The phone's alarm rang, and it was 5:30 in the morning.
Chen Feng raised his head, opened his eyes, and looked affectionately at the portrait of Yang Xin on the wall. Dry tears stuck to the corners of his eyes, making him feel a little uncomfortable, and his vision was blurred. He blinked vigorously a few times.
The light is still on. Chen Feng sat in front of Yang Xin's portrait for a whole night.
After recovering from the injury, the first thing Chen Feng had to do was to return the umbrella, scarf and money to Xinxin. For this reason, he made a special trip to the county yesterday.
He knew that Xinxin didn't want to see him, and that he was a disaster for her, so he thought of express delivery. But for a while, he felt that it was not appropriate to put the money in the box. Knowing that Xinxin was not at home during the day, he thought it would be better to deliver it to her home in person. By the way, he could also thank her parents.
Originally, he could return the umbrella and scarf to Xinxin's home, but the staff of the courier company were already busy, so he was embarrassed to stop, thinking that he would send it in two parts, as long as it can be delivered. .
Everything went well, and Chen Feng returned home happily. He thought that Xinxin might call him when he received the item, but Xinxin was upset at the time and didn't call. Chen Feng was not disappointed when he didn't receive a call from Xinxin, but felt that Xinxin really had a personality.
In the evening, Chen Feng continued to write his love memoirs. He has been doing this work on and off for more than a year, and it is now coming to an end.
It is said that everything is difficult at the beginning, but in fact, many things are also difficult at the end. The memories of himself and Yang Xin's past are over, but he thinks their love is not over yet, he and Yang Xin are in love with each other, so how to end should be carefully considered.
Time passed quietly while he was concentrating on carving. Suddenly the phone rang. The phone was right in front of the computer, and while staring at the computer screen, he picked up the phone and pressed the answer button habitually.
Unexpectedly, as soon as the call was connected, there was a terrifying roar from Xinxin. He was terrified, and his first reaction was that Xinxin had been kidnapped again, because Xinxin's shout was similar to the last time from the sound to the content.
But when he heard what Xinxin said next, he was stunned, like a wooden sculpture, unable to lift his tongue. And when he realized that he wanted to talk, Xinxin had already hung up. He hurriedly called back, but after calling several times, all he heard was "the number you dialed has been turned off".
He reluctantly put down his cell phone, but he no longer wanted to write. It was as if the TV had changed channels in his mind, and another story began to play.
It was only then that Chen Feng discovered that his heart, which had been practicing hard for a month, was as solid as ice, and it was so vulnerable, not only shattered like foam, but also constantly rising and surging like mountains.
But he was suddenly surprised, didn't Xinxin say he had a boyfriend?
But he immediately understood: So she was lying to him, she was guarding against him, she was afraid that he would fall in love with her, but now, she fell in love with him instead.
He raised his face, looked at the portrait of Yang Xin on the wall, and murmured:
"Have you heard it all? She said she loves me, what should I do? You tell me, what should I do?
"I thought my heart was dead, but who knew it jumped again, and it jumped so violently, I don't want to betray you! But you tell me, what should I do?
"Since you, I have never been tempted by other girls, only her. I am really tempted, because when I saw her, it was like seeing you again. That feeling brought me back to the past, That feeling made me unable to help myself, how I wish you could come back to me, how I wish she was you!
"Thinking of you, my heart is broken, I'm in pain, I'm desperate, who knows that her appearance makes my heart revive, I was far away from her, and I can still hold on to my defense, but now she is coming to me ,what do I do?
"Tell me, was her appearance arranged by you? Did you direct this play? Is this the continuation of your love between me, or is it a new beginning?"
Chen Feng's painful tears had already flowed down like a river breaking a bank. He realized that he was already on the edge of a vortex, and he felt the huge attraction from the center of the vortex.
"Are you pulling me, or are you pushing me? Why do I feel irresistible?"
Chen Feng choked up, but no one could give him an answer. Yang Xin in the painting is always smiling but not smiling. In his heart, this is a smile that has remained unchanged for thousands of years.
Chen Feng could only find the answer from himself, and the previous question was brought back to rethink: If it wasn't for loving the house and black, then why would he be tempted by her? If I said I wasn't tempted, then for whom was the sleepless night before¡ªincluding tonight¡ªfor?
Chen Feng previously felt that??Chen Feng called once, and Xinxin's cell phone was still turned off at that time. Afterwards, Chen Feng stopped calling. He thought that everything in the county was ready before calling. He knew that Xinxin couldn't be turned off all the time. Sure enough, Xinxin's mobile phone is now activated. However, Xinxin did not answer.
Once, twice, three times
Xinxin didn't answer.
Ten times, fifteen times, twenty times
Xinxin still didn't answer.
Chen Feng continued to call. Because although Xinxin didn't answer the phone, he didn't turn off the phone again, so he thought that Xinxin must be in the last psychological struggle. He also thought that Xinxin was very impulsive last night, and she might regret it when she calmed down overnight. And thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel a little sour. He didn't know what to do if Xinxin really regretted it.
The time is now ten o'clock in the morning. Chen Feng couldn't remember how many times he had called, but he just kept calling. Now that the first step has been taken, he will not give up until the answer is revealed. He thought, at least at this moment, Xinxin has not regretted it, because if she regretted it, she would turn off the phone without hesitation.
Ten thirty.
Ten forty.
Chen Feng was still calling. Fortunately, there was a beautiful ring back tone, Chen Feng didn't feel bored at all, at first he thought about Xinxin answering the phone quickly, but now he didn't think about it anymore, and instead enjoyed Xinxin's ringtone leisurely.
Suddenly, the ringing was interrupted. Chen Feng was stunned for a moment, and instantly understood that the phone was connected. He was a little flustered, but more surprised, and called out softly: "Xinxin!"
However, there was no sound on the other end of the phone.
Chen Feng's heart became melancholy. He listened carefully for a few seconds, calmed down, and then sincerely said to the microphone:
"Xinxin, I know you are listening. I hope you can listen to my heart. I understand your feelings. You are a golden branch and a jade leaf, and I have nothing. You are unwilling to fall in love with me. You feel pain. You are afraid that you will regret it later. , so you have to think carefully before making the final decision. I also hope that you can make a calm choice in a sober situation. No matter what the result is, I respect your choice and I will not blame you. Finally, I want to say goodbye to you Said, I used to think that there is no woman in this world who can make my heart move again, but your appearance revived my dead heart. Now, I am waiting for you in the Paris Room of the European Cafe on Shanghai Road until six in the afternoon o'clock, my last bus home."
After finishing speaking, Chen Feng hung up the phone without waiting for Xinxin to speak. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com