Life is like a river that flows day and night. When there are stones blocking or turning and changing directions, it will always stir up waves and make noises, and when it passes by, it will calm down again.
Of course, no matter how beautiful the waves in life are, no matter how beautiful the sound is, people don't want to see or listen to them, because they always hurt people's hearts first. However, if it is unavoidable, appreciation is the best attitude towards life, and appreciation will always give people a lot of insights.
Chen Feng sat on the stone slab by the river, looking at the slowly flowing river, lost in thought.
Chen Feng was just discharged from the hospital this morning, and he lay in the hospital for a total of six days. What happened in the past few days gave him a new understanding of life and life, and he began to re-examine his outlook on life. He found that he was so narrow-minded, always thought that life only belonged to himself, and he could give his life for love, but he didn't know that if his love heroism made himself successful, it would definitely hurt others.
In the past, I always felt that my parents were gone and I had no relatives, but now, Chen Feng deeply felt that he was not alone, and there were many people who cared about and loved him. He thought, if he really died this time, although he was relieved, he would leave endless pain to those who cared about him and loved him. Today, he understands that being loyal to love does not necessarily mean dying for love, because a person's life does not only belong to himself, but also belongs to his lover, his relatives, and his friends.
"Xinxin, now I have figured it out, my life doesn't belong to me alone, so your life doesn't belong to me alone, do you understand?" Chen Feng said. His eyes were still on the flowing river.
Xinxin was leaning on Chen Feng's shoulder with her eyes closed, enjoying the support comfortably. After hearing Chen Feng's words, she still closed her eyes and said softly: "I know, I still belong to you, so I decided to listen to you in everything, and I will be your happy puppet."
"No, your life doesn't just belong to me. Your life also belongs to your parents, Aunt Yang, Sister Sunshine, and everyone who cares about you and loves you. If you choose to leave, it means you have chosen to leave. Hurt, hurt everyone who loves you!" Chen Feng said seriously.
"Well, I understand, brother Feng, don't worry, after this time, I have really grown up, I have thought a lot, and I know what to do." Xinxin said with her eyes still closed.
Chen Feng turned his face away, trying to look at Xinxin's face on his shoulder, but he could only turn it at a small angle. His cheek was pressed against her hair, and there was a soft feeling. He couldn't help stroking her long hair that hung down her chest like a black waterfall. He knew that Xinxin felt good on his own at this time, but he didn't know that what Xinxin wanted at this time was to cherish the days that he could be with now.
Xinxin thought, since it would be painful for both of them to reject him, it would be better to accept him and make both of them happy. As for the kidney transplant, the doctor said that the same blood type might not work, so Chen Feng was just wishful thinking. If the type fails, he will give up; and if the type is successful, then he really can only resign himself to fate. Now she has to prepare for the worst. She thinks that if she leaves first, Chen Feng will be left alone, so in these last days, she must not only enjoy the sweetness of love with Chen Feng, but also work hard Looking for opportunities, trying every means to enlighten Chen Feng, let him want to open up, so that he can walk out of the pain of the upcoming love again, otherwise, he may go with him in the end, he is too infatuated .
Thinking of this, Xinxin felt that her task was arduous and her responsibility was heavy, and she couldn't help becoming a little nervous.
This is a small river on the outskirts of the city. The river is not wide, about four or five meters, and flows very slowly. The evening breeze was blowing, and the west-slanting sun sprinkled golden light on the river, sparkling. Landscape belts have been built on both sides of the river. Flowers, grass, trees, and stones are all carefully designed according to the situation, harmonious and beautiful, and pleasing to the eye. It has become a good place for nearby residents to take a leisurely walk.
People walking by the river from time to time. Chen Feng saw an old lady supporting an old man on the other side of the river, walking slowly and leisurely, his heart was suddenly filled with emotion, and at the same time, he thought of the two old men he met at the beach during the summer vacation, and couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion: " From a confidante to a white-haired couple, how many ups and downs have to be experienced, and only through thick and thin can we truly taste the taste of love, maybe romance and sweetness are not its first essence.¡±
Xinxin raised her head and looked at Chen Feng in surprise, wondering why he would sigh suddenly, and it was a little profound. I saw Chen Feng staring intently at the other side of the river, and Xinxin followed her eyes and saw an elderly couple walking together, she immediately understood. She was also very envious of this elderly couple. She thought that she might not be able to stay with Chen Feng with white hair. Although Chen Feng would give her a kidney if the match was successful, she was still pessimistic about the future, so she was very optimistic about the future. The future does not hold anything??Come back, family reunion. Sunshine joked that a meeting ceremony is indispensable, which made everyone laugh out loud. It was really fun.
Xinxin's parents are the happiest. They feel that their daughter will be fine, and they even feel that her daughter is not sick at all.
After dinner, Sunshine, Xiao Xiao, Lin Qiu, Zhang Man and Su Xiaomei all had to go back to work, so they left first. And Aunt Yang sat for a while, and said she wanted to go back. Chen Feng wants to ride his own motorcycle with Aunt Yang to her house. His car was pushed to his home by Aunt Yang. Xinxin also wants to go with Chen Feng. So they drove to Aunt Yang's house together. After sitting at Aunt Yang's house for a while, Chen Feng drove Xinxin back to the county seat by car. When passing by a small river in the suburbs, Xinxin said that the scenery by the river was beautiful, so they stopped, played by the river for a while, and then sat on this stone slab to rest. Now that it was getting late, Xinxin wanted to go home.
Chen Feng rode on the motorcycle and drove Xinxin along. Xinxin sat at the back, hugged Chen Feng's waist tightly, put her face on his back, closed her eyes, and felt the coolness and stimulation brought by high-speed exercise.
Xinxin felt as if she was flying with the sound of the wind in her ears, she thought to herself, if she could really become a feather with Chen Feng and fly together, that would be great. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com