Leaving Shandong, there is an indescribable joy, but also a little sadness of parting. I think I will see Baixue soon. It has been half a year since I left, and I don¡¯t know how Baixue is. The first time I wrote to her, she didn't reply to me. I really don't understand what she was thinking.
Just thinking about it like this, I fell asleep, probably because I was too tired from playing with Sister Feng these days. When I woke up, the train had already entered Shanhaiguan, and I was very happy to be home soon.
After getting off the train, I took a deep breath and finally arrived home.
I thought I'd go home and see my parents today, but on second thought, let's forget it. I didn't know what to say when I went back, so I found a hotel, stayed there, and then went out to look for a house, but the house didn't say I can find it if I look for it. I think I should go to the agency. Maybe it is more suitable for me. Sure enough, in less than half a day, the agency found a house for me. It seems that the efficiency of the agency is quite high. The house is not bad, for those of us who work part-time, it is really good. I moved in that afternoon, and sometimes it feels good to be alone. In the evening, I called my parents and told them that I was back. My parents were very angry and asked me why I didn't come home.
I said that there is work here now, and I'm about to go to work, so I won't go back for the time being.
The parents didn't say anything, and they didn't ask about Ye Yan.
I hung up the phone and went to find Bai Xue at night, but I don't know how this girl is doing now.
In the evening, I came to the park first. I wanted to try my luck to see if Baixue was still here, but she wasn't.
It seems that I have to go to her house to look for her. When I arrived at Bai Xue's house, her house seemed to have something to do. I didn't know who passed away. I walked in. When I saw the picture on the mourning hall, I was stunned. , such as being struck by lightning.
That photo was unexpectedly Bai Xue, and she smiled sweetly in the photo.
Only then did I understand why he said at the station, why she wouldn't let me go, and why I couldn't see her when I came back, I understood now.
Bai Xue's family also noticed my arrival, walked over, and said to me: "Excuse me, are you Yin Feng?"
I nodded numbly, tears couldn't stop streaming down, child, you don't know, when Bai Xue was leaving, she was still thinking about you, and wanted to see you, hi! ! Who would have thought that I still hadn't seen the last time, so I asked, how did Bai Xue die.
Her family replied: She has terminal cancer.
I finally understand now that when she went to the hospital she said she wanted to prescribe some medicine for her mother, but she actually prescribed it for herself. At that time, her face was very ugly, and I didn¡¯t pay much attention to it. If I had known that she had cancer In the late stage, I would never go to Shandong.
Baixue's mother came out at this moment, holding a box in her hand and walked up to me and said to me that this is what Baixue left for you, open it and have a look, as she spoke, Baixue's mother also shed tears of grief.
I dare not go to see Baixue's mother. I took the box and opened it. There was a flute, which was used by Baixue before. Looking at that flute, I would think of the scene when I met Baixue. There is a letter, and a bottle containing stars made of paper.
I opened the letter, and Bai Xue's handwriting appeared in front of my eyes.
Maple:
Please allow me to call you this one last time.
When you read this letter, I think I am no longer here, you don¡¯t need to look for me, I am not in this world anymore, I went to heaven to find my father.
My body is getting worse day by day, when I knew you were going to go out, my heart was very painful, I don't want you to go so much, let you stay by my side, let you accompany me through this final journey.
I have been hiding my illness. I dare not tell you. I am afraid that if I tell you, you will ignore me in the future. I am really afraid of losing you.
Feng, do you still remember the first time we met? Every time I think of it, I will be very happy. I really don¡¯t want to leave, I want to stay by your side. I have received all your letters, but I don¡¯t have the courage to reply to you. I don't know what to say.
These days, I feel that my body is getting worse day by day. I heard that as long as others can stack up to a thousand stars, and then make a wish on the stars, your wish will come true. For a while, I am stacking every day, and when I stack up enough I will make a wish, do you know what I will wish for?
I want you to come back quickly, come back to me quickly, I really like you, every time I come to the park, I will think of the scene with you, when I play the flute, I don¡¯t know you will not hear.
Feng, maybe you won¡¯t see me when you come back. They all said that the underworld is very cold, I don¡¯t know, I¡¯m a little scared.??But when I think of you, I won't be afraid, and I don't know when you will be, can you read this letter? I told my mother to deliver the letter herself into your hands.
But I can't see you anymore, this is my biggest regret, I really miss you, I will pray for you and bless you in heaven.
The person who loves you the most:
Bai Xue
After I finished reading this letter, my tears kept streaming down, I squatted on the ground and cried, I am really sorry for you, Bai Xue, I didn't know that you love me so much, but I
I picked up Baixue's flute and played it. The song I played was "Thinking".
Baixue might not go far away, I vaguely saw Baixue wearing that white dress, standing in front of me, smiling at me.
I closed my eyes and tried hard to think about the happy time I had with Bai Xue. When I opened my eyes, everything disappeared.
I said hello to Baixue's cemetery, then said goodbye to her family, turned around and left with the things Baixue left for me.
Walking on the street, I seem to have lost my soul. Everything next to me has nothing to do with me. I have to pass the park on the way back. When I came here, my heart was about to break. Ye Yan, Baixue, and I have dated here, Ye Yan has left me now, Baixue is separated from me, I went back to the house, bought a lot of wine by myself and started drinking in the house, Looking back, the bits and pieces of the past, I am a little scared, the people I love leave me one by one, but what can I do for the people I love.
When I woke up in the morning, I took a taxi to Baixue¡¯s cemetery and found Baixue¡¯s cemetery. I put the flowers I bought in front of Baixue¡¯s tombstone. I stood there for a long time. I thought Baixue must be looking forward to my return, but she was not there when I came back. Now, the world and the underworld are like a coin, we are on the front side and they are on the back side. Although they are very close, they are far away. How I want to look at Baixue! But I can't see her anymore, I really regret it now, it would be great if I didn't go out at the beginning, but I can stay by Bai Xue's side to accompany her through the last journey.
After standing for a long time, I said to Bai Xue's tombstone, I will come to see you often in the future.
Back to the place where I lived, I took out the things in the bag, only to find that there were a lot of things in the bag, and there was money and a letter in it. I don't know what happened to Sister Feng.
I opened the letter and wrote: I really don't want you to go, but I know I can't keep you, although I can keep your people, but I can't keep your heart, although I like you, but I know love One is not taking him for himself, if you have any difficulties in the future give me a call Below is her phone number.
I put this letter away, and I am going to find a job to go to work. I called Brother Jiang who is out of town and he found me a job not too far from where I live. It was a cooking job, which made me I am very happy, I went to try the dishes, and the boss is quite satisfied with me. I'm glad too.
On the way back, I saw a person who was Ye Yan's former friend. She looked at her and asked me if my name was Yin Feng. I nodded.
The woman said that it happened that I was looking for you too, so let's find a place to sit down and talk.
I said okay.
I found a coffee shop and sat down. Before I could speak, the woman spoke first, you know? Ye Yan was pregnant, I was shocked when I heard the news, but then recovered, and said lightly: "Really, what does this have to do with me."
The woman was very angry when she heard this, and said: The problem is that you need to know that this child is yours. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com