to admit it or accept it.
Sometimes, it takes more courage to accept happiness than to bear pain.
Because, after all, pain is nothing but numbness, and it can¡¯t be worse; but there is an unknown under the happiness, and the huge drop from the top of happiness to the abyss of pain is enough to make people fall to pieces, which is far better than indifference. in painIt hurts even more.
Now, she has finally taken this step. Standing on the peak of happiness, she can't see the way ahead. Maybe it's flowers in the wild, maybe it's the abyss, but since there is no way out, there is no need to be afraid.
What she can do is to cherish what she has at this moment with all her strength, and collect the bits and pieces of happiness with her heart. In this way, even if one day walks on the cliff road, you can embrace the beauty of the past and take a leap without regret. Then, in the rest of my life, I took it out and chewed it over and over again.
On the last night before leaving, Xiao Shi leaned on Shao Ting's arms after lingering, watching the starlight leaking in through the gap in the curtains.
The taste of nostalgia is like an immature green pomelo, full of sourness and astringency. After going back, what will be waiting for her?
Yijiang definitely couldn't stay any longer, and had to change jobs and start over.
Shao Ting's wife is coming back. I don't know what happened between them. It seems that the relationship is not close. Mina also hinted that their marriage is not satisfactory. However, they are a legal couple after all, how should they face their identities? Even if you can hide for a while, can you avoid it for a lifetime?
What's more, there are ubiquitous public opinion media. If the relationship with Shao Ting is exposed, then everyone who cares or doesn't care will know, and there is no way to resist the saliva.
If parents heard that their proud daughter had married a married man, how anxious and disappointed they would be!
If friends and colleagues learn that the girl they regard as conservative and strict in family education is someone else's mistress, how will they treat themselves and alienate themselves?
If Shao Ting's mother found out, she would definitely intervene. How embarrassing it would be
Thinking of these, Xiao Shi could hardly breathe. She tried her best to suppress the ups and downs of her chest and took a deep breath, but she was still noticed by the man beside her.
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, I'm a little bit reluctant to think that I'm leaving tomorrow."
The man stroked her forehead hair with his hand, put his face against her head, and suddenly said in a deep voice: "Yanyan, I don't know how to make girls happy, nor do I say sweet words. To you, I have never given you anything before. What kind of promise did you make. But today, I promise, I will make you happy for a lifetime."
enough.
The so-called happiness is nothing more than that, and the price is heavy, so I don't hesitate.
On the morning they left the villa, Jin Xin brought a car into the mountain to pick them up. Xiaoshi finally looked around at the neatly tidied room, feeling full of reluctance.
The windows are bright and clean, spotless, the same as the day she came, but there are some sweet memories in every corner.
When she came, she was stripped of all her belongings and brought nothing with her, and now she has nothing to take with her when she leaves.
Xiao Shi followed Shao Ting out of the room, suddenly remembered something and ran back, taking a small stone from the drawer of the bedside cabinet in her bedroom. Just because of this stone bump, she once fought Zhou Shaoting by the Qingxi River like a child who cheated. Now thinking about it, it's really funny.
?Rare purple with clear lines, it seems to have absorbed the spirit of the mountains, holding it in the hand will make people feel joy and peace in their hearts.
Since you can't take anything with you, take this small purple stone as a unique souvenir. I don't know when I can come back here again, or, is there any chance to come back again?
Jin Xin stood by the side of the car to greet him refreshed, his eyes glanced at the hands they were holding, intentionally or unintentionally, Xiao Shi immediately felt embarrassed.
Once there is an intimate relationship between a man and a woman, there will always be some subtle revelations. Every move of hand, every throw of foot, every inadvertent physical contact, there is a kind of undefended intimacy and tacit understanding. Just like them, let alone holding hands before this, even standing a little closer, Xiaoshi would feel awkward when he accidentally felt the man's breath. Now, all touches and caresses have become so natural and pleasing to the eye.
Xiaoshi felt that the six-hour drive was much shorter than the time when he came here. Maybe it was because the struggle and suffering in his heart no longer existed, and the peace was peaceful; or maybe it was because he was nostalgic and didn't want to leave.
She looked at the distant mountains and wheat fields passing away quickly outside the window, and she didn't know what she was thinking. She always felt that although her heart was calm, she was not at ease, and she was faintly tired and uneasy.
Zhou Shaoting turned to look at her, the girl had closed her eyes, her head was leaning on the back of the chair, rolling around, a slight bump hit the car window, she was startled suddenly, tried hard to open her eyes, and then Rolled on the back of the chair.
Zhou Shaoting smiled subconsciously, took her shoulders, and let her lean on his shoulders. But the girl still seemed uncomfortable, so she changed two positions as a pillow on his shoulder, and then began to slide down his upper body, until the whole body was lying on his lap, and she was safe, and buried her face in herself. In the crook of his arms, fell asleep.
When Xiao Shi woke up, her heart was still in the "Yinan Valley" with green mountains and clear waters, but she had already returned to the bustling Shanghai. They had some afternoon tea at a Hong Kong-style restaurant passing by, and then continued to drive to their final destination.
Seeing that he was not going to his apartment on Yishan Road, Xiao Shi asked a little uneasy: "Where are we going?"
"Go home." Zhou Shaoting smiled faintly, with indescribable warmth. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)After taking two postures, he began to slide down his upper body, until the whole person was lying on his lap, and then he was stable, buried his face in his arms, and fell into a deep sleep.
When Xiao Shi woke up, her heart was still in the "Yinan Valley" with green mountains and clear waters, but she had already returned to the bustling Shanghai. They had some afternoon tea at a Hong Kong-style restaurant passing by, and then continued to drive to their final destination.
Seeing that he was not going to his apartment on Yishan Road, Xiao Shi asked a little uneasy: "Where are we going?"
"Go home." Zhou Shaoting smiled faintly, with indescribable warmth. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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