``The wind is uncertain, people are calm at first, and tomorrow the sun will be red and the path will be full. ¡¯ The blooming flowers at one moment suddenly disappeared in the sudden cold wind the next moment. Even if we are sitting in all directions and holding thousands of prosperity in our hands, deep in our hearts, there will eventually be sudden loss.
Ziqi didn't know how long she had been sitting on the bed, she guarded Yuesheng and watched the moon set. That night, she tossed and turned without sleep.
All the good memories in my memory came to my mind overnight. That pure white long dress is still so beautiful, and that long scarf is still treasured in the cabinet for a long time. The hug when I was hurt still retains the tenderness of that time. Those laughs in the sun are still lingering in the shallow memory.
Before 7 o'clock, Zhu Mingcheng drove the car to the hotel entrance.
I don't know if it was because I didn't eat for a day and I was hungry and panicked, or because I felt unwell and irritable, Ziqi felt cold all over, dizzy and uncomfortable.
"Have you figured it out yet?" Zhu Mingcheng looked up at Ziqi who was a bit haggard in the rearview mirror.
"It's useless to keep things that shouldn't have appeared in the first place." In this situation, Ziqi has no choice but to abort the child.
Seeing Ziqi's helplessness, Zhu Mingcheng felt a little bit of heartache. He is Lin Hao's friend, and he knows Lin Hao's love for Ziqi. He has no way to say anything, after all, he is a worthless stranger to Ziqi.
"The child is yours, but you must think clearly, no matter what, a child is a life, and you may regret it if you end it hastily!" Zhu Mingcheng could only persuade him gently.
Ziqi didn't answer. She leaned against the car window, watching the crowds coming and going on the main street of City H.
Most of the time, we hide our hearts in the hustle and bustle, and the singing and dancing in the floating world is confused in the neon soft words. The more restless the joy, the more bone-chilling loneliness is hidden.
"You didn't tell Brother Lin Hao about me, did you?"
"Don't worry, as I said, this matter is entirely your private matter. Besides, according to the agreement between Lin Hao and me, I am only responsible for helping you when you need it, not for connecting the two of you." Zhu Mingcheng said with a smile.
"Thank you for helping me, I want to think about the child again."
After all, Ziqi still didn't want to give up the little life in his stomach who just came to visit.
This little life came suddenly, without any preparation. If you keep the child, you may delay your start-up work because of a series of things such as having a child, which will directly affect the bright future you plan for your parents. Abandoning this child, maybe you can pretend that nothing happened without anyone noticing, but it will make you feel guilty for the rest of your life.
"If you've made up your mind, come in with me." Zhu Mingcheng said, locked the car in the garage, and opened the back door for Ziqi.
Ziqi was a little hesitant, but decided to take this step for the future, for the beauty that he was waiting for in his heart.
Although it was less than 8 am, the clinic was already full of people. There are two men and women sitting on chairs waiting together, but most of them are girls alone.
"Wait here, I'll go and have a few words with the doctor." After Zhu Mingcheng finished speaking, he arranged Ziqi on the waiting chair closest to the operating room.
"Honey, I'm afraid." The girl sitting opposite Ziqi said to the man next to her.
"Don't be afraid, it's painless, the baby will be gone as soon as you sleep." The man said impatiently while playing the mobile game in his hand.
"Look at the girl who was pushed out just now, her face is frighteningly pale." The girl continued. From the looks of it, the girl should have been frightened.
"You girls are just moji, what a big deal, it's not that you don't want to take anesthesia." The man turned off the phone screen and said angrily,
The girl was taken aback for a moment, and then she was calm without making any noise. Either the grief is greater than the death of the heart, or I have no strength to contend with this unequal concept after all.
Ziqi shook his head helplessly, and walked to the waiting chair near the bathroom door. There was only an 18-19-year-old girl sitting near this chair, and the environment was relatively quiet.
"Sister." The girl next to Ziqi suddenly pushed Ziqi and whispered.
'Has it been recognized? ¡¯ Thinking about it, Ziqi immediately pushed up the black mask, and then pulled down the sunglasses.
"Is there something wrong?" Ziqi turned his head and asked vigilantly.
"Sister, are you afraid?" the girl asked again, with deep fear in her eyes.
"Didn't your boyfriend come with you?" Looking into the girl's eyes, Ziqi asked with a bit of distress. ?He has no way of knowing the secret, and he doesn't know how Lin Hao would respond if Lin Hao was there at this time.
"Maybe the dead end you think is actually a new beginning, maybe the situation is not as bad as you think. Give your child a chance, and give yourself a chance, and see if there will be a new beginning."
"I'm a little hungry, take me to eat!" Ziqi said, tearing up the receipts in his hand and throwing them into the trash can next to him.
Zhu Mingcheng looked at the torn and shredded registration slips in the trash can and smiled.
Life is like the four seasons that are constantly changing, spring goes and autumn comes, summer passes and winter solstice. Even if you want to hold on tightly to the warmth of spring, the bitter east wind will eventually blow away the warmth of your palm. If we are obsessed with the beauty and warmth of the past, instead of trying to accept the beauty of the future, perhaps we will miss the most colors. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com