Sometimes it is more painful not to choose than to choose, sometimes it is easier to give up love than to continue to love, sometimes silent protection will also bring happiness and sweetness, sometimes small forgetting is easier than deep memory.
Lin Xiaoran, who has lost all his memories, clings to Huo Yayan like a koala, and Huo Yayan will accompany him wherever he goes, like a shadow.
Huo Yayan, who was recognized by Lin Xiaoran, began to let Lin Xiaoran integrate into his life, took her to meet his friends, and introduced her to them. In Huo Yayan's eyes, Lin Xiaoran seemed to have become his girlfriend, all that was missing was a promise.
Since meeting people is inevitable, Lin Xiaoran doesn't know how to get along with those who claim to know her, she just smiles, smiles, and smiles at them blindly. She didn't know what kind of person she was in the past, but she just heard Huo Yayan say how gentle, lovely and understanding she used to be, so she did what Huo Yayan said, but she always felt a little unnatural and couldn't find familiar people. Feel.
"Hey, aren't you afraid that she will get angry if you bring her here like this?" Huo Yayan's classmate Xiao Nan whispered in his ear.
"No, she is very gentle." Huo Yayan smiled happily. This time is the happiest Huo Yayan has smiled in recent years. Ever since the day Lin Xiaoran regarded him as her reliance, Huo Yayan has been in a constant state In a state of extreme excitement, he doesn't care what others think of him at all. As long as Lin Xiaoran is by his side, nothing else matters.
"Huo, what are you talking about?" Zhang Ying didn't know when she came here, so she suddenly interjected.
"Why are you here?" Huo Yayan looked at her in surprise. Zhang Ying was very sad when he left, and he didn't try to comfort him. He hoped that his indifference could make Zhang Ying forget himself, but Zhang Ying could still see her when he saw her again. How can he afford to clearly see the deep love for him?
"Do you mind if I come here? Xiao Ran invited me here today." Although she didn't like seeing Lin Xiaoran and Huo Yayan being so close, Zhang Ying was furious when she learned that Wang Hai betrayed Lin Xiaoran and was with Zhou Ling The degree is no less than that of Huo Yayan.
Unbelievable! Two people who love each other like that will break up, if it is not deliberately designed and arranged by someone, this kind of thing will not happen. Zhang Ying clearly remembered that when Huo Yayan got into a car accident, it was Lin Xiaoran who had emotional problems. It was the same person both times, which made people wonder if it was premeditated.
I sympathize with what happened to Lin Xiaoran, even though she "robbed" her beloved Zhang Ying, she did not resent her, because they are friends, and Huo Yayan has always hoped to be with Lin Xiaoran.
Emotional matters cannot be forced. Since you love him, you want him to be happy. As long as you can stay by Huo Yayan's side, no matter what your identity is, just like Huo Yayan has always guarded Lin Xiaoran's side.
Huo Yayan glanced at the lonely figure not far away, he didn't know how to comfort him. He used to think that it would be enough to just guard her, but he didn't expect to be so close, but why the closer he got to him, the more uncertain his heart would be, not sure that such happiness would fall on his head.
She needs friends, Huo Yayan knows this, and most of the time it is inconvenient for him to say that it is up to Zhang Yingyanni and the others, so he didn't say anything. Lin Xiaoran, who had forgotten everything, was not as happy as Wang Hai said. She always looked preoccupied and was always looking for memories of the past.
Although she knew that it might be painful to retrieve her memory, who knew the pain of not having memory? She couldn't remember the people she knew very well, she didn't have the past, and she didn't know who the people around her were. The pain made her want to retrieve her memory desperately.
Huo Yayan understood Lin Xiaoran's thoughts, but he was afraid that once Lin Xiaoran regained his memory, he would leave him, so he must make Lin Xiaoran fall in love with him before he regained his memory.
No, it should be said to let her understand her own mind. Lin Xiaoran has Huo Yayan in his heart, but he doesn't feel it. Maybe, maybe at this time, Lin Xiaoran will understand his heart, and truly give him that love, so that he can feel the happiness of being in love, even if it's only for a moment.
In every gathering, Lin Xiaoran is always looking for something familiar. Those things are entering the depths of Lin Xiaoran's mind bit by bit, and the door of her memory will open at any time.
Huo Yayan didn't take her to see a doctor. He selfishly wanted Lin Xiaoran to never regain her memory, and just let her rely on herself like this.
Just like this, time passed quickly, day by day, Lin Xiaoran could no longer live without Huo Yayan. In order to stay by Lin Xiaoran's side, Huo Yayan rejected his father Huo Huaiming's kindness. He works as a 9 to 5 clerk in a small company, leaving Lin Xiaoran all his free time.
Love is growing in this little bit of time, and Lin Xiaoran's memory is also slowly recovering. She didn't tell Huo Yayan what she remembered, but she always looked at him in a daze.
When she was alone, she always silently looked out the window in a daze. The more obvious the memory, the sadder she felt, and the more she wanted to escape from this world. When she remembered that Wang Hai had betrayed their love, she almost lost control again, but finally she calmed down. She knew that everything was a foregone conclusion, and nothing would change because of her sadness.
Just give up like this! If you love someone, you hope he will live a better life, and you don't want to care about gains and losses, so what if you get hurt? This is the case in the emotional world, whoever loves more will be hurt more deeply. If you love him, let him live his life happily, bless him silently in your heart, and pray for him.
Lin Xiaoran smiled, a smile finally appeared on his face that had been gloomy for a long time. As if the sky cleared after the rain, Lin Xiaoran no longer felt a trace of sadness in her heart. She found a good reason for herself, that is love. Everything starts with love, now that love is gone, love should also go with the wind.
Outside the window, a brand new car was driving towards this side, fast enough to blow a small tornado.
Just knew it was him! Lin Xiaoran smiled sweetly, today Huo said that he was going to cook, but he didn't let her go shopping together, the reason was that shopping with her was too tiring, and she said that she wished she could bring half of the supermarket home every time to be reconciled .
Watching the car drive into the garage, Lin Xiaoran came out of the house with a brighter smile on her face. She was looking forward to Huo Yayan's cooking skills, and hoped that it would not be too bad, otherwise her master would be ashamed to face others.
"Huo, what are you going to do?" Seeing Huo Yayan take out a big box from the trunk, Lin Xiaoran hurried over to help.
"You'll know when the time comes." Huo Yayan blinked pretending to be mysterious, and strode into the kitchen.
"What do you want me to do?" Surrounding him, Lin Xiaoran suddenly realized that he was very similar to Huo Yayan in the past. At that time, he was also asking around himself like this, and he was so stupid that he didn't know anything.
"Hey! What are you laughing at?" Huo Yayan stopped all work and squatted in front of her at some point, watching her giggle, like a loving couple.
"I miss you." Lin Xiaoran returned him a natural smile, her cuteness almost made Huo Yayan faint.
Xiao Ran is so weird today, it seems that some familiar things have returned to her. Forget it, never mind, as long as you are happy, nothing is important. Huo Yayan smiled innocently, turned around and skillfully picked up the kitchen knife to cut the vegetables, very like a chef. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com