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Chapter 64 Reluctance to part with love

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    Xinxin was lying quietly in the room, she knew that Chen Feng was gone.

    Now, she gradually calmed down, recalling her short love, it was like a dream, the sweet feeling disappeared completely in an instant, and there was nothing left.  Alas, the world really is impermanent and unpredictable!

    Parents sent Chen Feng away, and then came back to persuade their daughter.  Now that they knew what was going on, they felt that they really needed to guide their daughter well.

    Mother first said: "Son, it's nothing if you ask me to say it. Don't be too concerned. It's a good thing that Chen Feng can tell you what's in his heart. Doesn't this just show that he is sincere to you?"

    Sincerely?  Mom, how do you know what it's like to be treated as a prop?  That is to be deceived, to be tricked!  Where is there any love?  Where is the sweetness and happiness of love?  Xinxin said in her heart.

    "Xinxin, life is always full of unsatisfactory things. No one is perfect. You have to get out of your idealism and learn to tolerate." Dad said earnestly.

    Yes, no one can be perfect, but if you give up your ideals and accommodate reality, you can't do it yourself!  Xinxin thought in her heart, I would rather be alone forever than make things up. Life can be made up, but love is not something that can be made up!

    The mother said again: "Son, mother knows that you love Chen Feng very much. In all these years, you have never fallen in love with other boys like this. Did you really give up like this?

    It's true that I know my daughter, Mo Ruomu. Indeed, I have never been so affectionate to a second boy. Over the years, Chen Feng is indeed the best man I have ever met. Maybe I will never meet such a good man again in the future.  But how can I be willing to be someone else's substitute because of this?  What's the point of my own life, my love?  What happiness is there in a life without self?

    "Xinxin, you are too impatient. Chen Feng's shortcomings are not unchangeable. You have to give him time." Dad said, "You also know that Chen Feng is an infatuated person. It's normal for him to be like this.  , A fickle and ungrateful person, okay? If he can love the person he loved before so deeply, he will naturally love you too. Didn¡¯t you see that he is also in pain? "

    "Yes, child, this is his advantage, not to mention that girl is gone now, it has no real impact on you, you want to open more, ah?" Mom also attached to Dad.

    Alas, Mom and Dad actually spoke up for Chen Feng, and Xinxin was filled with emotion.  Yes, Chen Feng is indeed a loving and righteous person, which is rare and happy for the woman he fell in love with, but he has already loved someone, and his infatuation kills his heart  He was tied to the person he once loved, but for those who fell in love with him later, his infatuation was a thorn in the wound, the deeper the love for him, the more painful it would be to be pierced.  Xinxin felt that she was such an unfortunate person. Chen Feng's thorn pierced her heart to the point of bleeding.

    Xinxin listened to her parents' earnest persuasion, and couldn't help but burst into tears again.  She bit the back of her hand to keep herself from crying.

    It's time for dinner, but it has to be postponed because of Xinxin.  Mom and Dad are still persuading patiently.

    After persuading her for a while, my father said to my mother: "Forget it, let's not persuade her anymore. She has to open her heart lock by herself. Let her be quiet and think about it. Let's cook. Don't wait for the child  Hungry and have nothing to eat."

    The helpless sighs of parents and the sound of footsteps going downstairs came from outside, and then there was silence.  Xinxin stopped crying.

    In the silence, Xinxin thought for a long time, and finally she reluctantly accepted this painful reality.  Thanks to the persuasion of her parents, the hatred for Chen Feng in her heart disappeared a little.  Yes, think about it according to what parents said, Chen Feng is also unfortunate, and he doesn't want to be like this, but the poison of love is too deep in him, and he lost himself.  But even if I can forgive him emotionally, I can't be with him anymore because of this, because I can't be a substitute for other people's love anyway. What I want is my own love, which is true, independent,  Complete, unbroken love!

    Xinxin decided not to meet Chen Feng again, she wanted to forget Chen Feng and this deformed relationship as soon as possible.  She picked up the dress that Chen Feng bought for herself, folded it and put it in the original packaging bag, and kept it at the bottom of the closet, intending to throw it away later.  She also took off the portrait Chen Feng painted for herself. She wanted to tear it up, but couldn't do it, so she put it on the dress.

    She remembered that the two nude sketches she drew today were still in Chen Feng's place, and she didn't know what to do.  Thinking that Chen Feng could look at her naked body freely in the future, she felt a little uncomfortable.

    When you love him, you are happy to let him watch it; when you don't love him, you hate him.  XinxinCan't help but regret painting nude portraits.  But she quickly thought that Yang Xin was the only one in Chen Feng's eyes, and her body would definitely become Yang Xin's body in Chen Feng's eyes.  With that in mind, she doesn't care anymore.  She is just a prop, she thought to herself.

    At this time, the phone rang, Xinxin saw that it was Chen Feng's number, she pressed it without hesitation, and then turned off the phone directly.  She thought that she had to change the phone card, so that she would not have any more contact with Chen Feng.

