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The gaze on the top of the head became a little sharp, and Xiaoshi felt a painful pleasure in his heart. For some reason, he just wanted to stimulate him deliberately, so he continued: "Your logic is that you don't want me, but you can't see me being with others. Together!"
Zhou Shaoting's face was terribly gloomy, and his knife-like gaze was piercingly cold.
Xiaoshi knew that he was irritated, so not only was she not afraid, but she used the strength of his hands to stand on tiptoe, leaned close to his ear, and said softly, "Admit it, you just don't want to lose."
The girl's light breath brushed over the ears, a little itchy, with inexplicable tenderness and cruelty, like a well-prepared seduction.
Zhou Shaoting was stunned for a moment, and let go of his grip. Xiao Shi took the opportunity to break away from him, took two steps back, and looked at him warily.
The two confronted each other for a moment, the man's cold eyes gradually turned into disappointment, and the girl slowly turned her face away.
Outside the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, there are light white lines drawn by the plane in the gray-blue sky, and the two ends have disappeared into the sky with the wind and clouds, leaving only a track with no beginning and no end.
Xiao Shi looked there, remembering that Sun Xiaonan was going back to China. The words of Zhou Shaoting's mother echoed in his ears: "She is your wife, of course she wants to come back and live with you", and Chen Jing and the others' curious and repelling eyes appeared in front of her eyes
Fate-like helplessness hit her heart, she couldn't bring up any more intense emotions, sighed, and said quietly: "If we continue like this, it will be of no benefit to anyone. You should know this better than me. We are It's the past tense, so be it."
After finishing speaking, she stopped looking at Zhou Shaoting, turned around and walked out of the office.
However, the moment she walked out of the door, tears still welled up, as if she was devastated.
She realized that she had lost her composure and lost her mind just now, but she couldn't tell which sentence was sincere and which was against her will. All she knew was that she hurt him and herself in the end.
Only when there is love will heartache, only when there is love will be entangled, only when there is love will be suspicious, only when there is love will be hysterical, and only when there is love will be hurt.
Zhou Shaoting looked at the direction she was leaving, and sighed silently: Yan Yan, you have talked so much nonsense, but one sentence is correct. I can't afford to lose. Because I bet on your happiness and my life, so I can't lose.
"Even if the mood is bad, life must go on." Before, my mother always told her that. Now, Xiaoshi is more and more sure that this is definitely the key to being strong.
When she came out of Zhou Shaoting's office just now, she felt that she was about to collapse, and she couldn't bear it psychologically. But when she got home at this time, she found that she could still change shoes, boil water, collect clothes, fold clothes, and even turn on the computer and surf the Internet, even though she just opened it there habitually for unintentional browsing.
Moreover, when she was alone, even though her mood fell to the bottom, she didn't even shed a single tear. It can be seen that tears are also a kind of communication tool. The reason why I have the urge to cry is because there are people around me who watch me cry. Otherwise, unless she is greatly mourned or moved, other emotions will hardly inspire her to cry silently.
Now, she just feels powerless and hard to concentrate, so she indulges herself and ignores serious issues for the time being, such as matters after resignation, such as a new job, such as leaving Shanghai, such as just thinking about it makes her heart sink the person who
Holding the computer in her hand, she switched back and forth from the desk to the bed a few times, watching content that didn't need to consume brain cells-entertainment news, celebrity pictures, funny videos She usually doesn't watch these at all, even Things that you can't even think of, now become the best magic weapon to kill time.
The phone rang twice, both from the same person, Xiaoshi muted it and stuffed it into the drawer.
I don't know how long it took, seeing the sky darken, she turned on the light again, and continued to divert her attention with loose and scattered messages, paralyzing her fragile and sensitive nerves.
It wasn't until her eyes were dry and sore, and her heart flustered with hunger, that she numbly closed the computer and forced herself to get some food.
The body is one's own, and no matter what the situation is, one should not spoil it casually. Xiaoshi understands this truth very well.
Although she was neither in the mood nor appetite, she still cooked a large bowl of noodles for herself, sprinkled in a handful of vegetables, and laid an egg on top.
Let sorrow drown in noodle soup!
She was lying in front of the computer with a large steaming bowl of noodles in her hands. She had just taken two bites when the doorbell rang.
Xiao Shi was startled, subconsciously stopped chewing, her heart was beating violently, she opened the drawer and took out her mobile phone to check, there was no new missed call on it.There was another doorbell.
She couldn't calm down anymore, and walked towards the door lightly, secretly deciding in her heart that her premonition was correct, it must be Zhou Shaoting!
Seen from the cat's eyes, the slender man stood sideways, with his face slightly lowered, his expression extremely cold.
Xiaoshi leaned on the doorknob with one hand, and clutched the phone in the other, with cold sweat dripping from his palm. She tried to adjust her breathing and calm down her violent heartbeat, as if she was afraid of being heard by the person outside.
Zhou Shaoting had already rang the doorbell twice, but still no one came to answer the door, so he took out his mobile phone and called her again, even though he knew she might not answer.
