I don't know where I'm supposed to go, disobedient tears are filling my eyes, eyes full of tears are lost in aspect, wandering around the station like a ghost, without thinking, watching the long queue to buy tickets People, everyone has their own direction and purpose, and me? Where is my direction? Where is my purpose?
What should I tell my parents? Didn't you say you're going to get married next week? Didn't you agree that you will be a graduate student's beautiful bride next week? Didn't we agree that we will stay together forever? Didn't you say that true love is invincible, no one can split it? Didn't I agreehow did it become like this? Oh, our love is not plundered by a third party, but I have returned my love to others with my own hands!
They are a match made in heaven, aren't they? I just accidentally stepped in among them. Now that everything is in place, I should be happy. Why am I crying? Didn't I leave a note to them saying bless them? Haven't I always been kind? Didn't I always hope that lovers will get married eventually? Why does my heart hurt so much? Could it be that I am a selfish person? I'd rather be a selfish villain than end up with such a broken heart.
I remember that love once came, but I returned it, leaving a whole body of loneliness and loneliness, and my scarred heart has long since been broken!
"Honey, I got the ticket, let's go home." The voice pulled me out of my grief. It seemed that a middle-aged man happily walked towards the ticket office with his slightly fat wife in his arms. The scene in front of me seemed like a graduate student embracing me, "Zhuzhu, I have bought a ticket, let's go home."
I watched them blankly until they entered the ticket gate and disappeared into the crowd.
"Hey, miss, hurry up and buy tickets, I'm in a hurry to go home." The people behind urged me impatiently.
I just realized that the long dragon just now had disappeared, replaced by me as the leader of the long dragon, I walked forward like a dream, I really didn't know where I was going.
"Where are you going?"
"go¡¡"
"Where are you going? Please speak into the microphone, the people behind are still waiting."
"go¡¡"
"Hey, can you hurry up? My brain is sick."
"Go home." Apart from home, I really don't know where I can go.
"address."
""
After getting the ticket, I went to the ticket gate in a daze, and I was about to leave the city of graduate students to live a lonely life in 20 minutes. I just realized that when I was on the bus, without you by my side, I started to feel sick again I had no choice but to ask the flight attendant for a few plastic bags and do a good job of prevention. The whole car became so quiet and lonely.
The car just drove away like this, unlike a human being who, after being entangled for a long time, the machine will become a machine. Once it is opened, it will leave without turning back, unlike a human being, who takes two steps and then turns back two steps.
I followed this car and left, no, it should be regarded as escaping, forgive me for not being able to attend your wedding, I really don¡¯t have the courage to watch her put on her wedding dress and walk into the holy red carpet holding hands with you, let alone The courage to see you kissing in the blessings of relatives and friends, I really don't have the courage My heart is exhausted, I think in this life, I will never have love again, my love has fallen in another land
I hope that my departure will make you happy, and I, live in the memory of missing.
Who stole my love
I was really tired, I vomited until my stomach was empty, tears came out continuously, my throat was hot and hot, the plastic bags were changed one after another, I vomited out all the things I ate today, and put the little I spit out the tight water, and spit out what I ate last night. Now I have nothing to vomit, and I still keep vomiting dryly. It is really painful. Why is the motion sickness so severe?
Finally, I managed not to vomit. I took out a tissue from my bag and kept wiping the dirt around my mouth. After wiping for a while, I slammed on the brakes and I was about to vomit again!
As if I had to vomit all my internal organs and lungs before I stopped. After two hours, I was so tired that I was dehydrated. I finally vomited my stomach until it was empty, so I could sit in my seat with peace of mind, and I began to miss the graduate student again in my mind.
What are they doing now? It must be to have a romantic candlelight dinner together, and then you stare at me affectionately and I stare at you affectionately, each other melts in each other's eyes, and then hug each other tightly
ah! ah! Kill me, I really can't stand it, why? Why don't you let me continue to vomit, why do you want me to recall? Why do you torture me like this, I hold my head, loneliness begins to hit me, the pain is haunting me, if there is no??It would be nice to be in love, at least it won't be reduced to such a miserable situation.
I really shouldn't imagine everything so beautifully. People say that first love is not successful if you do too much. This is true. I really realized that if you use all your soul to love someone, but you can't get it, your heart is true. My heart is broken, and I can never find that complete heart again.
I cried so much that my eyes hurt myself, touching my red and swollen eyes, wiping the snot that flowed from crying, and smelling the disgusting smell from my mouth, I think standing in front of my parents at this moment will definitely scare them a lot jump?
I stretched out my hand and knocked on the door, but I didn't have the courage to call out "Dad, Mom, I'm back," and the mother's soft and loving voice came from inside, "Who is it?"
I didn't say anything, and continued to knock on the door, "Who is it?" My mother's voice drifted into my ears again, but I still didn't answer, and knocked on the door again with tears in my eyes, "Here we are."
The moment the door opened, my mother was stunned when she saw me, opened her mouth wide, and took a long time to speak, "Zhuzhu, you why are you back?"
I couldn't take it anymore, dropped my things, threw myself into my mother's arms, and burst into tears.
"Hey," Mom asked while stroking my head, "Miss Mom? How about running back to surprise Mom?"
I sucked my nose desperately without saying a word, what should I say? what should i say
My mother wiped my tears with her hands, "Child, you have to go through many things in this life. Things that seem bad or even unforgivable to you will pass away slowly as time goes by."
"Mom, I don't have much culture, and I don't know how to comfort others, but seeing you unhappy, my mother is also very sad. As parents, we all hope that our children can be happy."
"Look at you, your eyes are so swollen from crying, it doesn't look good."
"MomII'm so sad now, woohoo!" Listening to my mother's words, I couldn't stand it anymore, and the tears came more violently. Do people say that it is best not to comfort people when they are sad and helpless.
"Silly boy, Mom knows you must have been wronged, so cry if you want."
"mom¡¡"
I don't know how long I cried in my mother's arms. When I got up, I found that my mother's clothes were covered by my tears. "Mom, I'm sorry," my voice was already hoarse.
"Fool, as long as you feel comfortable in your heart, go up to take a shower and then come down to eat, or else when Dad comes back and sees you like this, he will die of heartache."
I feebly climbed up to the third floor, and the scene of flirting upstairs with the graduate students appeared in front of my eyes. When I opened the room again, I seemed to see the graduate students lying on the bed and stretching out their fingers to me, viciously. She said with a smile, "Honey, let's take a mandarin duck bath together." After speaking, he hugged me into the bathroom cheekily
Just as I was about to rush over, I realized that I was in vain. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com