On the second day after ken left, a strange thing happened on Chongqing Life.com. At about three o'clock in the middle of the night, a netizen posted a post saying that another netizen on bbs had committed suicide. The serious topic of life aroused strong reactions in the early hours of the next day.
In this forum, no matter whether it is a netizen or a moderator, everyone gets along like a family. Faced with the sudden death of a family member, the grief and grief are beyond words. Regardless of whether they were friends or strangers, they all expressed their regret for the deceased with their own actions. Those who go to work don't go to work, those who should eat can't eat, and those who are heartbroken cry more than in front of the screen. A picture, a candle, a few numbers, a long memory. It is as if the dead have passed away and cannot be resurrected, and the sound and smile have become the pain of the past.
However, at this time, I learned from another netizen that this news was false. Afterwards, all relevant posts were sunk and disappeared without a trace, as if the posters had made an oolong. The administrators and moderators were all silent, and no one came out to give a reasonable explanation. For a time, there were many doubts, and there were voices of defection. The believers felt that they were seriously deceived, and they were very angry.
After the incident happened, Brother Luo immediately called me, because this netizen has been hanging around Mood Bar, and I am the moderator of Mood Bar, and I usually communicate with her a lot. Brother Luo hopes that I can implement and deal with this problem . Maybe things are complicated, but we want it to be simple.
After I tried every means to contact her, I got an answer: the person is still alive. This is something to be happy about. In Chongqing Life Forum, no one will think about who will leave this world, and no one will want to lose a friend. But the truth of the matter always has to be revealed.
In the name of condolences, I went to her house. It was her friend who opened the door with a heavy expression on his face. When I entered the room, when I saw Mo Ran lying on the bed, with empty eyes and pale face, I knew that the suicide incident was close. She didn't speak, just stared blankly at an unspecific place, as if she wanted to see through something, but couldn't see through it. Her friend told me quietly that she just woke up and asked why she was still alive? Fearing that she would not be able to think about it anymore, her friends are taking turns taking care of her now. Her friend also told me that she hadn't eaten for seven days, except for drinking water and smoking, she was like a dead person at other times, there was no difference.
No wonder she was so emaciated that she could no longer see her human form. I don't understand why, but my feeling tells me that it has something to do with feelings. Holding her arm that was afraid of breaking even if it was lightly exerted, her nose was so sore that she would shed tears at any moment.
"Mo Ran, is it worth it?"
After she heard this, tears glistened in her eyes, she bit her lips tightly, and said nothing. Heartache is a feeling, I can feel her feeling. "Cry if you want to cry, don't bear it, don't wrong yourself." I knew she would cry, this seemingly strong girl was not as strong as others imagined. Otherwise, she would not bow her head in the face of fragility, and would not choose a path of no return that cannot be repeated in this life. Looking at the gauze wrapped around her left wrist, her friend said she cut herself 21 times.
She is so cruel, how could she do such a thing to herself, what kind of story made her so cruel. In my impression, this girl named Mo Ran is very strong and cheerful, with a pretty face, natural without makeup, and there is always laughter and laughter wherever she is. Friends in the forum like her more than her truthfulness, sincerity, and not hypocrisy.
Whether she is willing or not, I have to ask why she would do such an irresponsible thing to herself, "Mo Ran, tell me, why did you do this? Is it worth it?" Listen to me asking, she still doesn't intend to Said, I just kept looking at her eyes that couldn't lie. There is a gap in human nature, and finally Mo Ran was willing to hold me and cry. She cried and said, "Taozi, my eyes were not born to cry, my ears were not born to listen to lies, and my heart was not born to listen to lies." I don't want this kind of man to get hurt I don't want" Just this one sentence, she said over and over again, like the repeated pain in her heart.
Crying and crying, she suddenly struggled to get up, she said she didn't want to live, she couldn't take it anymore. Unable to bear the pain of being deceived, she wants to end it, she doesn't want to face such a world. Seeing her collapse like this, I gave her a slap without hesitation, and then shouted at her: "Mo Ran, think about it for me, if I slap you, others may slap you, but you You need to know which slap is love or caring, and which slap is garbage left by others but not picked up unnecessarily!" Looking at her like this, I really don't know how to stop it, it's just my intuition, I don't know What will be the consequences.
Mo Ran covered the face I had slapped, tears wet her lips, and she sucked them into her mouth, I knew it was a kind of salty bitterness. Love is sometimes bitter, but it is not necessarily a good medicine, and sometimes it is a poison that will killThe life of a person. I don't know what Mo Ran is obsessed with, but I know that people are very strong animals, not afraid of facing pain, only afraid of the helplessness borne by one person.
(Life is inherently fragile, and suicide requires a lot of courage. Too many people use this courage in the wrong place. It is the most failed investment for women, because there will never be a chance to get it back.) (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com