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Chapter Thirty-six

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    The sudden arrival of Xinxin once again had a huge impact on Chen Feng's thoughts and will, and the mood that had just calmed down was once again turbulent.

    When he opened the door for the first time, Xinxin was really like a bright pearl, which dazzled his eyes, made his heart move like a dream, and he could hardly hold on to himself.  But he still tried his best to suppress himself, and kept saying to himself in his heart, "She will leave soon."

    Xinxin didn't know it at the time, and she won't know it later. At that time, Chen Feng's heart was actually the same as hers, and he just hoped that she would leave quickly.  She was afraid of accidents, and Chen Feng was also worried that he would fall in love for a long time and could not control himself, because in his eyes, she was too much like Yang Xin, and he felt more and more like her. At first he could still see the difference, but now he actually looked a little different  not coming out.  What's more, her voice was so nice, she was softer than when we first met, and she even smiled occasionally, which especially made him unbearable.

    But when Xinxin really left, he felt a huge sense of loss again, feeling empty in his heart, feeling as if he was weightless in space, light and light, and seemed to have lost his soul and lost his mind.

    He knew in his heart that he did have feelings and desires for Xinxin.  So he immediately came to Yang Xin's portrait.  He wants to brainwash himself immediately.

    As soon as he saw Yang Xin, he immediately felt a sense of guilt and shame.  His heart became a tragic battlefield, the desire from the bottom of his heart and the guilt from the soul started a life-and-death fight in his heart, blood flowed into rivers, and tears flowed out.

    Just now when Liu Ling saw Chen Feng bursting into tears, the war was over.

    This battle solved an important and crucial question, that is, he asked himself: Why is he attracted to Xinxin?  I knew almost nothing about her before, and now I know very little about her. Is it just because she looks like Yang Xin?  Or is it because she has the same blood type as herself?  Or is it because she is beautiful?  If it is because of the first two reasons, it would be ridiculous, but if I meet another person who looks like Yang Xin, or meet another girl with the same blood type as my own, then what should I do?  And if it is due to the third reason, then my heart is really dirty and despicable, and I actually want to use the continuation of the front as a cloak to cover up my desire for beauty!

    How can you sing the Divine Comedy of love just by a momentary impulse and a momentary novelty?  After thinking about it, he couldn't find a reason to be emotional, and letting it go would only ruin his reputation, so he finally decided to rein in the precipice, go back to the past, live a peaceful life with no desires and no desires.

    In fact, Chen Feng was ashamed of himself for being dirty and despicable. He had thought about it, and he was all a presumption of guilt.  It is a normal psychological reaction of a man to see a beautiful woman and feel admiration when he sees a woman wearing revealing clothes. It is a physiological reaction and a natural attribute of a human being.  .  Conversely, women will have the same psychological characteristics for men, but they may be relatively weaker.  And if a person has no reaction to the opposite sex, it is called abnormal.

    But now, Chen Feng has strengthened his biased ideological fortress, so Liu Ling's guidance and persuasion, like a stubborn person, has no effect at all.  Liu Ling's heart became confused because of this.

    "Why are you so stubborn?" Liu Ling suddenly asked loudly.

    Chen Feng felt Liu Ling's excitement, looked at her in surprise, but was speechless.

    Liu Ling also realized that she was a little impulsive, so she slowed down her tone: "You, do you feel that if you fall in love with Liu Xin, it is a betrayal of Yang Xin and disloyalty to love? Is it because of this?  feel guilty?"

    Chen Feng was even more astonished, because Liu Ling's words were like piercing through Yang with a hundred steps, hitting his weakness.  He opened his mouth, but still couldn't speak.

    Seeing Chen Feng's expression, Liu Ling believed her guess even more, so she said earnestly: "It is true to be loyal to love and to your lover, but you only think from your own point of view. If you think about it from Yang Xin's point of view  Look, if you fall in love with another girl, it is definitely not a betrayal of her, on the contrary, it is a continuation of her love. She knows that she can no longer give you happiness, so she hopes that other girls can bring you happiness.  Because she loves you."

    Liu Ling paused for a moment, then suddenly remembered her fantasy in the hospital, and raised her voice again: "Since you are so persistent, you should believe that love has a soul, why don't you think that Yang Xin specially arranged for you to meet Liu Xin?"  Why don¡¯t you believe that Yang Xin has a soul, knowing that you¡¯ve ¡°taken a lazy look back at Hua Cong¡± and let you meet a girl who looks the same as her? Why don¡¯t you regard Liu Xin as the incarnation of Yang Xin?¡±

    Liu Ling's consecutive "whys" were like huge stones, hitting Chen Feng's heart that had just calmed down but hadn't had time to settle down.

    the?, he didn't expand his thinking.  Now that he has let nature take its course, he doesn't control it anymore, just think about it when he thinks about it, and naturally he won't think about it after thinking about it.

    Chen Feng simply indulged his own thoughts, like Dayu's dredging the water without blocking it, it really is good, so he doesn't feel upset.

    From the first time we met to today when Xinxin left with a smile, scenes were presented in his mind. In the end, Chen Feng felt like he had just watched a movie with twists and turns. Although he was a bit reluctant, he could accept it with pleasure  The end of the play.

    In fact, even if Chen Feng let himself think, he couldn't really think of Xinxin as the incarnation of Yang Xin.  Although he is infatuated and has dreams from time to time, his nerves are still normal and his mind is also very clear, so he doesn't really have such hallucinations.  It was his own previous thoughts that stubbornly popped up again, making him feel how dirty and insignificant his soul was.

    Eyes are the windows to the soul, Chen Feng thought, when they met for the first time, Xinxin hated him so much, wonder if she has glimpsed his dirty soul from his eyes?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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