Xinxin did not visit Chen Feng for several days. For the first two days, she was still very at ease, thinking that it was Chen Feng who asked her not to go anyway, and she thought that if she went by herself, it would bring back Chen Feng's painful memories, so not only would it be no fault if she didn't go, but on the contrary Still for his own good. But for some reason, starting from the third day, Xinxin actually felt a little uneasy in her heart, and this uneasiness became more and more serious.
Today is already the fifth day, and Xinxin feels that she will soon be unable to bear this anxiety.
What is the reason? Xinxin thought about it, but couldn't explain clearly. Is it because I cheated on my mother again? A little bit, but not enough. Are you worried about Chen Feng's injury? But I clearly knew that Chen Feng's injury was all right, and it wasn't an intractable disease. He just needed to rest well, infuse fluids for a few more days, and wait for the wound to heal. Besides, there were doctors and nurses in the hospital, so it couldn't be guaranteed. Thinking about it again, it seems that there is a bit of moral pressure, just like what parents said, there is a sense of indebtedness; it seems that there is also some emotional intolerance. Ever since she knew Chen Feng's life experience, she always thought that he must be very bitter. Yes, it must be very lonely.
Although there are a few reasons that come to mind, Xinxin always feels that there are more than these. What else is there? Xinxin could no longer think of a suitable reason, she was baffled.
In the past few days, Sunshine always talked to Xinxin about Chen Feng intentionally or unintentionally, and also asked about the "chicken rib". Xinxin feels that Sunshine seems to be leading her to compare the two people. Although she did not express any clear opinions, under the guidance of Sunshine, she has become less and less aware of "chicken ribs". Just yesterday, she He also declined his gracious invitation. Regarding "chicken ribs", she knew that her hesitation was coming to an end. She thought that she should end the "test" as soon as possible and give the other party a clear answer.
Xinxin's mother didn't visit Chen Feng these days. She suffered from arthritis again, and her legs were so painful that she couldn't walk. If she went, she would definitely find out that Xinxin lied again.
Every day when I got home, my mother would ask Xin Xin about Chen Feng's situation, but Xin Xin would deal with it casually, always saying "yes". Of course, this will not arouse suspicion, because Chen Fengben is getting better and better, Xinxin's mother knows it.
To be honest, during this period of time, her mother's attention to Chen Feng made Xinxin feel a little jealous. When I got home last night, my mother asked how Chen Feng was doing. Xinxin smiled and said, "Mom, every day when I go home, you ask Chen Feng first, why don't you care about me?" Mom was embarrassed by the question, and smiled. "Girl, aren't you fine? I can see it. I can't see Chen Feng lying in the hospital. He has no father or mother. It's so pitiful." Hearing what her mother said, Xinxin didn't say anything anymore. , I told my mother that Chen Feng was fine and told her not to worry.
In order to make herself feel at ease, Xinxin decided to visit Chen Feng again today. Of course, this time she wanted to go by herself.
Last time I let Sunshine go with me, Xinxin regretted it very much. Not only did Sunshine talk nonsense at the time, but he still talked nonsense when he came back, which was annoying. She knows that Sunshine is a very good person, that is, she is easy to speak, but she is not like that with others, she only speaks freely when she talks to herself. However, when she thinks about Yang Guang's outspoken words, it is actually because she cares about herself, so she is upset, and she still likes Yang Guang very much in her heart.
"But if you like it, you like it. I shouldn't let you know. I still can't let you know." Xinxin looked at the sunshine on the opposite side and said in her heart.
There are always excuses, as long as you want to find them, in this world, the best thing to find is probably an excuse. The most common excuse for Xinxin to lie to Sunshine is "something happened". Once they hear "something", most people don't ask in detail. What else do you ask? If people want to tell you, they will say it directly, and they say that they don't want to tell you.
Of course, Sunshine didn't ask. Although she and Xinxin are very close, she also knows to respect people's privacy. But what she said still made Xinxin nervous. "Is there something wrong?" She smiled strangely and said, "I know you have something to do today, and you have been fine for several days."
"Fuck you, I have something to do every day, which day will I be fine?" Xinxin spat at her, and then stopped talking with her, and left on her own.
