Because of Su Moran's matter, none of us bowed first. Maybe Su Moran is not the reason for our separation, so many years of inseparability, so many years of entanglement may have made us very tired, Su Moran is just an excuse or an opportunity for us to separate. For so many years of relationship, we neither mentioned the future nor broke up, and we have been in an awkward state. Now with Su Moran, we seem to have a reason or courage to separate.
Throughout the winter, the air was cold, and my relationship with Lin Can was also cold. In the spring of next year, I knew that Lin Can had finished his postgraduate entrance examination, but after all, I never asked him about the results, not even indirectly through Xiao Luo. Xiao Luo didn't support me being with Lin Can at all, since I didn't ask, she didn't even bother to tell me.
So on June 8, 2010, the day Lin Can left the school with his degree certificate, we were completely separated. From now on, I no longer have Lin Can's contact information. Just let him take his notice and take away his Yangguan Road!
The weather in early summer is full of restlessness. All the things that have been frozen for the winter and germinated for the spring are now becoming warm and restless. Only my heart has become quiet.
All the separations and separations between Lin Can and I were in early summer. The relocation after the entrance examination, the reunion in high school, the separation after the college entrance examination, and this time it was all early summer. The ambiguous and throbbing smell in the air in early summer finally disappeared quietly after changing the location.
Now I am broken in love, right? Should I cry hard and give myself a month to completely forget about Lin Can? But no matter how hard I squeezed, the tears just couldn't flow, maybe I don't love Lin Can anymore? But his heart clearly missed a beat every time he thought of Lin Can. Forget it, wouldn't it be a good thing not to cry? Is it necessary to pay homage with snot and tears after breaking up?
"What? We broke up?" When my roommate asked me n times, "Why haven't you seen your boyfriend lately?", I blurted out: "We broke up." I still couldn't tell whether the tone of my words was flat or sad, The heart still missed a beat, as weak as if something had been sucked out.
"It's been a long time since we've been separated, what a pity, my condolences." Ling Xin shook her head "tsk tsk", looking sad.
"It's okay, it's just a lovelorn. If the old one doesn't go, the new one won't come." I smiled calmly, maybe with a slight smile.
"It's fine if you want to, it's okay." Yuan Yuan gave me an encouraging look, patted my shoulder, and I nodded with a smile.
"After all, it's still divided." Zi Yan said with an expression that she had already seen through the ending.
I don't know why when I saw this expression, I suddenly wanted to get angry, angry for no reason, and I couldn't control it: "You don't care about me, I didn't steal your boyfriend, why are you gloating!" After I finished speaking, I regretted it again , just broke up in love and had conflicts with my roommates, the days ahead will be even more difficult for me.
Unexpectedly, Zi Yan glanced at me generously and said, "You just lost love, I don't care about you." Yuan Yuan and Ling Xin breathed a sigh of relief. I don't know why, seeing them like this made me angry too, but this time I managed to control them. I just sat at the table and tidied up the messy table, and then cleaned it up.
Seeing the messy table adds another layer of frustration: Why am I always so untidy? In all romance novels, no matter how independent the heroine who wins love is, when she arrives at the heroine¡¯s house, she will still keep the room spotless, or cook a table of delicious dishes. Since then, the hero has changed from being uncertain to willing to marry her. And I naturally like this messy feeling, so neat that it makes me feel uneasy and not like life, always like being checked by others. Not to mention cooking, I can still cook instant noodles, but I can't do anything else. I'm not gentle, not virtuous, I lose my temper occasionally, and I'm still very proud inside. I'm done! People like me probably don't have love and friendship.
In the past, there was a severe winter who accommodated me and was hurt by me, but now it is fine, Lin Can, who I have always loved, can't stand me anymore after all. Thinking about it carefully, we seem really inappropriate. Except for Lin Can's occasional whim, I have no feeling of being loved. And how much love do I have for Lin Can? Why can't I even cry when we break up?
Maybe I love Lin Can just because Lin Can smiles with his eyes, so his smile is a bit evil, pure, trance-like and a little unfathomable, but I think a person usually pays attention to him s eyes. Thinking about it this way, my regret for Lin Can is only my first love. If that's the case, shouldn't I be with Lin Can after Lin Can and Su Xiaowei broke up? If it wasn't like this, I should still regard Lin Can as the best memory in my heart, but now we have developed to the point where we broke up without even bothering to say it.
My roommate is more and more concerned about me."Mo Li, you didn't read my notes last class, did you?"
"Mo Li, don't sleep yet, staying up late in front of the computer is very harmful to the body."
"Mo Li, are you on fire? Drink some scented tea, it should help."