Xiaoshi's cell phone vibrated suddenly. When she got nervous, she wanted to hang up, and the hand holding the doorknob slammed on the door panel with a "dang".
It was originally a slight noise, but in the quiet corridor at the moment, under the man's highly concentrated attention, it was magnified several times.
Zhou Shaoting glanced sharply at the cat's eye on the door, Xiao Shi's heart trembled, and he almost squatted on the ground in fright.
The man put his hand on the door with a cold face, "Yan Xiaoshi, open the door."
His deep voice was very penetrating, as if it was exploding in his ears, Xiao Shi bit his lip to prevent himself from making any sound.
"I heard you inside, Yan Xiaoshi, open the door for me."
He slapped the door twice again, Xiao Shi felt the vibration of the door panel, slowly turned his back, and squatted down against the door panel.
She was afraid, she was afraid that she would open the door uncontrollably, throw herself into his arms, hug him tightly, and never let go
Perhaps, it only takes one second to decide to open the door, one second to hug him, and one second to sink down, but the price is a lifetime of going astray.
She has been a good child in the eyes of others since she was a child. Her name has always been prefixed with "excellent", and her parents and family are also proud of her. Therefore, she has been practicing herself, adhering to the society's requirements for "good girls", and piously living according to the appropriate life trajectory-a decent job, a progressive attitude, falling in love, getting married, and having children at the right time
And once she makes a mistake, it will be an abyss, not only for herself, but also for her parents. Just like Yiyuan said: "Some turning points in a person's life are very important, and a careless choice may change the fate of a lifetime, especially for a woman"
Therefore, she can't indulge herself, she must hold this breath and not let it go.
"Xiaoshi, open the door, I have something to tell you." The voice outside the door softened a little.
Xiao Shi stretched out his hand and pressed it against the door panel, as if he could feel his temperature in this way. Her lips opened and closed several times, but finally no syllables came out.
Maybe it took a long time, maybe it was only a moment, she listened intently, but there was no sound outside the door.
However, her palm against the door still didn't move a bit, but her fingers gradually curled up, forming an unreadable gesture, like a silent farewell, lonely and desolate.
That night, she suffered from insomnia. Seeing the color of the curtains gradually changing from jet black to lighter, and hearing the sound of cars passing by becoming more and more frequent, she unconsciously closed her heavy eyelids, blurring her consciousness.
However, she didn't seem to have slept long before she was awakened by the doorbell again.
This early in the morning is really overwhelming.
Xiaoshi covered her head with a quilt, but the frequency of the doorbell today was obviously not the same as last night's. It was several beats faster, and it was almost connected together.
Xiaoshi threw off the quilt abruptly, and pulled a coat casually over her body. She wanted to see who Zhou Shaoting sent again.
Sure enough, the person outside the door was replaced by Jin Xin.
The young man was very relaxed. He pressed his finger on the doorbell without lifting it.
Xiaoshi knew that Zhou Shaoting had a high status and had many opportunities to deal with, so he didn't want to come here again, so he sent an agent, which was quite easy.
She decided to ignore it, but the doorbell was too loud, so she kneaded two balls of cotton and stuffed them into her ears. After about a quarter of an hour, everything returned to calm.
It seems that this time I can't sleep in the cage, so Xiaoshi simply dressed up and went downstairs to buy breakfast.
But as soon as she stepped out of the building, she immediately bowed her head and walked back quickly.
Jin Xin jumped out of the car parked by the flower bed, caught up with her in two or three steps, and hurriedly stopped in front of her, "Miss Yan, I'm sorry to bother you, Mr. Zhou asked me to invite you over."
"I'm not going." Xiaoshi bypassed his blockade and pressed the elevator.
The elevator happened to be on the first floor, and the door opened with a "ding", and Xiao Shi stepped in. Jin Xin blocked the elevator door and was about to say something, but saw the woman inside looking at him coldly.
He was dazed, wondering why the eyes look so familiar?
Then, she heard her say in a rare serious tone: "Assistant Jin, I know that you are entrusted by others and a matter of loyalty. But you should also know that none of you have the right to interfere with my personal freedom. I will say Again, I don't want to see him."
"Miss Yan, don't make things difficult for me?" Jin Xin was a little anxious.
"Then what do you want? Do you still want to tie me up?" Xiaoshi made it clear that he would not accept hard and soft.
Jin Xin was speechless, but did not dare to act rashly. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)Upstairs, the elevator door opened with a "ding", Xiao Shi stepped in, Jin Xin blocked the elevator door, just about to say something, but saw the woman inside looking at him coldly.
He was dazed, wondering why the eyes look so familiar?
Then, she heard her say in a rare serious tone: "Assistant Jin, I know that you are entrusted by others and a matter of loyalty. But you should also know that none of you have the right to interfere with my personal freedom. I will say Again, I don't want to see him."
"Miss Yan, don't make things difficult for me?" Jin Xin was a little anxious.
"Then what do you want? Do you still want to tie me up?" Xiaoshi made it clear that he would not accept hard and soft.
Jin Xin was speechless, but did not dare to act rashly. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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