Because Sister Xiaoxi said that she wanted to read the stories I wrote, although I don¡¯t know why, I still found some of the ones I wrote before and prepared to send them over.
However, after a whole day of classes and sister Xiaoxi's business is better at night, I didn't want to disturb her so I had to give up. Originally, I wanted to call her to explain, but it suddenly occurred to me that I didn't even know her phone number. So much so that I later found out that I knew nothing about her except her name and age.
Now that I think about it, where is she from? The accent doesn't look like a local, it should be from the south. As for her family and her past, I have no way of knowing, so now I feel that the classic name Leng Ruoxi is full of mystery. She has a sweet smile, and when she mentions relationship issues, she shrinks her smile and sullenly keeps her face silent; she looks innocent and clear, but she can easily guess what I am thinking; she is young but can open a milk tea shop calmly, Well-dressed. This beautiful and mysterious woman can see into my heart, but I don't know anything about her. She was like an angel who descended suddenly, and I couldn't help becoming friends with her, but I didn't even know her basic situation or even her mobile phone number. No, next time you see her, you must ask her about her story. Thinking of this, I decided to go to Cyan Story tomorrow morning and hand over my manuscript to her, and ask about her situation by the way.
When I was sleeping at night, I even had a dream. In the dream, Leng Ruoxi was wearing a navy blue white flower cheongsam, with a strange and quiet smile. Paired with the cold navy blue, it doesn't make people feel scared at all, on the contrary, it has a kind of desolate beauty. Her ten fingers were slender and pale, she stretched forward slightly, and told me with a smile: "Mo Li, I'm not as mysterious as you think." After speaking, she turned and left with a smile, walking gracefully and lightly, like a woman walking down in a painting . I woke up suddenly to the sound of her shoes hitting the ground as she left. For a long time after waking up, I still felt that the dream just happened really happened. But when I opened my eyes, there was only the light from the window hitting the ceiling indistinctly, and the unique chirping of insects in late summer and early autumn outside the window. Maybe it was because I suddenly became interested in Leng Ruoxi, and then I tightened the quilt, and prepared to fall asleep again.
When I woke up in the morning, it was already past eight o'clock. As soon as I opened my eyes, Leng Ruoxi's smile in the dream still appeared in my mind as if it had really happened. I decided to go to Cyan Story immediately. After having breakfast at the school gate, I walked into Cyan Story with great interest. Sister Xiaoxi also looked like she had just woken up. In the early morning, there were hardly any customers in the milk tea shop.
"Mo Li, here we come." Sister Xiaoxi still greeted me warmly as soon as I entered the door.
"Well, I had a class yesterday and knew you were not free at night, so I didn't come over, but I suddenly found that I don't have your phone number yet, so I can't tell you." I explained with a smile.
"It's okay, it's not an urgent matter anyway. Come and sit down, there is no one in the store for the time being." Sister Xiaoxi walked to a table in the hall while talking, pulled out the chair with her left hand, and sat down lightly. I also followed, sat down opposite her, and then showed my petty stories to Sister Xiaoxi: "Sister Xiaoxi, why do you want to read the stories I wrote?" I asked strangely .
Sister Xiaoxi smiled, her two big eyes are now more like crescent moons, the smile is all in the eyes, bright and deep: "Actually, I also like stories very much, I have written them before, so I just Take it over and have a look. Mo Li, you came here so early in the morning, do you have anything to ask me?"
"Yeah, I just want to ask, why are you so amazing, you can guess what I'm thinking. Also I'm actually very curious about you." She said what was in my heart when she asked me all doubts.
She smiled, blinked mischievously, as if thinking for a while and said, "Guess what major I studied in university?"
"Hotel management? No, not like, is it also a Chinese department?" I said.
"No, psychology. I like this major very much, but I don't like the profession of psychological counselors. I study psychology just to see the world clearly, so as to avoid misunderstandings with people I care about. But the profession is different. Yes. In my opinion, a psychological counselor is a somewhat scary profession. When others know that you can see what he is thinking, they will probably not contact you again. This is the embarrassment of a psychological counselor." She Ordinary's analysis, and then I thought it made more sense that she could step on what I was thinking.