However, I was suddenly annoyed by these sudden concerns. Isn't that just breaking up? Where am I sad? I don't go to class because the teacher's lectures are becoming more and more boring; I face the computer all night because it is a waste of life to lie in bed and can't fall asleep; I get angry because I have eaten too much chili these days. Why did no one care about my questions before, why come out and ask me now. Think I'm broken in love, right? Am I that poor? Falling in love takes up so much of one's life. Is it always like this?
I consciously and calmly face the various changes since the breakup. I always bring my mobile phone with me in class, even when get out of class is over, I stare blankly at Xiao Luo or Xiao Xi's name displayed on the screen and refuse to answer.
Xiao Luo sent me a long text message asking me: "Mo Li, I didn't mess with you, did I! Why don't you always answer my phone and call me as soon as you see the text message, or you will be responsible for the consequences!" He played Xiao Luo's number on his mobile phone: "Hey, An Xiaoluo, your phone bill is too high, right?" His tone was neither painful nor itchy.
Xiao Luo said angrily on the phone: "Mo Li, do you still have a conscience? I don't know that I'm graduating on June 8! I'm back home now, and I've found a job. Guess what? What kind of job?" Before I could answer, Xiao Luo said to himself, "I'm an English teacher in your high school! I didn't expect it. I originally wanted to stay in S City, but now I'm so excited to work in your school. Fortunately, Zhou Yan also came with me, so it¡¯s okay.¡±
On the phone, Xiao Luo was so self-conscious that she had forgotten that the reason why I called her was to hold me accountable for ignoring her. Of course I dare not ignore her.
"Congratulations, I will definitely go when I get married. Goodbye, I'm going to take the exam." I congratulated hastily, and was about to hang up the phone. Finally, my abnormal behavior was discovered by Xiao Luo, who has always been careless: " No, Mo Li, don't hang up the phone yet. You speak today as if you have nothing to do with it, and your high-spirited attitude is not like yours, did something happen?"
"What can I do? I'll go home after the exam." I was still perfunctory.
"Mo Li, where's your family Lin Can? How did you do in the exam?" An Xiaoluo's thinking became particularly sharp as soon as she realized it.
"I don't know, I broke up with him." I said easily, and subconsciously turned my head to look in the mirror with a relaxed smile on my face.
"What's the matter? Lin Can doesn't want you after she is admitted to graduate school? You're so worthless!" Xiao Luo became very angry when she heard this.
"No, no, IActually, I don't know if it counts as a breakupUh, no, it's a breakup, but I don't blame anyone." I said incoherently.
"Forget it, Mo Li, it's fine to break up, just don't wrong yourself." Xiao Luo comforted with a sigh.
"Goodbye, or I'll be really late." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone. His face was a little stiff, so stiff that he wanted to cry. With a friend like Xiao Luo, how could I not be moved? Eye circles were red, and I finally held back.
Really take the stationery to take the final exam. This time, after the exam, you will be a senior. The senior year is just an internship. Handing in a graduation thesis will declare the end of the university era.
After the exam, go home, I am going to stay at home quietly in the last summer vacation. My mother asked me: "What are you going to do in the future?"
"I'll find a job after graduation." I said frankly.
Mom said hesitantly, "You have already graduated and are 22 years old. You should also consider your personal issues."
"Oh my God, Mom, why are you always urging me to fall in love recently?" I said with a laugh.
Unexpectedly, my mother said solemnly: "It's time to think about it when you're so old, don't take it too seriously. I'm dumb, how can I not take it to heart, I've had enough troubles because of love in the four years of college, now I should The only thing left to consider is how to find a job to support yourself.
Since I was determined to stay at home quietly this summer vacation, I decided not to think about anything. For more than two months of summer vacation, I stayed in my room almost all the time, turned on the air conditioner, and looked at the sun shining brightly outside the window. Malu still felt a little bored. So, when I was in the room, besides being in a daze, I also wrote some sour articles to chat with each other. The endings of these stories all became all parting after I experienced the breakup. Anyway, I¡¯m not going to exchange money, I don¡¯t care how I want to write, as long as I¡¯m happy, I let them share points whenever I let them, and whenever I let him reconcile with them, I am completely in control of fate, watching the story with a cold eye The joys and sorrows of the people here.
The whole summer vacation was extremely hot, but with a peaceful heart, I successfully completed the handover of spring and autumn in this reinforced concrete house, and also completed the handover of junior and senior years. I even look forward to my senior year passing by soon. I am a person who pursues novelty. Four years of daily life have already made me exhausted, but after the summer vacation, I still have to drag my exhausted body back to school to continue the torment of the last year. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)It was hot and dry, but with a peaceful heart, I successfully completed the handover of spring and autumn in this reinforced concrete house, and also completed the handover of junior and senior years. I even look forward to my senior year passing by soon. I am a person who pursues novelty. Four years of daily life have already made me exhausted, but after the summer vacation, I still have to drag my exhausted body back to school to continue the torment of the last year. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com