It's the last time to leave the school, and the heating has been turned off tonight. The originally warm dormitory is now surprisingly cold. The empty and cold dormitory is in stark contrast to the upcoming Chinese New Year celebrations outside. Hey, poor me, I will finally go home tomorrow. I don't know if Xiao Luo has already returned home, so he immediately called: "An Xiaoluo, where are you enjoying yourself now, girl?"
"Haha, of course I'm at home. Why haven't you come back yet? By the way, how is your Lin Can? Has he been discharged from the hospital? Last time I said to visit him, but I didn't go when I was busy." Xiao Luo said .
"I've been discharged from the hospital. We'll go back tomorrow. The heating in the dormitory is cut off, and I'm freezing to death." I didn't continue to speak, because I heard a group of people on the phone urging Xiao Luo to go over, and she replied "Come" told me in a hurry that a lot of classmates were playing at her house, and she had to go there first and call again when she had time.
I said: "Okay." Presumably Xiao Luo didn't hear what I said.
Helpless, turn on the computer and go to the Internet cafe for a while, I can't sit alone.
Logged onto QQ and found that Gu Liangze was there, this guy is really surfing the Internet all the time!
Me: Chinese New Year is coming soon.
Gu: Got it! Are you going home too?
Me: No, I'm still in school and I'll be back tomorrow.
Gu: Oh? So late on vacation?
Me: No, some things are delayed. School has long been on holiday, and now the heating is off. so cold.
Gu: We don¡¯t need heating here, and the oceanic climate is good!
Look again, it's already busy, maybe there's something going on. Why is everyone so busy today? It's just me, in a panic, not knowing how to spend this long winter night. I always felt that there was something I wanted to say, and my heart was blocked, so I typed something eloquently in the space and set it as a private note. After doing all this, although my fingertips were cold, my heart felt much better.
Before Lin Can appeared again, I would be vulnerable and lonely, why would I continue to be even more lonely and vulnerable after he appeared? Choosing Lin Can means hurting Yan Dong and almost breaking up with her roommate. And now, in order to raise medical expenses for Lin Can, I lied and refused to go home during the winter vacation, and I still have to be alone in this cold winter night, vulnerable and lonely. Thinking of the time since we were together with Lin Can, of course there were happy days. When he wants me to continue to be his girlfriend, when he rubs my hair in the ward, when he mischievously blows kisses and calls me his wifeHappy heart is like blooming, and I feel sweetly that as long as I have these happiness, I don't mind paying for anything.
But most of the time, we are in dispute. When I was late to send Su Xiaowei off, he could leave me alone and leave alone; at the airport, he could hug Su Xiaowei like no one else was there; A cyan story
I have never been confident and calm in front of him, my heart is beating fast, and I don't know what to say. Is it my choice is wrong? In the face of severe winter, I have always been calm and calm. In the face of severe winter, I never said any harsh words. When you are with Yan Dong, you will always be gentle and calm, but with Lin Can, there will always be some turmoil every day. When we quarrel, we are bitter and mean, and when we reconcile, we are sweet and friendly. One day my heart will not be able to bear such waves.
Thinking of this, I suddenly realized why I was comparing Yan Dong and Lin Can again? Didn't I always like Lin Can? Haven't Yan Dong and Yan Dong always had that kind of inseparable ambiguity? No, I can't put the two of them together anymore, I don't always feel like a one-and-done person.
Forget it, isn't it normal for lovers to quarrel? I'm going home tomorrow, I should be happy. During the Chinese New Year, Lin Can will never ignore me.
I have been in these complicated emotional entanglements since I entered the university. The first semester of my sophomore year is over. Should I also think about my future? Now that the economy is in crisis, and we are Chinese majors, it will definitely take a lot of trouble to find a job directly after graduation. When the school first started, everyone had lost the freshness of the school when they were freshmen, and suddenly many people asked if they wanted to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Do you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination? I asked myself. I don't want to, staying in school for too long is a waste of life. Can't you take the exam? It doesn't seem to work, no job, no food. For some reason, I suddenly returned to reality, and began to think about the word "postgraduate entrance examination" that I thought would be far away. In fact, which vocabulary does not come slowly from a distance, this is the horror of life, more and more awkward words start to come very close.
In this long winter night, when everyone is still sleeping soundly, I suddenly think of the future from the relationship to life, no wonder some people say, I amIt is suitable for thinking, but are these so-called thinking useful? No matter what we think, when we enter the society, we still have to follow the rules of this adult society and leave a living corner for ourselves. People, sometimes are so small, so small that it is pathetic. It turns out that we have grown up, and we are no longer Lin Can and Mo Li in junior high school
Feelings are emotions, I have been tired all day and finally fell asleep before dawn, ready to welcome home tomorrow and the Spring Festival when I will be a year older after returning home.