When she went downstairs, Xin Xin murmured in her heart: Did Yang Guang guess that she was going to see Chen Feng? She said that she was "well for a few days", did she mean that she hadn't seen Chen Feng for a few days? Xinxin wondered how it seemed to mean this. But then I thought, who cares about her, anyway, I didn't say to see Chen Feng, let her guess, so what if she guesses, as long as she doesn't get involved.
Xinxin still went to the supermarket to buy some things first, and then went to the flower shop to buy a basket of flowers. When buying flowers, Xinxin habitually wants to buy the same jasmine flowers as last time, but a strange idea suddenly popped up.
She really likes Jasmine, and knows that Chen Feng likes it too. Chen Feng said that he likes the fragrance of flowers,I have to continue to take medicine, but he is alone, which is really worrying. "Su Xiaomei was talking endlessly.
Su Xiaomei herself didn't expect that Nuntao talked so much, she was really emotional, and Xinxin also felt worried and sad when she said it. Everyone has a heart of compassion, and Xinxin even sympathizes with the misfortunes of strangers, let alone Chen Feng, who is already acquainted and recognized as a good person in his heart?
"How could he do this? He doesn't take himself seriously, but makes others feel agitated." Xinxin complained.
Hearing Xinxin say that she was "up and down" in her heart, Su Xiaomei said deliberately: "I heard Brother Chen said that you are just ordinary friends, and you are not very familiar with him, right? In fact, after these few days of contact, I think Brother Chen Nice people."
Xinxin looked at Su Xiaomei in surprise, not understanding what she meant. Seeing Xinxin's strange look, Su Xiaomei quickly changed her subject and said, "Oh, I mean he probably doesn't want to bother others."
"Yeah, he didn't notify me, probably because he was afraid to trouble me, but what's the matter? Who doesn't have difficulties? He is too strong, and I should be." Xinxin continued Su Xiaomei's words.
In fact, Xinxin deliberately followed what Su Xiaomei said. Su Xiaomei said that Chen Feng had a reason. Xinxin didn't know whether Chen Feng's reason had something to do with her, but she still felt a little guilty. Although she didn't see the scene when Chen Feng was discharged from the hospital, what Su Xiaomei said was already imprinted in her mind. She imagined that Chen Feng would go home alone, and the people who greeted him at home were still alone and deserted.
"Oh, this unfortunate man." Xinxin sighed inwardly. She also thought that Chen Feng did not listen to the doctor's advice and left the hospital early, and she didn't know if it would be a hindrance, so she asked Su Xiaomei: "Then, will it be a hindrance for him to go home early?"
Su Xiaomei thought for a while, and felt that the situation should not be too different from the facts, so she said: "This is definitely worrying, but since the doctor can finally agree, I don't think it will be a big problem, and Chen My brother is in good physical condition, and he recovered faster than ordinary people. But then again, no one can guarantee that, after all, his injury is not serious, right?"
Xinxin nodded silently. Yes, how could she not know about Chen Feng's injury? Didn't you almost die then? She was also in a coma all night, which frightened her. I heard that a woman had to stay for a week for a caesarean section. Now that he has three stab wounds, he only stayed for nine days before going back. Can you not make people worry? Is it because of himself? Is it to avoid the painful memories I brought to him? Alas, I also said to let him disappear from my world as soon as possible, it seems that he also wants to disappear from his world as soon as possible.
"Have you been to his house?" Su Xiaomei asked. Seeing that Xinxin was silent, Su Xiaomei didn't know what she was thinking, and she was also a little curious about how familiar Xinxin and Chen Feng were.
When Xinxin was asked by Su Xiaomei, her thoughts were pulled back, and she hurriedly replied: "No! We also just met each other not long ago, so we are not familiar with each other." She then said: "Well, thank you, I will call him again and ask him Well, goodbye."
"Well, okay, goodbye sister Xin, but I want to tell you that brother Chen is actually very good." Su Xiaomei said, obviously she didn't want to end the conversation yet.
"Oh? How outstanding?" Xinxin stopped turning around as expected, looked at Su Xiaomei in surprise and asked.
At this time, a bell rang, indicating that a patient was about to change his dressing. Su Xiaomei hurriedly said to Xinxin: "Brother Chen is a good painter." After she finished speaking, she left.
Xinxin smiled and turned her head away, she didn't take Su Xiaomei's words to heart. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com