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Chapter 73 Xinxin gets sick

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    The disillusionment of dreams often makes people feel hopeless, especially those who are too serious, too obsessed, and too attentive to their dreams.  After despair, people are usually prone to nihilistic thoughts and become nihilists.

    Nihilists are either pessimistic and depressed, or they play games in life.

    Now Xinxin belongs to the former.  A month has passed, and after such a long time of thinking, she felt desperate for her love, and she felt that it was impossible for Chen Feng to return to her side.  She deeply felt Huangliang Yimeng's feeling.

    ?This summer, there have been many storms and torrential rains, but none of them were sunny after the rain.  How can the sun allow dark clouds to occupy the sky above people's heads for a long time?  But in Xinxin's heart, it was covered with a dark cloud for a long time, thick and impenetrable to light.

    Every day, her face is frosty, showing a sickly paleness and vicissitudes.  Everyone is worried about her.  Mom and Dad are heartbroken, but there is nothing they can do, and they have to force a smile every day to dilute the solemnity of the air around her.  Sunshine frowned, not knowing what to do, she didn't dare to mention Chen Feng again, because she mentioned it once, which caused Xinxin to react violently.  She wanted to tell Xinxin that Chen Feng had gone to another place, but she was afraid that Xinxin would be unbearable even more.  So Sunshine wanted to wait for Xinxin to recover before telling her about Chen Feng's going out.  Apart from the silent company, the friends have nothing to comfort her, they can only kindly remind her to take care of her body.

    Xinxin did feel uncomfortable in her body, she felt a little sore in her waist.

    In fact, this kind of discomfort is not just felt now, but it was there before the love with Chen Feng was in full swing, but it was not so obvious at that time, and because the sweetness of love has been dominating the nerves since then, it lowered the physiological  Because of her emotional sensitivity, she didn't take it seriously at the time.  Even at Chen Feng's house that day, Dr. Wang called to say that there was something wrong with her blood test, but she didn't take it to heart.  She told Chen Feng that she didn't feel anything, she lied to Chen Feng, and it was to have fun with Chen Feng, especially when she was about to ask Chen Feng to paint a nude portrait of herself, how could the blood test questions be swept away?  What about your own interests?

    But now on the contrary, the sweetness of love has been lost without a trace, replaced by spiritual pain, and the spiritual pain in turn aggravated the physical pain, so the originally inconspicuous feeling became more and more prominent, and finally  She couldn't wait any longer.

    Coincidentally, the annual physical examination started, and Xinxin participated in the physical examination together with her colleagues.  After the results came out, the doctor said that Xinxin's kidneys were a little abnormal and suggested that she have a re-examination.  This matched how she felt about herself, so she decided to go to the hospital for a follow-up to see what was going on.

    Although Xinxin is no longer optimistic about life, when she thinks of her elderly parents, she feels extremely uncomfortable.  She tried her best to act nonchalantly to reassure her parents.  Now, her sense of responsibility as a child makes her more serious about her life and health.  She thought that she could no longer worry her parents because of her health.

    This morning, Xinxin took personal leave and went to the hospital for reexamination without breakfast.  She told the doctor about her symptoms, and the doctor prescribed her a check-up.  Filming, blood drawing, CT, a lot of tossing, and then waiting, the test results will not come out until two hours later.

    Two hours later, Xinxin went to the doctor with the film and other materials.  The inspection report was full of technical terms, she couldn't understand it, but she could probably feel that it was not a good word.

    It was just climbing to the third floor, but Xinxin felt very tired.  Sitting in front of the doctor panting, she saw the doctor's expression was a little dignified, and felt that she might not be an ordinary patient.  But at this time, she couldn't tell what kind of feeling she was feeling in her heart. Let's say she was afraid, a little bit, but not very scared, as if she felt a sense of relief.

    The doctor is in his fifties, and he is an experienced old specialist who has handled many patients. However, when he saw the young and beautiful girl in front of him, he was still surprised: she is too young, how could she have this disease?

    The doctor looked at the test results, then at Xinxin, feeling very depressed, smacking his lips non-stop, and asked hesitantly after a while: "When did you feel it?"

    Xinxin answered truthfully, but the doctor remained silent.  Xinxin thought that the doctor might be afraid that she would not be able to accept it, and she didn't know how to tell herself.  She said lightly: "Doctor, just tell me the truth, I am not afraid of death, life is not important to me anymore."

    Xinxin said it so easily, which surprised the doctor very much.

    "Why? Life is beautiful. You are still so young, why do you think so?" the doctor asked puzzled.

    "It's nothing, of course I don't want to die, but the god of fate is not dominated by human will." Xinxin said, "I believe in fate."

    Yes, happy to see youCertainly love is poison.

    Sunshine said distressedly: "My dear sister, you have to cheer up. It hurts to see you like this. You look as pale as paper, as if you have suffered from a serious illness. How can you go on like this?"

    After hearing Sunshine's words, Xinxin felt uncomfortable and moved, and almost burst into tears.  That's right, isn't he just suffering from a serious illness?  But this cannot be said.  She is grateful for Sunshine's concern for her, but she doesn't want to tell her about her illness.  She and Sunshine are brothers and sisters, and she doesn't want her to worry about herself.  Besides, what was the point of telling her?  It made her sad in vain.

    The waiter brought two cups of coffee.  While stirring the coffee with a spoon, Xin Xin forced a smile: "Sister, thank you for caring about me so much, I'm fine, don't worry, just tell me who wants to see me and why you want to see me."

    Xinxin felt a little puzzled when she saw the sun mysteriously.

    Sunshine looked at Xinxin affectionately, but he didn't know what to say, and he didn't know where to start. He couldn't bear it in his heart. He didn't tell her first, because he was afraid of aggravating her sadness.  But after hesitating for a while, Sunshine felt that there were some things that had to be said, so he sat up, looked serious, looked into Xinxin's eyes, and said to her seriously: "Xinxin, I know you and  Why did Chen Feng break up?"

    Having said that, she stopped to look at Xinxin's reaction.  She knew that Xinxin didn't want to bring up the matter of Chen Feng again, but she felt that if she didn't mention it, she would never be able to unlock the lock in Xinxin's heart.  So after much hesitation, she still decided to stab her. She thought, maybe this knife could cure Xinxin's heart disease.

    Sure enough, Xinxin's expression froze immediately.  Smiles are always faked, and they disappear quickly without leaving any traces.

    But Sunshine didn't stop, and continued: "I understand your feelings, and I feel sorry for you. If there is no Yang Xin, you will be the happiest girl in the world. You and Chen Feng met each other so late, and you,  I wish I could never meet before Yang Xin!" (Remember this site website: www.hlnovel.com
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