Early the next morning, there were actually snowflakes in the sky. No wonder I was too cold to sleep last night. I am eager to go home, so I don't care if it snows or not. Hurrying to the station, now it¡¯s the Spring Festival travel season, the station suddenly became overcrowded, I carried a heavy suitcase and managed to squeeze into a car to go home, just like this all the way back in the fluttering snowflakes Arrived home.
This city mixed with familiarity and unfamiliarity is far less prosperous than city s, so the festive atmosphere is also far less intense than city s. This small clean town is soft and fresh. If City S is a lady, this small town should be Xiaojiabiyu, with a little bit of petty bourgeoisie and a little bit of sentimentality, so people will fall in love with it very quickly. This is the third Spring Festival I have spent in this city, and I am used to the Spring Festival Gala on the 30th and the desertedness on the first day of the New Year.
But this year seems to be different, because I have a boyfriend, because I think he will call me in the new year. But what does it have to do with whether he makes a phone call or not?
Just as I was thinking that the phone rang, I jumped up from the sofa. Could it be Lin Can? He quickly ran to the room and saw Xiao Luo: "Mo Li, happy new year, we are going to have a party this year, are you coming? And your high school students, I heard that they are also preparing for the party."
"I won't go. It's so far away. I only went last year to see you. I didn't expect you to pester me all the time, so I dare not go this year." I said, somehow, as long as one Talking to Xiao Luo must have a few words of bickering, no matter whether I am in a good mood or not, at least I am in a good mood when I make a call.
"Don't bite Lu Dongbin, you don't know good people, okay? You don't want to go on a date with your Lin Can, forget it, don't come if you don't, then I'll tell you that you don't want to see him so you don't come." After speaking, Xiao Luo hung up phone.
This little Luo has never known the seriousness of what he says, and he always keeps what he says. I am in a cold war with Lin Can. Doesn't her statement intensify the conflict? Forget it, in order not to escalate the situation, I'd better make a phone call.
"Hello." That's all I said.
"I knew you would call me, happy new year." Lin Can said happily.
"Are you sure that I will compromise with you and hold on?" I really don't know why this guy insists on me admitting defeat. If it weren't for An Xiaoluo, I wouldn't admit defeat, and I will pretend to be with her when I go back.
"No, I just figured out that you like me very much. Tell me, what's the matter with calling." This guy who has always been narcissistic, really can't do anything about him.
"I'm not going to the party." I said, thinking of some reason to say no, Lin Can said, "I'm not going either, I wanted to call you to tell you, but if you don't call in a minute, I will The call will be over. Haha, give me a minute, don't blame me." He explained innocently.
"Really? I want to hang up the phone a minute faster than you." I finished the first two words slowly, then used the acceleration to finish the last sentence as soon as possible and hung up the phone.
Take a long breath and look up at the sky, the sunshine in winter is also very beautiful.
As for the party, you definitely can't go to it. Mao Yushui, who has been entangled with Su Xiaowei and Lin Can, has been rumored by those classmates again, so it's better to hide alone.
?Suddenly, my mood changed so quickly that I was also very surprised. Before talking to Xiao Luo, I kept feeling and sighing, but after talking with Lin Can, I suddenly became enlightened. A voice rang in my ears: "Mo Li, you are hopeless"
Since my mother came here, she seemed to have something to say to me. When I was in a good mood today, I asked my mother if there was anything wrong.
"Xiao Li, are you in a relationship?" Mom was straightforward.
I was surprised at first, "How did Mom know that I was in a relationship? Who told the news?" Immediately, I changed from surprise to calm: "Yeah, what's wrong?"
"Sure enough, I guessed it right. I said why you have been moaning and sighing for a while, and you are so excited for a while. Tell mom who he is? When will you come to sit at home." Mom asked tentatively.
"Oh my god, mom, why did you become like this? It's a matter of where and where. You haven't written your horoscope yet. It's just a former classmate." I said casually, I guess I started in junior high school, mom It must be heart disease.
"Old classmate, so home is not far away, let him come and play sometime." My mother said that my head was getting big, why did I just transition to meeting my parents right now?
"Mom, I lied to you. Don't worry, I didn't fall in love with anyone." After I finished speaking, I was about to go out, and my mother shouted from behind: "We have no objection." I was really speechless to my mother. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)"Old classmate, so home is not far away, let him come and play sometime." My mother said that my head was getting big, why did I just transition to meeting my parents right now?
"Mom, I lied to you. Don't worry, I didn't fall in love with anyone." After I finished speaking, I was about to go out, and my mother shouted from behind: "We have no objection." I was really speechless to my mother. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com