After waking up and having breakfast, the graduate student and I bought a bag of apples to visit Wu Lixin.
We gently opened the door and walked in. Wu Lixin hadn't woken up yet, and was breathing evenly while lying on the hospital bed, while Xueshan was sitting on the stool in front of the bed, blinking and blinking at his sleeping state.
"Xueshan." I called softly.
Xueshan then turned her head, looked at me, and said in a low voice, "He made a fuss last night and just fell asleep now. Last night, I wanted to call you, but Wu Lixin refused to let me call, and he said no." I hope to bother you and make you worry."
I looked at Xueshan, her eyes were bloodshot, and her eyes were circled by deep dark circles. She didn't sleep for more than a night, and her heart was also broken, right?
Falling in love with someone who doesn't love yourself, that kind of love is much bitterer than bitter coffee, right? Although I haven't experienced it, I can feel the bitterness from Wu Lixin and Li Xueshan.
I looked at her, feeling like I was hanging a bottle of flavor in my heart, "It's really hard for you, you should go and have a good rest now, there are me and graduate students here."
"Can I have a few words with her alone?" Xueshan looked at the graduate student, who smiled at her and nodded, "Yes." He looked at me again, "Zhuzhu, go, go and come back quickly."
"Then I trouble you to watch him here." Xueshan said.
"It's okay, you go."
Xueshan and I walked out of the ward, leaving graduate students and sleeping Wu Lixin in the room.
We walked in the long corridor of the hospital. Xueshan's long hair danced gently with the morning breeze. Her waterfall-like hair was black and beautiful. The face looks graceful and graceful, charming and charming. Wu Lixin really doesn't cherish seeing me feeling a little demented.
Xueshan looked at me and said sadly, "I'm beautiful, aren't I?"
"Yeah!" I nodded, "It's so beautiful!" Seriously, whoever dares to say that she is not beautiful, I will be the first to beat him up!
"What about you? Do you think you are beautiful?" She stared at me and asked.
I didn't expect her to ask such a question, and I froze for a while, not knowing how to answer. If you say I'm beautiful, that's the biggest joke in the world.
"Ha, I've always thought you're ugly! If you want to have a body, you don't have a face, and you don't have a face. If you say I lost to a beautiful woman, I will admit it, but I will fall on an ugly woman!" Xue Shan turned around, Putting his hands on the railing, "I don't understand why you can get the favor of God. There are two men who are willing to give their sincerity to you, but my sincerity is ruined and worthless!"
"Xueshan!" I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know how to say it.
She turned around, her face was pale, and she showed me a smile that was uglier than crying, and sniffed, "You don't need to comfort me, all along, others are inferior to their appearance, and I play the role of comforting others. She looked at me and paused, "I look around, but I can't think of any advantages you have. I think I'm a thousand times better than you, ten thousand times!" She shook her head and sighed "But, so what? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. When one person only has you in their eyes, they will never find another person's goodness. Just like Wu Lixin, he always thinks that you are the one who saves him." That angel! No matter how bad or ugly you are, in his heart, you are just like an angel, so beautiful, lofty and inviolable!"
Tears slowly fell from her tears, one drop, two drops, three drops, countless tears slowly flowed down her cheeks, she stretched out her hand and wiped it, I handed her a tissue, she declined.
"Xueshan, I know you are a good girl, one day Wu Lixin will find out." Looking at her like this, I didn't know how to comfort her.
"Zhu Zhu, do you know what the greatest sorrow in this world is? It is the death of the heart! Wu Lixin's heart is dead." She looked at me, and the tears flowed even more violently. "I sent his parents back to the place where he lived yesterday, and I just discovered that pink dream. I never knew that he actually decorated that pink dream for you, and spent every day in his pink dream. It's ridiculous, right? ?When I know all this, how I wish his pink dream was decorated for me!" She wiped her tears again, "But I can't lie to myself, I know, I have always been wishful thinking, I Never appeared in his dreams!" She grabbed my hand, "Zhu Zhu, this is the first time I beg for help, please come back to him! Only you can save him!"
I threw her hand away, "Li Xueshan, what do you think of me? A half-hearted person? I know that Wu Lixin treats me well, but I have already accepted a graduate student. Do I want to abandon the graduate student and devote myself to Wu Lixin???In your arms? Sorry I can't. "
Li Xueshan trembled, and Lihua looked at me with tears in her eyes, "So, you don't want to?"
"Yes!" I turned away, not looking at her, I was afraid of the tears in her eyes. "Xueshan, you love him so much, have you ever thought that one day he will be moved by you?"
"I've worked hard, Zhu Zhu, I'm really tired. Do you know what it feels like for someone you love to tell you how good someone is and how much you miss someone? I love him, but I can't bear it He doesn't love me!" She held her head in pain, "He doesn't love me, Zhu Zhu, he doesn't love me at all!"
"Then you want me to accept someone I don't love?" I took her hands holding her head and looked directly at her, "I can't stand that either!"
"That graduate student is really so worthy of your love?" She looked at me with tears on her face.
"Yes, I have a deep, deep relationship with him. Anyway, you will never understand that kind of relationship. Sometimes I feel inexplicable." I said slowly.
"Then do you have the heart to watch Wu Lixin sink down like this day by day? Do you know how much courage it took me to convince myself to tell you all this? You know the kind of pushing the person you love to another person Does it taste like it? Do you know that my heart is like a knife at this moment?" Her tears seemed to flow forever, so I wiped her with my hand.
"Xueshan, your infatuation moved me, but I don't think your behavior is great. On the contrary, I will look down on you. I always thought you were the kind of girl who dared to pursue love. You shouldn't be that kind of girl." A person who surrenders his lover. You should work hard to pursue your own happiness!"
"What's the use of that? His heart is dead, it's mine. He's not happy anymore, can I be happy?" Xueshan knelt down towards me after speaking, "Zhu Zhu asks you to come back to him , he can¡¯t live without you, even if I beg you, okay?¡± (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com