During Huo Yayan's hospitalization, Lin Xiaoran only visited him a few times, and most of the time she hid in the dark and watched him secretly. Lin Xiaoran didn't dare to face him, especially after saving her this time, she felt even more ashamed of Huo Yayan.
Being loved by others is a very happy thing, but for Lin Xiaoran and Huo Yayan, it is simply a kind of torture. Huo Yayan's unconditional devotion to her moved her very much, and every time she was unhappy or in trouble, he would always appear by Lin Xiaoran's side. Getting his care and help time and time again, repaying his endless hurt, unable to love him, unable to give him any promises, destined to owe him in this life, but unable to repay, how can Lin Xiaoran not feel guilty and sad?
Today is the day when Huo Yayan was discharged from the hospital, and the sky suddenly began to drizzle. The breeze blows gently, making people feel a little bit of coolness. Lin Xiaoran secretly hid in the dark and watched him walk out of the hospital surrounded by his family, who was still in good spirits.
Lin Xiaoran looked at him who was obviously thin, not to mention how guilty he was. When he approached the place where Lin Xiaoran was hiding, she clearly saw a faint scar on Huo Yayan's face. Although she has long hair to cover her face, she can still see it when the wind blows.
Everything is her fault. If she hadn't lost her mind at that time, there wouldn't have been a car accident, and if Huo Yayan hadn't seen her, he wouldn't have been injured and almost died. How will she repay all this?
Just looking at him like this, silently watching his receding back, she knew that she owed Huo Yayan too much, and she might not be able to repay it in this life. It is really difficult to choose between loving and being loved. If you can't choose, you have to run away.
Walking alone on the street, she didn't know where she should go, or how she would live in the future, and Zhou Ling and Wang Hai's affectionate appearance, as well as Wang Hai's ruthless face, kept appearing in her mind.
She watched Wang Hai walk in front of her, the two of them holding hands, and his resolute breakup, all of which hurt her heart. How did two people who once loved each other so much come to this point?
The sky is big and the earth is big, she doesn't know where is her shelter. A broken heart doesn't know where to turn.
I don't know how long I've been walking, and I don't know where I have been. I just feel very strange, as if I have never been here. There was an antique storefront in the alley in front that caught Lin Xiaoran's attention. She walked in silently and found that it was actually a bookstore.
Rows of bookshelves are neatly placed in the clean and bright store, and a place for people to rest is set up on one wall, where there are two long sofas and a small coffee table. There is a tea tray and several coffee tables on the coffee table. There is a cup, presumably for the convenience of customers when they are thirsty.
Lin Xiaoran walked among the rows of bookshelves, feeling the fragrance from the books, and her mood became much brighter.
Pick up a beautifully bound book and flip through it. She found that every book is very clean, no dust, no creases, and no traces of smearing. Whether it is a new book or an old book, it exudes the original ink fragrance of the book, which makes people fall in love with this place involuntarily. .
"Little sister, come here to read." An amiable woman greeted her.
As if there was a kind of magical power, Lin Xiaoran came to the sofa and sat down as she waved, with a cup of steaming fragrant tea in front of her.
"Your sister has something on your mind. If you don't mind, tell her." The woman sat across from her and looked at her sincerely. The gentle smile on her face penetrated into Lin Xiaoran's heart little by little, and her originally bewildered heart gradually calmed down. down.
Speechless, Lin Xiaoran held the teacup in her hand, letting the hot air warm her hand. The heat slowly warmed her heart along the palm of her hand, and she also had the urge to open her heart.
"Sister, can I call you that?" Seeing her nodding, Lin Xiaoran continued, "I have a problem with my relationship, but I can't find a solution. Sister, can you help me?"
"Hehe, I am happy to help you." She smiled playfully, picked up the kettle and filled the cup: "Nice to meet you, my name is Bai Qiangwei, and I am the owner of this bookstore."
"Well, my name is Lin Xiaoran. Sister, I have known him for a long time, and I have been in love with him for six years. Sister, don't laugh at me." Lin Xiaoran blushed and lowered her head in shame.
Bai Qiangwei covered her mouth and grinned for a few minutes, finally stopped, looking at Lin Xiaoran with a serious face, but her heart couldn't stop laughing wildly. She thought she was stupid, but she didn't expect that someone would add more words than her.
"Sister, don't laugh at me." Lin Xiaoran was a little annoyed, and she would have stopped talking if she knew about it.
She blinked innocently: "Sister, I'm not smiling."
"Sister, your expression betrayed you, the smile on your face." Depressed, why did sheWill be so stupid that it will be sent to your door to find someone to laugh at yourself.
"Oh, my sister doesn't smile anymore, just tell me." Seeing that she was about to cry, the female Bai Qiangwei withdrew her smile with a serious face.
"Sister, it was at this time a year ago that we started dating. It felt very sweet and happy. I used to think that he was the only sustenance in my life. Every day with him was like living in a dream. I was always afraid One day when I wake up from the dream, he will disappear from my life?????????????"
After she finished telling her story with sobs, she actually felt that she was surprisingly calm, wondering if it was her extreme personality that caused the trouble.
"Sister, from what you said, it seems that the problem lies with you. It's you who left him out in the cold, so that others can take advantage of it. But things may not be what you imagined, and there may be other hidden secrets." The woman was very angry. Seriously.
Lin Xiaoran shook her head in doubt, the facts were clearly in front of her eyes, how could there be any hidden secrets?
"Sister, my sister is from the past, and she knows many things better than you. Listen to my sister, sit down and have a good talk, and listen to him patiently. I know what you want to say. I will tell you about me when I have time some other day. If you still love him, trust him and give him a chance to explain."
Lin Xiaoran's heart was warmed by the earnestness and sincerity of his words, which made Lin Xiaoran's heart warm. She didn't know that strangers could care for each other like this, so she smiled from the bottom of her heart.
"Sister, thank you. I want to go back first and come to chat with my sister tomorrow. I don't know if she is welcome or not."
"Welcome, I'm waiting for you at any time." The woman looked at her with a smile. It was her greatest joy to help those in need.
Lin Xiaoran embarked on the way back to school with a relaxed and joyful mood. She would talk to Wang Hai no matter what, but the result seemed to be no longer important. Once a person thinks about some things clearly, he will seem like a different person. Haha, happiness is the most important thing. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com