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Chapter 17 Revenge (1)

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    Compared with anyone else in the world, Zhao Zegang is looking forward to the arrival of Valentine's Day this year. After he sent a sincere call for love to Yu Zhenru, he has been patiently waiting for her positive response.  Although at that night, Yu Zhenru closed the window of her heart, shut out love, and rejected him with a hysterical "no", Zhao Zegang always believed that he still had a chance, and her refusal was not  Because of his own reasons, it was because she was not fully prepared.  He felt that after experiencing too many emotional setbacks, Yu Zhenru had become disheartened and hopeless about love. It took time for love to recover, especially for women, so he should have enough patience to wait.

    On Valentine's Day, Zhao Zegang's appointment with Zhenru for a trip together was premeditated, and he greeted her in advance, hoping that she would appreciate it.  Zhao Zegang thought that if Yu Zhenru accepted his invitation, it meant that she had changed her mind, and his tree of love might take root again, sprout and bear fruit.  What made him extremely excited was that Yu Zhenru happily accepted his invitation, and offered to stay away from the bustling city and go for an outing to the Crouching Tiger Mountain Reservoir in the southern mountainous area to enjoy the beautiful scenery of nature.

    Zhao Zegang once went to the Crouching Tiger Mountain Reservoir, when he went to interview the Green Vegetable Project, and he still has a fresh memory of the beautiful scenery there.  However, it was more than 20 kilometers away from the urban area, and although there were buses there, it was inconvenient, so he borrowed a Santana from Tian Ye, the boss of Juba Chaoneng Household Appliance Company, and planned to drive it with Zhenru himself.  travel.

    On Valentine's Day, the temperature was warm and cold, and the temperature difference between day and night was large. Zhao Zegang and Yu Zhenru made an appointment to leave at 11 am, and they had lunch there, and it was also when the sun was shining, so there would be no chills.  However, that day, Zhao Zegang drove to the downstairs of Dandelion Advertising Company, but Yu Zhenru did not come down for a long time. He called her, and she asked him to wait for a while, saying that he had something important to discuss with He Tong.

    Yu Zhenru was in He Tong's office right now, sitting on the sofa opposite He Tong's desk, she was in a very bad mood, her face was full of melancholy and guilt.

    He Tong sat listlessly in the boss's chair, his eyes were red and tears were rolling in them. For him, the series of recent misfortunes were undoubtedly a nightmare, which made him miserable.  Now, Liu Xiaomei has been admitted to the psychiatric rehabilitation center in the provincial capital. The drugs that suppress the nerves and the doctors' persuasion have not relieved her symptoms of schizophrenia.  She walks around in the ward with a doll named He Le, and if anyone touches "He Le", she will fight them desperately.  The doctor has already told He Tong tactfully that it is only theoretically possible for Liu Xiaomei to fully recover as before.

    My wife will no longer have a normal life. The pain she brings to normal people is far greater than herself. In other words, Liu Xiaomei no longer feels pain and happiness. She doesn't have to worry about anything, lose anything, and worry  There is no clear boundary between ecstasy and ecstasy, the transition between the two changes rapidly and irregularly, and any trivial detail in the outside world will provoke her fragile nerves, making her unable to decide whether to laugh or to laugh.  She can hold a doll in her arms as her unborn child, He Le, living in the fantasy she created, which brings her happiness.  As far as He Tong is concerned, there will be no more happiness, because he has no illusions, and all he faces is the horrible reality and fear of the future.

    Now, Yu Zhenru took the initiative to come to He Tong's office again because she had made a major decision.  She knew that when she told He Tong this decision, he would be surprised and even wonder if he had heard it wrong.  However, Yu Zhenru has been deliberating for many days, and this is her only decision, and there is no other way out.

    He Tong took the initiative to ask Zhenru to have dinner a few nights ago. The place to eat was not in a big hotel, but in his office.  In the afternoon, he went out to buy some cooked food and a bottle of high-grade liquor, and was going to have a chat with Yu Zhenru.  That is, in the morning of this day, He Tong sent Liu Xiaomei to the psychiatric rehabilitation center. This was his helpless move. Although Liu Xiaomei had little hope of recovery, if she did not receive treatment, there would be no hope at all.  Handing Liu Xiaomei to the stern-faced medical staff, when he heard the giant iron door of the ward slam shut, he immediately felt that Liu Xiaomei had fallen into hell and was isolated from the world.  So, He Tong's tears couldn't stop streaming down, squatting at the door of the hospital, crying like a wronged child.

