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Chapter 125: The Word of Love Hurts 3

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    After they left, I realized that I was even lonelier and lonelier. The pain permeated every inch of my body, making me unable to move. I realized that in just one day, everything was gone. If I could go crazy  ,that would be nice!

    At night, it was terribly quiet. When the lights were turned off, there was darkness everywhere. Does it mean that my world will be dark from now on?  I don't believe that someone dies for love, but Wu Lixin's facts tell me that someone can really die for love. Now I can finally feel the pain that Wu Lixin felt when he lost me.  I can feel the heartbreak and despair when Li Xueshan personally gave me to Wu Lixin, because I acted out her story and gave my favorite man to another woman, because we all love this man deeply,  Hope he can be happy!

    It is easy to start a relationship, but it is really difficult to end it and forget it, unless the person is really dead, or really crazy, or a heartless person.

    I think my future days will definitely be counting down the seconds, and I will definitely read him hundreds of times, thousands of times, tens of thousands of times, billions of times, billions of billions of times!

    I'm really going crazy, I'm really not that great, I really can't walk away with a smile on my face!  Especially now, imagining you guys on a serious date, repeating the things we go through every day, my heart is like a knife, like a machine, and it hurts so much that it leaves the body, leaving only a poor shell.

    Why didn't I get married when you asked me to get married?  If I had promised you at the beginning, I wouldn¡¯t be so heartbroken and sleepless, and I¡¯m going to find a good job. This is called dying and suffering!  Can't I find a job after getting married?  How can I be so stupid, how can I be so stupid?

    It's all over now, I haven't got married, I haven't got a job, and I have to go home and rely on my parents to support me, Zhuzhu, you are really not human, you are too cowardly, and you don't even have the ability to support yourself!

    Go crazy, lunatics come to me, I really hope that I won¡¯t remember anything when I wake up tomorrow, it would be just like last time!

    Why do I have to shed so many tears?  Could it be that my tears are so worthless?  Why do I have to toss and turn?  Are you looking for the smell on your body, do you want to get your hug and fall asleep in your arms?  

    Don't think about it, don't think about it again, from now on, that embrace belongs to someone else, not yours anymore, so be sober!

    Hugging another pillow, which is the only thing that can witness you sleeping on it, "I didn't expect a pig's bed to be so fragrant!" "Why does it all smell like pigs?" "Haha, how can a pig's bed be so beautiful  Is it?" "Honey, let's take a shower together!"

    Why are the words you said always playing back in my ears, "You are a little pervert, a little pervert who specializes in seducing graduate students!"

    "Don't leave me, never leave me"

    The night without you is so cold. Although it is summer, it has no temperature, even colder than severe winter. Who are you thinking about tonight?  Who are you kissing tonight?  Who are you sleeping on tonight?  Can you remember what you said at the beginning?

    I said, God, kill me instead of making me suffer like this!

    God said, no, you cannot die, you must live and face it bravely.

    brave?  Where can a mere woman who needs someone to love me be so brave?  Who will give me courage?  Who will bandage my wounds, who will find my heart back?

    In the struggle of pain and tears, while waiting for the time to pass slowly, I don¡¯t know how much suffering and grief I have suffered, all the pain came to attack me, ruthlessly crushing my heart, I can¡¯t bear it anymore  Yes, when I close my eyes, I really want to open them, I am still that simple little teacher, free and easy, doing whatever I want.

    It was already noon the next day when I woke up.  My mother asked me to eat, but I was tasteless, and no matter how delicious the food was, I couldn't fascinate me.

    "Zhuzhu, you can't do this." Mom stopped going down again, and said distressedly, "No matter what happens, you always have to eat, and your body is your own."

    "Mom, I really can't eat." I put down my chopsticks, I want to go out to get some fresh air.

    "Zhuzhu," Dad couldn't help it, "tell us what happened, don't leave it alone, we can understand your pain."

    "I'll go out for a stroll first and come back to talk about it." I opened the door and walked outside.

    There are people coming and going outside, everyone must be full of worries, right?  How many heartbroken people are there like me?

    "Be careful!" Dad pulled me back, and a car flew by in front of me, "Didn't you see?? Is a car coming towards you?  Dad looked at me angrily, "Don't you know how dangerous it was just now?"  "

    "Dad, I just want to go out for a stroll, why are you following me?"

    "I won't follow you, what if something happened just now? Zhuzhu, you are not a child anymore, stop playing childish temper, okay?"

    "Dad, I have grown up, you really don't have to worry about me anymore. I just want to be alone."

    I don¡¯t know how long I¡¯ve been arguing with my dad on the road. I¡¯m tired of arguing. I walked straight ahead, and he followed me until I was willing to go home with him. This is the first time I quarreled with my dad.  In the past, he spoiled me and I loved him, but now

    The whole world is going crazy because I'm crazy.

    "They were able to be together after going through a lot of hardships, so I decided to quit, don't ask me why." This sentence was the only explanation I gave my parents after I got home, and I no longer want to say anything redundant.

    "Zhuzhu, this is related to your lifelong happiness, how can you give up your happiness to others?" Dad said.

    "That's right, Zhuzhu, maybe things can be discussed again." Mom persuaded.

    "There is nothing to turn back. If it were you, you wouldn't have the heart to separate two people who love each other, right?"

    The tears kept flowing, I climbed upstairs, I need to be quiet, or I will really break down.

    With Manxuan, graduate students really won¡¯t remember me. From yesterday to today, I haven¡¯t had a single call. Fortunately, I still turned off my mobile phone. I¡¯m so self-indulgent. At least my parents¡¯ phone has never rang.

    The next day, I went to help my parents change their mobile phone numbers, and I stopped using my mobile phone, because no one is looking for me anymore, so why use my mobile phone to let myself have fantasies?  I have lost a lot of weight in the past few days. I went to the scale and lost a total of eight catties. I was already small, but now I look even smaller.

    My mother gave me supplements all day long, and said that I must gain weight. I didn¡¯t want to disappoint her good intentions, so I swallowed all the supplements and spit them out in the bathroom at night.  This taste is similar to motion sickness, and I was about to faint from vomiting.  Several times I wanted to refuse my mother, but seeing my mother cook so hard, I couldn't bear to refuse.

    Five days later, Dad got a good house, and we were busy moving. I was really reluctant to stay here, after all, this is the only day that can prove that I live with him, even though it is only a few days.

    Although I have repeatedly warned myself not to think about him anymore, but the thoughts in my heart are everywhere and pervasive. I think, if this continues, I will definitely go crazy.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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