Yi Yuqi frowned slightly, and put the long hair brush dipped in black ink on the pen pillow on the edge of the table.
Every time I write this line, there are always inexplicable emotions flowing in my heart, as if it takes a lot of courage to write these simple characters.
Green Zijin, Youyouwoxin!
Lin Zijin Does she still miss him? In other words, it is him who has been obsessed with him for so many years.
This paradoxical symptom has tormented her for nearly ten years, probably at the beginning and end of every month, so that it has gradually become a habit of self-consolation.
There is pain, but there is also joy!
Even she herself doesn't know whether she hates it more or likes it more
No, she still shook her head, telling her rationally - this was just a reminder of her stupid past, just to draw a clearer boundary with him.
It's impossible for them!
So, she turned off the light and walked to the French windows with heavy steps.
For so many years, she has been busy with work, and she has always dressed discreetly and formally. A dark casual suit and a pure white lace t-shirt set off her slender figure, and her long curly hair is full of femininity. The intangible sprinkles are sprinkled on the shoulders and back, adding a bit of sexy and mature charm to life, but more serious and capable, making people feel that they are not close to each other just by looking at them.
It is not easy to get close, especially when wearing this outfit for a blind date, the whole body is covered with "don't get close to strangers"
In fact, she had long forgotten the so-called blind date that her mother had carefully planned for a long time.
The slender and slender fingertips lightly pass over the thick glass window. When there is no one else, she will only do two things. One is practicing calligraphy, and the other is leaning against the window in a daze, using endless imagination to pass the loneliness autumn day.
In the long silent autumn sky, there are a few remaining stars that are about to disperse, and the mottled and dim moonlight drifts and falls over the sky of Shanghai along with the dense dusk. The urban night scene can't cause any ripples, and it can be regarded as a foil at most.
In the distance, Yuyu Qionglou, which looks like a high mountain, immerses its wheel line in the vague night, and there are numerous fluorescent lights shining on the street and riverside, as if the stars scattered in the sky hope to break through the barriers of clouds, but they are always doing futile work , just like tonight, everything is so prosperous yet so insignificant.
It seems that it is another scene of autumn rain!
It seems that the flowing mottled mottled aroused the long-suppressed emotions in her keen nerves, and her thoughts returned to the bitter reality. It has been ten years She has also changed from a naive and ignorant girl to an older leftover woman, even if she It can be called a successful career, but no amount of money can buy the passing youth.
Therefore, every time she leans on the railing and looks far away, she always looks at the endlessly rolling river in the distance with a sighing mood-the dead are like a husband, day and night, the time has passed, and there is no return!
Such a state of mind is hard to understand at her age.
Thirty-one hurdles, shame to the heart of a woman!
After living half my life, I really realized that: life is like a cold grindstone, which can polish the heart yearning for poetry and distant places gradually, and love is even more fragile in front of it!
The only way in my heart is "the flowers fall alone and haggard, the cold stream flows bitterly" - the five-character quatrains of "Zaishui Yifang" by the platinum writer of Yiren Magazine are the most perfect setting for the scene.
"Are you thinking about life again?" The crisp tone and the white lights flashed together.
She quickly changed the melancholy on her face into a calm one, turned around slowly, looked at Xinyao who was full of teasing, and asked in surprise: "Why are you here?"
Zheng Xinyao is her cousin, who was also a bunk bedmate in college, and they have the best relationship. At the time of starting a business, thanks to the full investment of Xinyao and her cousin Zheng Wanyu, as well as the full support of Zheng's Fashion Group, she became successful in just a few years. Founded Yiren Magazine, and finally won a place in the Shanghai cultural circle.
"Originally, I came here specially to report the whereabouts of that person, but your indifferent expression inevitably makes people lose interest"
The two of them were already seated during the chat, Zheng Xinyao shook her head pretending to be disappointed, but an irresistible gleam flashed in her eyes. Sure enough, after two seconds of silence, she couldn't bear to test her temper and said, "However, if you ask Me, I might tell you."
Yi Yuqi raised her eyelids, glanced at Xinyao, and said indifferently, "It's up to you."
At most, she wanted to know whether the man was alive. If there were additional conditions, she would naturally not ask more, because he was not important enough for her to bother to care about him.
"You really don't care?" Xinyao was a little disappointed.
She is not goodFor life.
But in the year of graduation, his uncle was ungrateful and ungrateful, and abandoned her aunt. The aunt jumped into the Qi River because of her indignation. Although she was rescued, the two families did not communicate with each other.
Qishui Tang Tang, gradually car curtains - mother often admonished.
?The words in the Book of Songs were originally about a woman by the Qi River in the pre-Qin period who was abandoned by a heartless man and returned to her natal family in desperation. Unexpectedly, the reality is more bleak than the legend, which is indeed a bit ironic.
The matter was clear, but Xinyao became more and more confused, "Why did I have an aunt? Besides, I never heard my father mention this matter."
Xinyao's father, Zheng Jingxing, is Yuqi's biological uncle, so she infers that the aunt who dived into the water should also be her aunt. Although she doesn't know all the relatives in her hometown, she also knows that her father is three brothers and sisters - the only sister is also her aunt. It was Yuqi's mother.
Where did an aunt appear out of thin air?
Yuqi sighed, with a sad face, as if mentioning the saddest thing in his life, "It's a cousin, who married into Qishui Town with my mother back then, and we are as close as twin sisters, so my mother's opposition was the most intense at the time. .¡±
Xinyao nodded thoughtfully, she's just a cousin Living in the city, how could she have any idea about the relatives of the second generation that she had never met before, so she asked: "What about you? How do you think?"
Yuqi hated the person with a weak heart the most, and said without hesitation: "My aunt treats me like my own life, how can I be heartless and heartless! Naturally, I cut off contact with that person!"
Xinyao fixed her eyes on her, and continued to ask: "How did he react?"
That person
Yi Yuqi frowned involuntarily, and when he thought of him, he unconsciously resisted more, didn't he hate it, and how could he be willing to mention his "disgraceful" behavior, "He is so cowardly, how dare he be in front of my mother?" What did you do? I was kicked out of the door by my mother with a broom!" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com