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Chapter 65 Lost, amnesia

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    The weather changed, and clothes were added one after another.  October, November, December, like beads on a string.  In the sleepless nights of longing, I finally look forward to it.  Suddenly I feel as simple as a peasant girl, with a plain heart, pure and almost transparent for the person I love, as if I have never had a criminal record before.  There is no former love, no later loss, only oneness.

    In December of this year, very different from previous years, there was a heavy snowfall in Chongqing that had not been seen in more than ten years.  The temperature of the city is cold, and the villages on the outskirts of the mountains are white.

    I have liked snow since I was a child, and I like snowing. In my dreams, I always search for it in a winding way around the mountain.  A dream that has been repeated for several years, like a guide from a previous life.  Gain or lose something, a hint of what I don't understand, a mystery that I have always wanted to uncover.

    Ken, who has never seen snow before, was as excited as I was. The first night we arrived in Chongqing, we rushed to Jinyun Mountain in Beibei non-stop.  Because I heard that there was a lot of snow there, and it was the only place where there was heavy snow but the mountain was not closed.  When we arrived, the sky had gradually darkened, and we saw people coming down from the mountain one after another, and there were various little snowmen piled up on the roof of the car.

    ? Seeing that Ken and I were very excited, regardless of the hotel owner's advice that it would be dark soon, we insisted on buying tickets and went up the mountain.  The icy stone ladder looks very mysterious, but we are tempted by the silver snow in front of us.  If, we can know if, ken will really never leave me for the rest of his life.  At least as he said, he will accompany me for forty or fifty years no matter what.  The snow is so beautiful, the wind is so strong, and the hands that hold me tightly are so warm.  To this day, he still shields my heart from the wind and fills the void in my dreams without him.

    It seems that I fell into a deep sleep. After that day, I woke up knowing nothing, I forgot about ken and my love.  Work is still busy, no one mentioned it, no one mentioned it, I completely lost this past.  Only the necklace on my chest, whose origin is unknown, made me feel palpitations, and I was reluctant to even take a bath.

    In my dream, Bai Xue no longer appears, and there is no mystery.  As a believer in fate, I often think about whether the answer has been solved, but why don't I know anything?  Nan Nan advised me, don't think about it if you can't figure it out, and stop thinking about things that don't make sense.  Thinking about it, she was right, there was a lot of work waiting to be done.  The story about Chongqing beauties is about to be serialized, and brother Luo is always urging me to finish sorting it.

    And for me, the inspiration is usually the strongest only in the middle of the night.  In order to grasp the timing, I have been used to working until midnight, and when I am bored, I listen to music and read some of my previous writings. When I grow up, I always make myself laugh at the childishness of my previous writings.  It's the same today, flipping through the files idly, among a lot of past, I found a file that I'm not familiar with, the file name is 520617.

    June 17th is my birthday, and I don¡¯t remember when I was so narcissistic when I wrote words about loving myself.  Click to open, because of it, I opened a door that I had forgotten. In the writing on the computer, every word and every sentence is Ken's pen information.

    Favorite Peaches:

    Hehe~ I don't know when you, who claim to be smart, will find this letter?  You often say that I am stupid, but you are actually a stupid little fool.  When we met for the first time, you dared to bring a strange man like me home, and you were not afraid of attracting wolves.  I don't know if it means you are kind-hearted or stupid.  Don't let me tell you this sentence in person, I'm afraid you won't be able to resist beating me.  Although you promised me not to use violence against me, with your personality, it is like the capricious thunderstorms in Chongqing in summer.  I can't afford to mess with things that come as soon as they are said.

    To be honest, I still like your gentle appearance, I like you lying on my chest gently, so that I feel like a man, and you are the little woman I want to cherish and protect the most in my life.

    In fact, writing this letter to you is not only expressing my love to you, but also because I have faults and bad intentions and must confess to you.  do you remember?  That time when you were sick, I chatted with your bbs moderator without any clothes on. I did it on purpose, just to see how you can't argue.  Hehe~ I am very successful, right?

    Also, that time, you let me go.  That's right, I came out with my things, but I didn't intend to leave at all, I just wanted to buy a bouquet of flowers to coax you when I came out.  You are looking for me, you are anxious, I have seen it all, I did not come out on purpose, I just wanted to kill your prestige, who made you usually too barbaric?  !  But seeing you crying and sad, I really can't bear it, otherwise I will definitely hide from him for another two or three hours, making you anxious.  Of course, because I was afraid that you would get sick if you were exposed to too much rain.

    Am I bad?  I'm sorry, but I swear I won't lie to you about anything else.  I love you, it's true, my promise is true, it's true that I want to marry you as my wife!  For the rest of your life, it won't change until you wear dentures.  I know you are worried that I will leave, but I will come back again, I want to plant jasmine for my stupid peach, wait for itThey are all opened, and you have to take them off and put them in your palm.

    Tao Zi, I miss you so much, I'm going back to Guangzhou tomorrow, the promise you made to me will be kept.  No one can take off the ring except me. You must wait for me to come back and put it on your left ring finger. Of course, I will also bring my father to bear witness for us.

    Hehe~ Then the ugly daughter-in-law will meet her father-in-law!

    Don't be angry, I'm joking, in fact, even if my peach is not a big beauty, she is still so cute that I can't get rid of love in my life, it's true, I love you.

    Well, it won't take up space anymore, the more you talk, the more you will get confused, hehe~ I don't know how you will fix me then.

    I love you, peach, and I will come back, be by your side, and never leave.

    ken

    September 2, 2007

    ken?  !  The question mark in my head, the name, I remembered.  The sad farewell love song "Still Together" is playing on the computer, and my ken is really dead. The few words he secretly left me opened up my memory and restored his place in my heart. I should be happy  ?

    I remembered how happy Ken was that day. He hugged me on the top of the mountain and told me happily that his father already knew about my existence.  This year's Spring Festival, his father will come to see me with him. His father said that the family should have a good reunion for a year. He said that his father already regards me as a family.

    This is the dream of happiness. If I hadn't been capricious, I wouldn't have pushed him away. If I hadn't pushed him away, he wouldn't have fallen down the icy stone steps.  My fault, he punished me by leaving his life.  For the first time, I knew that the tears did not come from my eyes, but from my heart.

    But how did ken leave?  I forgot.  I clearly remember that Ken who was lying in the snow was still warm, and he had to take off the ring and put it on my hand.  But why did his hand fall in mid-air?  But how could the later ken have no temperature?  !  Is this a waking dream?

    (Without love, it is difficult to have memory. Too strong love will also cause women to lose their memory unconsciously. It is different, but it is all about losing love.) (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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