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Chapter 41 What is Love?

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    "I heard from his doctor." Zhou Shaoting didn't want to tell her that he had copied all her father's medical records and read them back and forth.

    Xiaoshi's brows were knit together, as if the anxious and desperate state of the past had come back again - the extremely dangerous operation, the fear of losing a loved one, and such a lonely and helpless state of mind still left her with lingering fears.

    Looking at the dark and surging river in the distance, she tried her best to calmly narrate those black memories that could not be calmed down:

    "On New Year's Eve, my dad always said that he was in a panic. After dinner, he suddenly couldn't breathe. The skin on his body was blue and purple. We hurriedly called an ambulance and took him to the hospital. The doctor said it was a serious lung enlargement.  Blister complicated with pneumothorax, Yongde Hospital was too small to deal with it, so I was transferred to another hospital immediately. We were transferred to the hospital in Kunming overnight. After this ordeal, my father¡¯s condition became more serious, and he began to fall into a coma in the early morning of the next day, and his body was wet and cold.  But there is no surgeon at the hospital, so we can¡¯t perform surgery, because it¡¯s the Spring Festival holiday, and the experts are on vacation" She took a deep breath, and then said: "My mother fainted twice in anxiety, and I also  It's useless, crying all the time. I want to force myself to calm down, my mother is so sad, and my father's situation is so bad, I can't be without ideas. But, I can't do it"

    Zhou Shaoting looked at the girl immersed in sad memories, as if traveling through time and space, and saw that fragile and helpless little figure back then, curled up outside the door of the ICU ward, hugged her body, her swollen eyes could no longer shed tears, and her whole body couldn't stop.  trembling.

    His heart was in a mess, and even his breathing was extremely heavy. After a long time, he slowly asked: "Then, how did you deal with it?"

    "Later" Xiao Shi hesitated for a moment, but decided to tell him the truth, "Later, Kang Ning helped me contact an expert and performed an emergency operation on my dad."

    Upon hearing this name, Zhou Shaoting's heart seemed to be pricked by a small thorn, causing a dull burning pain.  His dark eyes flicked across the girl's face and asked, "Are you grateful to him?"

    Xiaoshi admitted, "Yes, I am very grateful to him. If it wasn't for Kang Ning, my father might"

    "So, I became his girlfriend." Zhou Shaoting knew that his assertion was very abrupt, but he had such self-righteous self-confidence.  Moreover, he also knew the woman in front of him very well. She said that she had been dating Kang Ning for two years, so judging from the time, it was the time before and after her father's operation.

    Xiaoshi was speechless for a while, because her father's operation was indeed a turning point in her relationship with Kang Ning.  But at the same time, she felt that she couldn't do it just for this reason.

    Zhou Shaoting stared at her for a while, then raised his eyes to look into the distance, and said solemnly: "Xiaoshi, gratitude and love are two different things, you have to distinguish them."

    The calm tone came to Xiaoshi's ears along with the wet and cold river wind, stirring up a burst of indelible sourness in her heart.

    gratitude?  love?  Does this make any difference to her now?

    All her love once poured out for one person, and was swept away by that person calmly.

    And that person, after possessing all her love and burning it to the ground, is still trampling on the ruins, talking to her about what love is without having anything to do with her!

    What a sarcasm.

    Xiaoshi's lips curled up into a faint smile, and said, "I really doubt now whether there is such a thing as love in this world."  Fearless, "If not, why bother to distinguish so clearly?"

    Zhou Shaoting was a little surprised by her reaction. He turned around and looked into the woman's eyes, as if he wanted to see through her.

    This time, Xiaoshi's eyes didn't evade in the slightest, and they shone with a stubbornness that was different from the past.

    Zhou Shaoting took a deep breath and said slowly: "Maybe, love is a kind of belief. If you believe it, it exists. If you don't believe it, it doesn't exist."

    "Then do you believe it?"

    Zhou Shaoting's expression suddenly froze, and he found that he had no way to answer.  It's not that he can't answer this question, but that he can't answer her.

    For this woman in front of him, he has too many complicated feelings - he wants to love but can't, wants to complain but can't bear it, wants to forget but can't, wants to let go but can't let go.

    However, no matter what, he can no longer love without scruples like before.

    What would his love bring her?

    The title of a mistress?  Worldly contempt and spurn?  Indifferent family ties?  A complicated marriage with constant cutting and chaos?  A strong wife who lingers and an innocent child who is about to be born.

    All of this should not have been faced by her, let alone endured by her.  He can't let her back in the name of love;  did not hear it.

    Zhong Kai stood up again, interrupting her with a raised voice, "Xiaoyan!"

    The hoarse voice stopped immediately, and Xiao Shi looked at Zhong Kai with a guilty conscience, thinking that she had made a mistake.

    Zhong Kai, on the other hand, had a pleasant look on his face, and said very considerately: "You are not feeling well, let me come."

    Hearing what he said, Xiaoshi was very sorry, because of her personal reasons, she brought everyone a bad audio-visual experience.

    She lowered her head apologetically to see the reactions of other people. Some people were staring at her, while others were looking at Zhou Shaoting. The various gazes made it impossible for her to distinguish the meanings of them one by one.

    She looked at the man sitting in the middle again. At this time, Zhou Shaoting's brows had been flattened, and his eyes were indifferently hanging on the document in his hand, showing no emotion. However, this was also a kind of acquiescence to Zhong Kai's suggestion.

    Xiao Shi had no choice but to hastily end her unsuccessful performance, and sent the computer to Zhong Kai with her arms in her arms.

    She leaned over and put the computer in front of Zhong Kai, through the hair hanging down, she seemed to feel Zhou Shaoting's eyes lightly brushing her body.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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