    Whether it is for Liu Xiaomei or Zhao Fengling, He Tong is inseparable. The fate of the two of them is closely linked with him.  Now, Zhao Fengling has passed away, and her pain and troubles have nothing to do with her. She has become a pile of ashes, existing in the small urn in a material form.  Well, for Liu Xiaomei, although she is still alive, she has no soul, or?? Said that her soul has been distorted and deformed beyond recognition. It is an independent existence that has nothing to do with the world. What people can see and grasp is only her physical body that exists in the form of matter.

    The successive accidents made He Tong at a loss, his mind was chaotic and disorganized, like a pile of walking dead.  People need to communicate and confide most at this time. He Tong feels that if he buries all these intertwined depression and inextricable distress in his heart, maybe one day, he will be completely destroyed and go crazy, just like Liu Xiaomei  , appearing in the psychiatric ward.  Therefore, He Tong chose Yu Zhenru as the person to confide in, hoping to get her understanding and comfort.  At this time, the main reason why He Tong chose Yu Zhenru was that they had a relationship and it was easier to approach and communicate with each other. In other words, they had a sense of intimacy that no one could replace.

    Yu Zhenru had heard a little about what happened to He Tong, but it was not detailed and comprehensive, and she had a half-knowledge.  The story of He Tong and Zhao Fengling was told by Zhao Zegang. She was moved and shed tears by this bleak love story. If the protagonist of the story was not by her side, she probably would not have believed it.  As for Liu Xiaomei's sudden madness, Yu Zhenru was even more unpredictable. She believed that Liu Xiaomei's ending like this had nothing to do with her, and she was even secretly glad that if she hadn't reined in the precipice, she might have been involved.  Yu Zhenru often thinks that He Tong is unlucky. The two women he loves and the woman who loves him have accidents one after another. The blow to him is fatal. It is lucky that he did not collapse.  Therefore, she was full of sympathy for He Tong, and tried to express her sympathy and concern to him in an appropriate way.  Therefore, when He Tong asked her to have dinner in his office, she did not refuse, but went happily.

    That night, He Tong used the coffee table as a wine table and sat facing Yu Zhenru.  When he drank two glasses of white wine, tears flowed down his cheeks, and he couldn't stop crying.

    "Zhenru, do you think I did something wrong? Is it fair for God to treat me like this?" He Tong lowered his head, his heart was full of sadness, and said.

    Yu Zhenru knows that God has never talked about fairness. If God's conscience finds out that he treats every one of his subjects fairly, there will not be so many tragedies in the world.

    "He Tong, this is not your fault." Yu Zhenru put down the chopsticks in her hand, looked at He Tong, and said, "Tragedies always happen to people who have no mistakes, otherwise, tragedies cannot be called tragedies."  .¡±

    He Tong was devastated, washed his face with tears, and said: "Yes, what you said is true, but, Zhenru, can you tell me why the tragedy happened to me?"

    "This is a coincidence, He Tong, I can only call it a coincidence, because I can't find any other convincing reasons for you." Yu Zhenru was deeply affected by He Tong's emotions, and her eyes began to turn red, saying  .

    He Tong nodded, then tore his hair desperately, and said, "I really want to bump my head to death."

    After hearing this, Yu Zhenru raised her head in panic, as if she was afraid that He Tong would really bump her head to death in front of her.  She found that He Tong's hair was black and white, and his face was full of wrinkles, like an old man who had suffered vicissitudes. Sudden changes have made him overwhelmed and depressed.  Disappeared without a trace.

    "He Tong, this doesn't sound like what you said." Yu Zhenru picked up the wine glass and said, "Come on, let me have a drink with you, I hope you forget your troubles and cheer up."

    He Tong slowly picked up the wine glass and said, "Thank you, Zhenru, it's really unbearable for me to drink with me at this time."

    After Yu Zhenru drank this glass of wine with He Tong, she didn't know how to comfort him.  She had never persuaded anyone, so she was helpless and in a dilemma.  After pondering for a long time, Yu Zhenru realized that the reason why He Tong asked her to meet here was to express his doubts and sorrows, so as to relieve his worries and depression.

    "He Tong, just say what you have to say. If you trust me, I will keep your words a secret." Yu Zhenru got up and poured a cup of strong tea for He Tong, put it in front of him, and said.

    He Tong wiped away his tears, the steam rising from the teacup reminded him of the incense in front of Zhao Fengling's tomb.

    "Zhenru, I remember we were in Haicheng, you once asked about my first love, I was evasive to you, now, are you not interested anymore?"

    Yu Zhenru did remember that she asked about He Tong's first love that night at the beach in Haicheng.  However, now that time has passed, everything has changed drastically, and it means nothing to her.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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