    This incident, in the eyes of most people, is incredible and incomprehensible. This is simply a 180-degree turn.  From the love between me and me, sweet and sweet to heartbroken and determined to break up, there is not even a process in the middle, straight to and fro, straight up and down, just like a child playing house, come and go in a hurry.  But this is Xinxin's true character, and her idealism cannot tolerate any falsehood.

    Zhuang Shengxiao dreamed of butterflies, and Wangdichun entrusted cuckoos with his heart.  The short-term love is like a dream, but the painful feeling is real.  There are tears in the moon and pearl in the sea, and the sun in Lantian is warm and the jade produces smoke.  Xinxin felt a kind of sorrow that permeated the flesh, and couldn't help crying silently.

    I don't know how long it took, Xinxin heard footsteps again, and then there was another knock on the door, it was her mother calling her for dinner.  She told her mom that she didn't want to eat it.  Her voice was weak, as if she had been seriously ill.  My mother was very distressed, and threatened that if Xinxin didn't come down to eat, she and her father wouldn't eat either.

    After hearing what her mother said, Xinxin felt sour in her heart, and tears fell down again.  Alas, my parents love me so much, but I don't care about their feelings and make them sad, it's really unfilial.  The love is gone, I am in great pain, but I should also be considerate of my parents, think about them, they are old, if the body collapses because of me, I will be unforgivable, and if the love is gone, it will be gone  , I can't just live for love, but also live for my parents.  Thinking of this, she got up and opened the door.

    Seeing her daughter coming out, the mother hugged her in her arms and cried, "Good boy, my precious daughter, tell mom if you have anything to say, don't hold it alone, what should you do if something goes wrong?"

    Xinxin choked up and said: "Mom, I'm sorry, I made you and dad sad, I'm sorry, I will never do this again, although I lost my love, but for you, I have to love myself, Mom, I'm sorry"

    Xinxin broke down in tears.

    "Son, it's right to think so," mother said happily, "No matter what, you must love yourself well, not to mention that you haven't lost love, Chen Feng still loves you!"

    "No, mom, you promise me that you will never mention his name again, please," Xin Xin cried even more sadly, "He does not love me, but Yang Xin, I am just a prop for him!"

    "Son, don't think that way, Chen Feng him"

    Mom wanted to defend Chen Feng, but Xinxin interrupted her before she could say anything: "No, mom, stop talking, I beg you, don't mention his name again, don't make me suffer anymore, I want to forget  Everything about him!"

    The daughter's voice was full of extreme pain and sorrow, almost begging.  Mother didn't expect her daughter to be so heartbroken, what should I do?  She didn't know how to comfort her daughter, so she had to agree: "Okay, okay, mom promises you, don't be sad, mom promises you not to mention his name again."

    Xin Xin lay on her mother's shoulder and cried "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooootain.

    The mother did not expect her daughter to be so decisive. What does she think her daughter will do in the future?  Do you really want to break up with Chen Feng?  If that's the case, how can it be possible?  According to my daughter's personality, when will I find someone I like again?  Will the daughter despair of love because of this?  That daughter's life is over.

    Mom didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't want to think about it anymore. The most important thing now was to calm her daughter's emotions, help her return to a normal state as soon as possible, get out of the shadow in front of her, and try to reconcile her relationship with Chen Feng in the future  Bar.

    My mother believes that her daughter and Chen Feng are a destined couple. As the saying goes, it¡¯s not that enemies don¡¯t get together. She believes that this pair of lovers will definitely get back together again. Don¡¯t look at Xinxin who is gnashing her teeth with hatred. People often say "love is so deep."  Hate so deeply¡±, isn¡¯t it conversely ¡°hate so deeply and love so deeply¡±?

    Seeing her daughter gradually stopped crying, the mother pushed her daughter away, wiped her tears, and said lovingly, "Go, let's go down to eat."

    Xinxin went downstairs with her mother.  Dad has already served the meal.

    Dad also wanted to comfort his daughter. Just as he was about to say something, his mother gave Dad a wink, and he fell silent. He just sighed, and then sat down to eat in silence.

    The reason why mother didn't let father say it was because she was afraid that his mention of Chen Feng would make her daughter sad.  She thought, her wife is the same as herself, as long as she says something, she will definitely say a few words for Chen Feng, and this is the most unbearable for her daughter. Now it is so easy to coax her daughter down to eat, and I have to eat everything before talking about it. Now there is still  What is more important than what your daughter eats?

    Xinxin has no appetite.  When people are sad and angry, they don't want to eat at all.  But Xinxin forced herself to eat in order not to worry her parents, but she ate very slowly and silently.

    It was the first time for a family of three to eat in such a silent manner.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?? sad.  She thought, her wife is the same as herself, as long as she says something, she will definitely say a few words for Chen Feng, and this is the most unbearable for her daughter. Now it is so easy to coax her daughter down to eat, and I have to eat everything before talking about it. Now there is still  What is more important than what your daughter eats?

    Xinxin has no appetite.  When people are sad and angry, they don't want to eat at all.  But Xinxin forced herself to eat in order not to worry her parents, but she ate very slowly and silently.

    It was the first time for a family of three to eat in such a silent manner.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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