Liu Ling helped Chen Feng pack everything, and went to the main room to get a lunch box to go back.
Chen Feng looked at Liu Ling, and said earnestly but stammeringly: "Sister Ling, don't rush away, sit down first, I, I want to have a word with you."
Liu Ling and Chen Feng looked at each other and sat opposite Chen Feng.
"I said, you, don't be angry." Chen Feng said timidly.
Liu Ling seemed to have guessed what Chen Feng was going to say, her heart was pounding and her face was getting hot. She wanted him to stop talking. She was already married, so what else could she say? But she couldn't help wanting to hear it, so she said shyly, "You, just say what you want."
Chen Feng looked at Liu Ling's slightly flushed cheeks, and knew that she might have misunderstood, so he hesitated for a moment, but he still said it cruelly.
"Sister Ling, really don't bring me food anymore. I'm afraid of people talking nonsense. It's not that I'm afraid. I don't care about anything. I'm afraid that you will be hurt. Gossip is better than open guns and hidden arrows. In my heart "
Chen Feng couldn't continue. He saw Liu Ling's tears streaming down, so he had to say "I'm sorry" again and again.
Liu Ling's psychological contrast is very large. Chen Feng also said that "gossip is better than open guns and hidden arrows", just these few words have stabbed her heart like a knife, causing her to bleed profusely. The green blood melted into tears, and she wept sadly and silently, the tears instantly washed away the blush on her cheeks, and she became pale as paper.
But Liu Ling didn't blame Chen Feng in her heart. She knew that Chen Feng was doing it for her own good. Chen Feng's half-sentence "in my heart" had already satisfied her. ? She knew that what Chen Feng said was right, she is now a married woman, as a prostitute, she will be a mother, but she has a close relationship with a single man, and the man she once pursued. It's really easy to say. She had thought about this too, and that's why she wanted to be transferred. In fact, that school was not close to her new home, and she told Chen Feng that it was just a suitable excuse. But she really couldn't restrain herself, especially seeing Chen Feng's current appearance, how could she not be worried? She really didn't have any extravagant thoughts, all she did was to help Chen Feng, to help the person she really loved get through the current difficulties.
"You don't need to apologize. You're right. I don't want to come either, but can you really do it? I just think my reputation is more important than your body. After all, your body is more important. I won't come to help you. Who else can help you? No matter how obedient Dahei is, he is just a dog!" Liu Ling said while wiping her tears.
Chen Feng's heart felt as if it had been hit by an electric current. It went numb. It was numb all over his body. Every cell had no feeling, and he couldn't even open his mouth.
Liu Ling was silent for a while, then continued: "Listen to me and find another suitable girl. I can rest assured that you can live a peaceful and happy life. Although I love you, I am not Love possessors, your happiness is the destination of my love, and the girl who can make you happy is the sustenance of my soul."
"No, don't do this, Sister Ling, you should take your love away and dedicate it to the person you marry, otherwise it will be unfair to him and harmful to you." Chen Feng finally spoke. He wanted to persuade Liu Ling to be more rational.
Liu Ling understood Chen Feng's meaning, and said lightly: "I will give him love, but let me take the love away, this is no longer what I can do, just like you love Yang Xin, I believe, even if you love Yang Xin again Fucked another girl, but you will never be able to take away the love you gave Yang Xin, can you?"
Chen Feng was silent, he had to admit that Liu Ling's words were right.
Yes, love comes from people's hearts, but love may not only be born once in people's hearts, but sometimes it will be born many times. Some of them are because they are fickle, seeing one and loving the other; some are because of loss. However, regardless of life or death, there is bound to be love again. However, anyone's first love is unique, he or she may fall in love with other people in the future, but the first love will be forever and deeply burned in the heart.
Chen Feng's love for Yang Xin is just like this, it is no longer under his personal will. On the contrary, it is this love that absolutely dominates him, making him depressed and in a trance all day long, not only has no feelings for other girls, but even has a repulsive mentality.
However, after meeting Xinxin, especially after several close contacts with Xinxin when he was hospitalized, Chen Feng felt that his heart, which was as calm as still water, was going to be confused. For some reason, after hearing that Xinxin already had a boyfriend , He actually had a faint sense of loss. He didn't know whether he was really moved again, or because he was still dominated by his old love. In short, he felt as if he was standing on the edge of an abyss, dizzy, and he was about to fall if he was not careful.??Seeing her is like seeing you, and this feeling is getting stronger and stronger. But I know that she is not you after all, she is not you, even if she was cloned from your cells, she just copied your appearance, so although my damn heart moved, I did not indulge it, you Look, I'm back, I'm bringing it back to you, tell me, will you be mad or happy? "
Chen Feng murmured to the painting, letting tears fall freely.
Outside, the sky was gradually getting dark, and the night quietly diffused in through the doors and windows, blurring everything until it drowned everything.
Chen Feng sat quietly in the darkness.
The darkness separates him and the painted Yang Xin into two worlds. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com