She paused, and continued: "I know that sooner or later you will suspect what I am doing, why I can open a small shop here in peace and have no worries about food and clothing. In fact, it is a bit ashamed to say this, I should be considered a rich man. The second generation, although I don¡¯t think I¡¯m that kind of dandy. But my father still gave me a lot of money. It¡¯s enough for me to have a good life, and enough for me to have money after I open the store. I¡¯m not prepared to His money, but as a usually busy??For the upstart who has not fulfilled his father's responsibilities, this is just a way for him to show his father's love and comfort himself. Anyway, there is no harm in having more money than me, so I accepted it frankly. Anyway, this is at most my venture fund, and I definitely won¡¯t sit around with this money, as it might help me realize my ideals. "When she said this, her face was stained with a faint gloomy, I think she must have had an unhappy childhood.
"Sister Xiaoxi, I really didn't expect you to come from such a background. Upstart, this is the first time I've heard someone say that about my father."
She still smiled, with a little helplessness in her smile: "It's not that I don't respect him, it's just that he is extremely bad to my mother who has a bad temper. When I was young, he would always punch my mother. Even Later, when he suddenly became rich, he ignored his mother's existence and flirted with those women in the romantic arena blatantly. Since I was a child, I wanted to know what these adults were thinking. Maybe this is why I majored in psychology One reason. Now that my father is getting older, he treats my mother and me better and better, so he really wants to compensate us in some way. But how can he compensate, an upstart, so he can only give money , for him, this should be a very precious thing."
After listening to her narration, I suddenly thought of a very classic saying "the joys and sorrows of the floating world". I have always liked this sentence, and always felt that it was a little desolate and a little helpless. It turned out that a woman as pure as Leng Ruoxi would have such a distressing life experience. In this world, behind every happy face in the city, there may be bitterness that others cannot touch. No one can be smooth sailing, the world is suffering, forget who said that life has 5% happiness and 5% pain, and the remaining 90% is mediocrity. In this way, our life should indeed be sad.
"Mo Li, what are you thinking? Don't think too much. I tell you this because I don't want you to think that I am mysterious. In fact, I am just an ordinary person. I will be sad because of my relatives, and I will be overjoyed and sad when I fall in love with someone. .¡± She returned to her previous indifferent smile, I really don¡¯t know how she can grow up in this background and still smile calmly. About her feelings should also be a sad story, forget it, I still don¡¯t ask, I really can¡¯t bear to hear her who is like an angel talk about those extremely cruel stories, besides, her narration is undoubtedly once again Painful memories.
"Forget it, since I have said so much, I might as well tell you the story of me and him. He is engaged in photography, has always been excellent, and is also very romantic, but one day I suddenly discovered that what he loves is always just Himself. He won't stay for anyone, so every time he is lonely, he always has a companion, and that companion can be me or anyone. But I can't bear it after all." Said these She was unexpectedly calm when she was in love, perhaps, a person's feelings are not necessarily strong but deep.
I entered this woman's world little by little, and understood her likes and sorrows. But the strange thing is that I don't feel sorry for her because of it. Maybe it's her quiet smile that has been telling me that although her experience seems a bit sad, she is a woman who pursues happiness after all, and she is also a happy woman.
"Mo Li, I have always thought that you are a quiet woman, but you need protection, because you are fragile deep in your heart, and you want someone to rely on. You are born with a cat nature, but it is this kind of Cat nature makes you cute. What I want to remind you is that your cat nature may also bring you a lot of harm. After all, everyone is an individual and must have enough ability to rely on himself and give Warm yourself. When someone gives you these, you can put your abilities aside. But once you lose the care of others, you must learn to give yourself a support." As she spoke, she dragged me again, maybe See how distracted I am lately because of so-called futures and choices. However, I think the woman in front of me is indeed a woman who is independent, soft on the outside and strong on the inside. I can't help but feel a little envious of her.
"Sister Xiaoxi, thank you for telling me, I believe I will always remember it." I was a little moved and said that there are few people in the world who tell you these life philosophies so sincerely and sincerely.
I looked at the mobile phone in the bag, and I had chatted for more than 2 hours before I knew it, so I got up and prepared to go back to school: "Sister Xiaoxi, I have something to do in the afternoon, so I will go back first, and I sincerely wish you happiness." I'm serious.
When I got to the door, Miss Xiaoxi stopped me and said, "Mo Li, come back. Don't want my phone call."
I walked back embarrassedly and said: "Look at my memory." Then I took out my mobile phone and recorded Miss Xiaoxi's phone number. Through that string of numbers, I can keep in touch with this woman named Leng Ruoxi at any time. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com